Chapter One. Gone..
Bella's POV
He was gone. All of them.. Gone...
Who knew, that one cut, could rip your world apart..
*Bella, I don't love you anymore... You're too fragile.. And I want someone who can be worthy of being my mate. Not a weak human like you. * The words just kept repeating in my head over and over, I could shut it up. I just wanted to crumble into the earth. But so many questions ran threw my head keeping me conscious.
Why would he say that? Was I just a toy ? Did our so called love mean anything? Why would he bring me out here... I was lost, I knew I would never find my way back, I curled up on the damp forest floor, letting the pain seep over my was now a hole in my heart. I could feel the sting, the sadness that radiated from it.. I want to be lost forever...I closed my eyes.
Pulling the knife out of my pocket, I went to work on my body. He knew I had depression. He knew I was broken before he met me. Yet, he leaves me in such a cruel way. My mind is screaming at me to stop, and live my life. But I just can't, my heart won't allow it. I felt my blood seeping out of all the open wounds, feeling dizzy, I closed my eyes.
Allowing whatever was to come..
Luna POV
I was slowly closing in on a prey. I could smell a pack of deer and they were mine. I had decided to check out forks, I've heard that it's a boring town, but has great animal life. I agreed that this town was boring.
Until I heard a soft whimpering coming from the south. "What was someone doing this deep in the woods?" I though out loud. This late at night at that? I followed the noise, until I picked up a beautiful scent.. It was almost irresistible. I was fearing that I may slip... Until I saw this beautiful, yet fragile, creature lying on the forest floor.
I slowly crept closer. Until I noticed the pool of blood around her wrists.. Oh god, what happened to this poor girl.. I held my breath and touched her face. **Bella, I don't love you anymore... You're too fragile.. And I want someone who can be worthy of being my mate. Not a weak human like you." Edwards eyes looked dead. "What are you saying... You... You said you loved me not even a day ago... What did I do... Is it because if the birthday? If it is then just change me! It's what I want and then we can be together!" My heart was racing, pounding out of my chest.. I couldn't loose my happiness so fast.. Why was this happening? "Bella, stop trying. I don't love you. I never did. You were just an experience for me. That's all... Don't do anything stupid...Goodbye"** The memory started to fade as I pulled my hand from her face. "Oh god, what has he done to you..." I couldn't bare seeing something so awful happen to such a fragile girl. I knew with the harm she did to herself, she wouldn't last much longer. I had to bite her.
"I'm sorry" I whispered into her ear, " it'll hurt, a lot, but I'll give you what you've always wanted." As I leaned into her throat I could have sworn I saw a smile, as I bit down into her soft flesh. Her blood was delicious, but I knew I could resist. I knew I needed to save her. There was just something about her.
Bella POV
*writing in a journal*
It had been 2 years since I was changed. I still remember the awful night as if it was yesterday. Luna saved me from myself that night. I was so grateful. She and I had become best friends the moment I woke up.
We sat for days just talking about ourselves. Getting to know one another. She was changed 59 years ago, and was 18 when she was changed. Her beauty would make Rosalie jealous. She is short, but not as short as..Alice.. Thinking of her made me cringe.. She has long, straight, burgundy hair, which reached her waist. Pale skin, deep red lips. She also has a VERY large chest. And she uses to her advantage whenever she can.
She also has a gift, she is able to watch people's memories by touching there face, that's how she found out what happened to me. She was also mated, his name was Luke. He was one of the sweetest people you'll ever met. He is tall, and built, with messy brown hair, and golden eyes. He could control what people saw. It was really interesting to see in action.
Before me, it was just herself and Luke, but now it's the three of us. We lived in forks until about a year ago. Luna and Luke always wanted to start a band, but they could not sing to save their lives, which I find weird. You'd think that they would be able to, being vampires and all.
But once I joined their group, they discovered I had a voice, and a powerful one. It was discovered in one place everyone can sing. The shower. We decided to record a few songs, play some gigs. Which was really hard at first. I hated attention through out my human years. And it followed me to my vampire life for a while. But now, here we are, living in Toronto, signed to a record company and everything! Life has been okay.
My chest still burns for HIM. It always will... A part of me writes these songs, hoping one day.. He'll find me... And maybe... Maybe love me again...
*end of journal entry*
