The facts aren't true
Closer to heaven, but still so far away
So hard to make it trough, each passing day
There's a veil between me and the world, I'm not your average type of girl
Nothing is real, the facts aren't true, I refuse to live without you
So I close my eyes, and walk through life
I wouldn't notice, if someone pulled a knife
I am strong, but not strong enough
I am weak, though they say I'm tough
I'm scatterbrained, my mind in a whirl, I'm not your average type of girl
Time I changes, new words for all the pages
In the real world he's gone, he left, moved on
And here I remain, always here, never sane
My ears they hear, but do not believe
The truth is something I cannot conceive
In my world he's always there, in my world he'll always care
So I close my eyes, I paint my view
I close my eyes, and the facts aren't true
The storm
People change, life goes on
And you are nearly, halfway gone
Hearts will mend, time does heal
And it is time, to forget how we feel
Truth comes out, tears will fall
I'll be forced to take down my wall
She'll forgive, you'll forget
But I'll always remember, as if we just met
You'll move on, I'll stay here
I'm almost blind, but my future is clear
Rain will stop, and rainbows form
I know I'll make it, through this storm
You are right, this must end
Feels like I'm loosing, my best friend
You are gone, I am alone
I guess my pain, will stay unknown
Blinded by pain
Don't know what to right
Don't know what to say
Don't know how to tell him
Im fading away
I always tell him I love him
And every word of it is true
But how to I explain
How I need you
Never thought that I was pretty
Not strong and not smart
You opened up my eyes
Came in and touched my heart
It doesn't matter that you lied
Because I cannot forget
How you made me feel special
Since the day we first met
And even though its over
And you don't care anymore
I still feel like I did
So long before
It didn't matter that you hurt me
Or that you watched as I bled
Blinded by obsession
Believed every word you said
I will always care
Even though you never did
When he first came along
My hear ran and hid
Did not wan to replace you
Because you were all mine
Even though I know it's not true
And I was tangled in your vine
I feel like I should tell him
I feel like I should know
But I fear that if I tell him
He might decide to go
I don't want to be alone
And so I can't let him leave
When I think about it
I find it hard to breathe
I don't want to break him
Don't want to make him hurt
Just can't let him fall
Or let him lie in the dirt
So what am I to do?
How can I explain?
I don't know what I want
I'm blinded by pain
You played pretend
I'd like to say it's all your fault
But we are both to blame
I'd like to say I was under a spell
But I was feeling perfectly well
I'd like to say I was hypnotized
But really I just, believed your lies
I'd like to say I didn't know
That I was oblivious to the truth
But I cannot blame my youth
I knew it all, I took the fall
Now you stand, now I crawl
You made me think I was coming to an end
Made me think I was more then a friend
But now I know you played pretend
You think she's the love of your life
I don't know if it's true or not
But I do know you'll never be mine
Even I you want me, your wasting your time
You pulled me in, played games with my heart
I didn't even try to dodge your dart
I was stupid, I was lame
Now I'm hardly even sane
You will remember
When the rain hits your face
You will remember my song
You'll remember I made you sing along
When the wind blows your hair
You will remember my dance
You will remember I put you into a trance
When the ocean surrounds your feet
You will remember my voice
You will remember it really, gave you no choice
When you see my picture
You will remember it's your fault
You'll remember your heart, threw me out of its vault
When you pick a flower
You will remember my name
You'll remember a picture, just isn't the same
Whenever you run
You will remember the day
You'll remember the day, you sent me away
When you look in a mirror
You will remember my tears
You'll remember that they, reflected your fears
When you look at the stars
You will remember my eyes
You'll remember my pain, when I saw through your lies
When the snow kisses your cheek
You will remember my love
You'll remember that you sent me away in one shove
And when you see me again
You will remember why
My smile brings, a tear to your eye