Hey guys...my sister gots a new laptop with wireless internet...awesome right? and i gets to use it sometimes.

This is something me and two friends came up with. me and one of them were talking about the fourth book and saying that alec needs to kick that vampire bitches ass..(camilla) and if he's to afraid to..we'll stick a fearless rune on our favorite shadowhunter...then his boyfriend said "know what a interesting plot twist would be? If Alec used the fearless rune before kissing Magnus before the battle." so we talked about it and came up with this.

Oh and halfway through Clockwork angel...amazing...JEM IS AWESOME...love that kid.


My twisted little secret

Everyone said I was brave that night. Kissing him, showings my feelings infront of everyone. The whole shadow world. And I'm lucky my parents still care for me after finding out i'm a rainbow kid as Magnus once called me. Also expected my relationship, not only with another male but a Downworlder.

Jace had made the comment at the party: "I heard about what you did. Out of character for you but that's what love does."

Our table had a good laugh and talked about it. Isabelle said I glowed that night, like a weight was lifted off my shoulder. No glitter could match.

No one knew my secret, what really happened that night.

No one but me.

My twisted little secret.

Some had said I was out of character, others say love made the choice for me, brave. But, I call it irony, none called me fearless.

Even though thats the truth.

Minutes before looking for the one I wanted as a partner I did something. I regret having to use it, but not the results.

I had taken my stele out, and Marked my side under my shirt so that none could see it. With a sigh and nervous fingers I myself fearless.

Using the power of a Rune to show everyone who I love? How would they react if they found out?...Would I loose Magnus?

Thats not a risk I'm willing to take. And so I'll stay my secret. My own plot twist to the story of our relationship.

Bescause the real me was to afraid to do it without help.