This is a small story on what Raye Hino's life was before she knew about being Sailor Mars or the Princess of Mars. It shows how people treated her and what she felt. It was just something I put together because I was in the mood. Enjoy!
So many people feel as if I am someone that can't be their friend. They walk by me everyday, talking about me as if I am someone from outer space not able to hear them. They treat me as a Princess, on a pedestal, that can only be admired. I wish someone could brake that endless cycle that has taken over my life. I may live in a Shinto shrine, able to chant to fire, know where evil is, and use anti-evil spells, but does that make me so inhuman that no one will treat me with decency? Can my life mean anything to anyone anywhere? I walk down the dark halls of my school, and people stare at me, at my beauty and at differences. The Nuns say they can't be around me very long, it would just be unpure. That their God would strike them down if they seemed to even talk to me. My class mates talk about me, being so beautiful and talented, and that it is all wasted on me.
Will my life just be filled with endless taunting, and hatred? Can there be more to me then what others see? I wish so much for someone to see I am not what they make me out to be. I wish for someone to love me, to know what I really am made of. Can there be a life filled with such things? I can only wish and look up to the stars, and the moon that beckons me every time I lay my eyes upon it's beauty. Something makes me look upon it, wants me to learn it's secrets. Will my life make a difference in the future? Or should I just end it all tonight, under the beckoning moon. But, it seems, to tell me not to, there is something, someone, that will change my life very soon. Can it be telling me the truth? The fire seems to tell me the truth, but it always brings pain with it's answers. I can only look towards destiny and it's every changing outlook on my life. My life that seems to wait for something to will happen, very soon it seems.