Title: What About Now

Disclaimer: I own didily squat :(

AN: Hi! Well after only just coming down from my skins high after being an extra in the opening scene and meetin Kat, yay! she was so lovely, i decided to dabble my hand in a bit of naomily fiction as my adobe premiere is up the shoot :( So i probably shouldn't be uploading this so soon but i wanted to see if anyone would read this if i continued writing, the first chapter is just an intro really, please review, be it good or bad, enjoy!


Did you ever see those exchange television programmes as a child, you know the ones after Christmas where you could swap gifts you either got more than once or if you just plain didn't like it? Well I wish you could do that with lives as well, I'd swap mine in an instant, though I'm not too sure if I would be able to, cause really, who would want my life? Would you? Let's see, shall we?

I'm Emily Fitch, I'm 17 years old and I've just finished my first year of college. It wasn't easy, I'd like to say I struggled to get my work done cause I'm too much of a socialite, but I'd be lying. The only real friend I've got is JJ. Don't get me wrong I love him to bits, in a friendly way, but I wish I had someone else to talk to. I can't really talk to him about private things anymore cause he gets a bit locked on sometimes you know, and with these new pills he's on he ends up revealing a tad too much information, though you can't be mad at him for it, he's JJ! Sometimes I'll hang out with a group at college, but I don't really know them, they just make me look less lonely, oh my days that makes me sound sad!

As for my family, I've got a dad who is always at the gym, it's his business you see, Rob Fitch fitness, "Don't get fit: get Fitch", what a tosser! He's even installed a 'naughty bar' for reps in the hallway outside the kitchen, which James gets a frequent workout on! James is my twat of a brother by the way, imagine the biggest pervert you know, times that by a 100 and there's James. I swear I have to keep buying underwear cause of that boy, I wouldn't be surprised if him and Gordon Macpherson have a draw full of underwear and dirty magazines and what not over at Gordon's house, pervs!

Now my mum, well let's just say if I had friends and invited them round for dinner then you could probably guarantee that they wouldn't be my friends afterwards. Us Fitches have like an immunity to her so called cuisine, however if an 'outsider' was to sample her artichoke and beetroot soup, something tells me they'd be revisiting it fairly shortly after. Meal times are really the only time we sit down together which is fine by me, cause usually if we talk it results in the conversation ending, "Why can't you be more like Katie?" Wonder who her favourite could be!

Katie's my sister by the way, my twin sister actually. I'm not sure exactly what I did to piss her off but it must have been something fairly significant if she acts the way she does. She is unbelievably annoying and likes to act superior to me, she even steals my clothes in an effort to look better than me, the cow! The thing I find the weirdest is that even though it looks as though she's trying not to be my identical twin, she won't let me break away and change as well, I mean seriously what's up with that. JJ always finds it funny that two people who look so alike can be so different. I actually agree with him. She's a bitch, I'm not. She's a tart, I'm not. She's arrogant, I'm not. She's straight, I'm not, you get the picture.

Anyway, so in summary, I never see my dad, my mum doesn't really like me, my brother is a perv and my sister tries to control me, oh and to top it all off, I'm in love with someone who doesn't even wanna know me, and to make things worse, loving her hurts so much and yet there's nothing I can do about it!

I hate my life!