"Start from the beginning."
Jesse slammed the door behind him as he sat down on the couch in Beca's attic.
"I don't even know Jesse."
"Come on you called me saying you're having a crisis, I need some information Becs!"
Beca leant forward on the couch and put her head in her hands. She opened her mouth then closed it several times before smiling incredulously and shaking her head. Then she said finally spoke.
"She kissed me."
Jesse's eyes widened. His jaw went slack.
"When, how, why? Where?" he stuttered.
"Uh, yesterday."
"Just tell me everything."
Beca sighed.
"Okay."
Beca squelched into the changing rooms, her new white converse brown beyond return. P.E. was the bane of her life and it seemed even her P.E. teachers were out to get her, not just the competitive psycho bitches of her class.
It was 4.05pm, thirty minutes after school ended and everyone else in her class had left to go home. The dark changing rooms were empty and Beca dropped the bag of footballs down on the ground before sitting down on the bench for a moment and catching her breath.
For a second she thought she might cry, but she took a deep breath and it passed.
Why did she always end up having to collect the P.E. shit? Typical that the frickin rain had started to come down just as everyone else ditched her and gone inside. Not that she was friends with anyone in her gym class. Her t-shirt clung to her cold pale skin and she shivered.
"Hey!"
Beca snapped around but she knew exactly whose voice she had heard.
"Dude!" she exclaimed.
Chloe Beale was stood not five inches away from her, beaming at her with a smile that could power a city. Beca just stared for a moment, then she realised she was staring, and looked away, blushing.
"Oh um, hi, you uh shocked me," Beca managed to choke out, smiling awkwardly.
"I'm sorry. I was just taking a shower."
"Right."
Why were they stood so close together? Beca had barely said five words to her in her entire life.
Not that she didn't often find herself stood near Chloe thinking of things to say.
"So you got a pretty rough deal today huh?" Chloe said. Jeez her voice was so kind.
"Yeah."
Chloe Beale was looking at her lips.
"Um, what are you...doing?"
"Shh."
Chloe leaned in and kissed her.
"What on earth?!"
"I know!"
Beca had leapt up from the couch in the midst of retelling the story and now she was running her hands through her hair feverishly.
"Why would she do that?" Jesse asked, frowning as if he'd just found out the sky was no longer blue.
"I don't know!" Beca exclaimed. "Does she know I have had the hugest fattest most world shattering crush on her all my whole high school life? Since frickin freshman year! How did she know?
"She might not know."
"Why me?! She's not even gay I don't think, I mean she goes out with Tom Zuckerman!"
"I don't know what to tell you Beca. What was the kissing like?"
"It was...fucking amazing Jess'."
"Better than me?"
"Shut up."
Chloe pressed her pink lips to Beca's. Beca was so fucking confused for a more than just a moment, but Chloe didn't stop, she pulled Beca closer and Beca began to kiss her back slowly but surely, Chloe's hands losing themselves in Beca's rain matted hair, Beca instinctively wrapping her arms around Chloe's waist, feeling the curves of her body beneath her pastel blue cotton t-shirt. They stayed like this, entwined for a good ten more seconds. Their tongues didn't meet it didn't get any further. But Beca's insides were on fire.
And then Chloe broke off. She let go.
"What the hell...?"
Chloe's eyes were still closed but Beca was staring at her trying desperately to read her.
"See you later Beca."
Beca just stood there with red lips and messy hair for the next twenty minutes.
"This is insane."
"It is isn't it."
There were a few moments of silence before Beca flopped down on the chair and pulled out a pack of cigarettes.
"Don't smoke please," Jesse frowned at her but she just put the cigarette between her lips and fumbled with the lighter. "Beca..."
"I'm troubled!" she protested weakly, taking short feverish breaths.
She blew out a plume of smoke which Jesse wafted away. They sat in silence for a while.
"What are you going to do now?" Jesse asked.
"I don't know...there's not much I can do."
"This is so stupid!" Jesse exclaimed.
"I know!"
"What the hell!"
A/N: Just a little lol one-shot for you guys...nothing special, I know, just getting started again after a big break
watch my band? just search: Einstein's LoveChild on youtube precisely with those spaces...lol #whatabeg