You've been distracting yourself with frogs. You can't deny, however, the conversation going on with past Karkat, who knows nothing of his impending tragedy, had been making you feel a tad bit sad. The details you shared with Jade occasionally slip, but you're sure it won't change anything.
When you're alone, which is quite a lot, considering how lively the hive isn't lately, you find yourself looking back on the timeline. Most specifically to moments in which you could still see Rose. You often consider trying to talk her out of her suicide mission one more time; yet you know it would be futile. She wouldn't be moved when you talked to her last and no amount of persuasion could do otherwise.
Yet the idea of simply talking to her again was so comforting, so tempting, but would only bring you down. In the end, you can never bring yourself to do it.
Sometimes you would-no. No it was too embarrassing to mention. Even thinking about it now, you feel a little hot under your porous, glowing white epidermis, giving nervous glances along the sides of the empty computer room. Your face was now mint jade in colour and you even consider doing such the embarrassing deed again.
? gardenGnostic [?GG] 00:00 HOURS AGO responded to memo.
You are quickly broken from your thoughts and decide to simply respond to the memo.
author's note: whoops got depressed while trying to write the conclusion.