summery: Bella is 18 and lives and busy life as a editor for her mothers magazine, after taking a little vacation she relizes she wants to take some time off to be a normal teenager her parents are reluctant but let her go but only if Edward goes with her. she and edward hate each other but she really wants this so she says ok. edward is Mananorexic(male version of anorexica) bella has a deep secret she's been keeping, could this explain why she is so scared to break up with Jacob black?

Chapter 1

Most normal high school seniors spend their last year of school partying, going to dances and hanging out with their friends, unfortunately I am anything but normal. But then again most five year olds learn their alphabet with cute little flash card that say A is for Apple and B is for Balloon my mother however took a slightly different approach I had custom flash cards that said A is for Alexandre Herchcovitch and B is Betsey Johnson. by the time I was ten I could recite the designers from the New York fashion show from the past two years. I was what they called a "Fashion prodigy." I had my own portfolio at the tender age of fourteen and a couple of my designs had appeared in my mothers magazine "Jay." Then when I was sixteen my mother decided it was time I learned how to run a magazine company most people were surprised to hear that my mother was already starting me in the company, some said

"she's way to young" or

"that's to much pressure for her to handle"

normally these kinds of comments would hinder a person from moving up put it just made me all the more determined to prove them wrong. For the next year I worked harder then anyone in the company determined to show my mother that I was perfectly capable of running the company. Then for my eighteenth birthday we had a huge party and my mother made a speech she said the usual things that mothers say about their daughters

" she is beautiful, smart and she's going to be very successful"

then the shocker came in the company of my friends and family my mother announced her resignation as chief editor of Jay and that her successor would be her daughter Isabella. I was shocked to hear her say my name but after a few seconds excitement began to set in. for the next couple of months I eased my way in to the life of a chief editor with the help of my mom of course. Every thing was going well till I took a business trip to Los Angles on the way back I decided I would take a little R and R. So I stopped in the small town of Forks, Washington it was a beautiful city and quite which was what I was looking for. I just needed a small break from the hustle and bustle a New York. As I was driving down the main street I noticed the local high school and ask the driver to stop, I watched as the students filed in to the school couples held hands and friends walked together, Oh how I yearned to be like them, they were so fun and carefree. I want to be like them if even just for a day, as fast as the idea had come it left and I quickly came back to reality. I left the next day on a plane back to New York but for some reason I couldn't get the image of the high school out of my head I thought about it the whole flight dreaming of what it would be like to be a normal eighteen year old. When the plane landed I rushed over to my mothers office and barged in the door I new how my mother hated it when I didn't knock but this couldn't wait, my mother was sitting at her desk and my father was sitting in the chair ahead of her talking about something I couldn't quite make out. My mother had a perturbed look on her face a ask me what I needed I couldn't quite form the words I wanted to say my father seemed to notice the discombobulated look on my face and told me to have a seat and then we could talk. So I sat down in the leather chair next to his, I then began to tell them about my encounter with the high school and then announced that I was going to take the rest of the year off to go to a normal high school and just been a teen for once. Much to my chagrin my mother began to franticly yell at me for even thinking of leaving the company at a time like this but I explained to her that I would only take the rest of the year off and I would rejoin after the school year was over. Even after I explained my mother still strongly objected she turned to my father for backup but found none he said

"I think it's a wonderful idea"

my mother look at him like he had gone mad

"how could you think this is a wonderful thing!" was the next thing she yelled. Even though my mother was extremely persistent I stood my ground and stated that I was eighteen and I wanted to spend a little time just being a kid my mother countered by saying that I was no longer a child and I said and whose fault is that. My mother sat there with a shocked look on her face but slowly a smile spread over her face and I became more relaxed she then began to laugh quietly and said that she had raised me to debate my way out of anything. I too began to smile, although she was still reluctant she agreed to let me go but only till the end of the school year and no longer. I was elated to know that I was going to school but my happiness was short lived when my mother announced that I could not live by myself and I would have to be accompanied by Edward Cullen, the son of a close family friend. Don't get me wrong I loved Carlisle and Esme but their son was a different story, Edward was a model for Ralph Lauren and rarely if not ever came home, and on top of that he's a total play boy, he's the kind of guy who thinks when he walks into a room he owns all the girls in it. He's the kind of chauvinistic pig I can't stand. I hardly see him but when I do see him all we do is bicker, I tell him that he is a lazy moocher and he tells me I'm an uptight priss with OCD. We would then go back and forth with name calling until he left which was usually only after a couple of hours. I pleaded with my mother I begged her to let me stay with anyone else but him but she said no even my father thought it was a good idea the two of us spending time together. Then they went on about how we use to be best friends, that was until he became a man-whore, I muttered under my breath.

"what was that sweetheart?" my mom asked

"nothing"

I tried to tell them that we would do nothing but fight and what would he do all day its not like he could get a job he has not talent besides sitting in front of a camera looking pretty. But my mother said it was okay that all he had to do was look after me which made me unease. I told my mother how is he going to take care of me if he can't even take care of him self not to mention his gold fish only lasted a day and then it died! But she said we would be fine, how do you even know that he will agree to go with me you know how he is. But she said she would take care of it and that we needed to start making plans so she took out some stationary from her desk and began to write, Then she asked me where I would be attending I said Forks public school in Washington she said that she would make some calls and I would be there by the end of the week then she told me to go home and start packing.

well there's chapter 1 i already have ch 2 but i want to see if anyone wants to read it. so R&R! Thanks:)