How Can These Guys Be So Cruel?

If you are a fan of Twilight or Maximum Ride then you know just how I feel. You always dream of that perfect Edward, Jacob, or Fang. You really like this guy at your school even though he is just a friend. You trust him and love him with every cell in your body. And you end up getting your heart broken in the end?

Okay so I had this guy friend who was so funny and always there for me. He could tell when I was sad just by looking at me. He knew exactly how I think and act. One day I went over to his house to swim in his pool. We were just swimming in a big circle over and over and talking about school and next year and stuff. (I had just recently broken up with my 1 year boyfriend on our anniversary so He was trying to cheer me up. It Worked). After we dried off and changed into dry clothes we went downstairs to play some guitar hero. He, of course, was super awesome at it and I had never played it. So he was all, come on I'll show you how. So I had the guitar around me and he had his hands around my hand showing me what to do. This was the first sign that something was different between me and him. Then we watched a movie, I don't remember which movie though. And out of no were, he asks me, "What would you do if I kissed you right now?" I was blown away. I wasn't expecting that. My answer was, "umm I don't Know. I've never thought about it." He was all, "Ok just wondering." This is when it finally started. He sat closer to me after that…he put his arm around me. (Now I've never had this happen to me with a guy before so I wasn't use to it). After I left he asked me out. I had unfortunately been going out of town for the next three days so I told him that I would think about it over my trip. I needed to think because you no, he was my best guy friend and all. I had just broken up with my ex a couple weeks ago and I didn't want to ruin our friendship. But I always felt so connected with him, like he was the only one who understands me. So I made my decision and the day I came home I went back over to his house to hang out. I told him that I would go out with him. The look in his eyes made it seem like I had just answered his prayers. That night, I had gotten my first real kiss. And weeks went by and we got closer and closer. My friends even started to say we were the cutest couple. We would have our fights of course because what couple doesn't fight? Right. This went on throughout our whole 8th grade year. We had made it 2 months straight without fighting. Every time I was with him, I felt so much happier. He made me feel so important. ( I was playing softball for our school at the time so I basically wore shirts and jeans and sweat-shirts all the time, no makeup.) He always told me, everyday, how beautiful I looked no matter what I was wearing or if I had my hair up or down. He made me feel like I didn't have to dress up or act a certain way for him to like me. I could be myself and I loved that. I felt loved for the first time by a guy. For our 2 month anniversary he did something that I had always dreamt of... He cooked me dinner, my favorite, Fettuccini Alfredo. And another surprise, a red heart diamond necklace. I felt like he really cared about me, little did I know that I was dead right. That night, he told me that he loved me. (Yes I no we were only 14 years old but love happens when it happens no matter how old or how young). It finally hit me that I loved him back. Everyday I always looked forward to seeing him. We were inseparable. Then summer came. And the heart break begins…….

( 10 REVIEWS AND I WILL CONTINUE MY SUFFERING STORY SO ALL YOU GIRLS WON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE I MADE, AND TO TEACH GUYS A LESSON ON HOW SEX AND GETTING GIRLS IS NOT EVERYTHING!!)