If life had a reset button, when would you use it? What would you do if you were given the chance to be reborn again? I have made plenty of mistakes in my life which is why I don't feel deserving enough to be in Heaven right now. I would kill to restart my life anew, but all hope is lost for me.
Oh, you don't believe me? Let me inform you that I eloped with my best friend who loved and cared for me, knowing he fell in love with me...Yet it was not mutual from I to him. I convinced myself that I met the "great love of my life"although I knew he'd been fooling around with girls behind my back. After hooking up with the "fake love" and eloping with my best friend, I tried moving on by opening up to others. God knows that didn't work, to my dismay. School was paying my life a hell, I had no friends which lowered my self-esteem and prevented me from opening up. Words cannot explain how much I despised myself. Despite all those hardships I've gone through I can't help but admit the fact that my previous life changed my perspective of people forever.
Oh, another thing is that I eventually cheated my personality to deceive people into liking me. I became a selfish attention-seeker that only wanted to ruin people's lives, that's how much I hated people. I believed all people were naive at the time. When the "new" and devious me, out of my own entertainment I "befriended" people and spoke lowly of them behind their backs. It was all fun and games to be honest. Until you get caught and the whole school turns their back on you, then it turns ugly.
My character was disgusting and I didn't realize that until now. I was insane and I was crazy. That was me throughout middle and high school. My name is Hinata Hyuuga and I committed suicide the night before my highschool graduation.