Disclaimer: I don't own Tsubasa.
This poem just came to me randomly and I decided to post it.
Clone Syaoran's Poem
–
It hurts,
So why don't I cry out?
Is it because of her,
Or is it because I don't want to appear weak?
I hate this,
My body feels so heavy,
It feels like I'm drowning,
Dying,
Falling,
Fading,
It feels like something is disappearing from inside me,
What is it?
I can no longer tell,
Because I can no longer feel.
There is another me now,
I think I know him,
He is talking to me,
But I can't hear him,
Is that Fai bleeding?
Who did that?
Me?
No, I wouldn't,
Would I?
But surely I would recall such a thing.
The other me is still talking.
He said that it was me that she loved,
not him.
I don't understand that.
My body is taking control now,
So now I am charging at the other me.
When could I fight so well?
It hurts,
I hate this,
Why did it have to be me?
I know nothing,
But I know everything too,
I'm alive,
Though it feels like I'm dying instead.
That will make sense soon though,
Since the other me will finish me off now.
He stopped,
Why?
I see,
It was because of her,
If only she hadn't stopped him,
`Because if he had ended me now,
I wouldn't have to suffer,
They wouldn't have to suffer,
She wouldn't have to suffer,
They would be free from the burden that I will be,
But now it's too late.
I've already stabbed the other me in his right leg,
I didn't want to.
She's crying now,
The mage is dying,
The ninja is angry,
They are all suffering,
And now they'll suffer even more,
Because I am leaving,
She had grabbed my hand and asked me not to go,
But I shake her off and leave.
I hate this,
It hurts,
I've caused so much pain today,
I'm a monster.
A sick, cruel, heartless monster that causes pain.
So much pain,
And now I'll spread that pain to every world I go,
dying everything crimson red,
Because that is what I was created to do,
For I am a monster disguised as a clone of another human boy,
How disgusting.
What a cruel new life I have.