Author's Note: Yo, this is Naii with a new story. I'm actually supposed to be working on something else but this took me by surprise. I might not be able to update much because school just started and my hands are completely full from professors with really high expectations and classes that focus more on field work as well as some club activities but I really hope you come and stay with me throughout this. It's just the prologue so it's pretty short so you can expect more from me in the future. Please enjoy and if it wouldn't be too much of a hassle, care to leave a review?
Warnings: Character Death? But not really at the same time. So um, nothing I guess.
Prologue
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I like to delude myself that I've fallen in love a hundred times with a hundred different people; that each and every one of them had a special place in my heart. But if I'm to be completely honest with myself, there's only one person I've ever given my heart to.
It's been five years since I've last seen him, but the mere mention of his name still sends my heart racing. I can still clearly see in my mind's eye that soft smile of his as he sat beside me; that mischievous twinkle in his eye that only I could see.
Then memories come rushing back at me and I do nothing to stop it, because right now in my twenty one years of life, every second spent with him was the happiest I've ever been. It doesn't even matter that he didn't return my feelings, just knowing he was there, inches apart, sent my heart aflame.
Even after all this time, there's a part inside of me that wishes that our paths would cross again and that he'd see me and smile and tell me that he missed me like I missed him and that he would like nothing more but to sweep me in his arms and never let me go.
Someday, somehow, I'm going to find him and tell him that I loved him. I love him. Because no one ever came close to what he was to me. No one made my heart melt like he did or sent goose bumps running down my arm. No one else's smile got me grinning like a fool. No one's laugh made my day so much brighter. I want to tell him that even if he didn't feel the same way I did, I wanted, needed, him to know my feelings for him that's been with me for so long. Because I don't want to be the coward who in the end never manages to tell him just how much he meant to me. How much he means to me. And maybe when I've said all there is to say, I can turn my back on him and finally look for someone else to fall in love with.
Even if I know that it'd never be quite like the first time.
I just want to tell him that I-
Time of Death, 08:27