*A/N Ok, so, I haven't died. I've just been ridiculously busy. School is almost out, meaning finals and end of semester essays. Plus, I got a new job. So this is to abate you all until I can get back to my other fics, namely An 'F' in Love. This is a songfic, my first one! AkuRoku because I'm just in KH mode right now. Anticipating birth By Sleep in the USA! This is a bit morbid and sombre, just Roxas talking about missing Axel! Alright then, enjoy! ^_^*
I can't even remember how long it's been since I saw you last. I can't feel your fire anymore. But sometimes, I think I know the warmth.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
I remember once, you asked if I really had a heart. I'm sure I never needed it. Or rather, you were all I needed.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I don't know why, but I can't shake this feeling, like there was more to us than we even knew. Like, we had been a part of each other even before we met.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I was quiet, remember? I was a zombie. But, you brought me to life; or as close to it as I could get. You shined a light on me and you became my world. What am I supposed to do, now that my world is dark?
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
When I couldn't remember you, and we fought, I'm sure that at that moment, you were in pain. It didn't matter that you didn't have a heart. Maybe it was better that way, but I know it still hurt to see me that way. I'm sorry.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
It's not fair. I've found my heart, my other half, the literal one. But, you are my metaphorical, my real other half.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I saw when you faded. I'm sure that wasn't real though. Because, later, we were on the clock tower, eating sea salt ice-cream like usual. You can't tell me that it was all for nothing.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
But, now that I think about it, you cried. And after that, you never came back to the tower. And again I'm left in darkness, with the distant memory of your fire.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
*So, I believe most of you know the song. My Immortal by Evanescence, both of which I do not own. Hope you enjoyed and I will get along with my other fics in the very near future! ^_^*