Bestfriends Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

I don't own twilight if I did I would be with Robert Pattinson right now and not writing..........................well may be I would be but not as much..........*sigh* I love him!!!!

summary-

Okay so Bella and Edward are had dated for a year and were each others first loves. But they broke up with Bella moved away. They stayed friends didn't see each other much. When she moved back they had both moved on with their lives. They became best friends after she moved back but is there still something there?

chapter 1- my life

I looked around at my crazy friends. I love them but they are nuts. Okay let me introduce myself. I'm Bella Swan. I'm 19 and I have brown eyes and long brown hair with blond highlights. I live with my mom Renee and my little brother Chris who is 16. I also have another brother who is 16 and two little sisters who are 7 and 11. They are my world and I love them.

I have three best friends that I have known since I was 5. Their names are Alice, Rosalie, and Meagan. I also have another best friend Edward. Then there's Jasper, Alice's boyfriend, and Emmett, Rose's boyfriend. Meagan is dating Edward and I am dating Louis who is Emmett older brother. I seems weird because all of our boyfriends with the Exception of Edward have all known each other since they were young also. We didn't plan it, that was it just how it happened. Alice started dating Jasper so we all starting hanging out together and we all seemed to click. Edward met Meagan through me. Edward and I met in 9th grade. We started dating and were together for a year. We broke up because I had moved to my dads and he said he couldn't do a "long distance" relationship. Oh yeah the next county that is such a long distance. But I guess at 14 when you don't drive it is hard. I'm not mad or anything I love Edward he was my first love and will always have a special place in my heart. What was I saying oh yeah. So when I moved back Edward and I started hanging out all the time and he became my best friend. So when Meagan started liking him I helped hook them up. They are so cute together.

So currently we are sitting in Rose, Emmett, and Louis's living room hanging out and watching wrestling. I don't really care for it, but they all like it so I just sit and pretend to interested. I don't really get interested til John Cena comes on. He is so sexy. At that moment all the guys started play fighting and trying to imitate the moves they saw on t.v. Anyone could tell this wasn't going to end well. Especially because Emmett was playing. Emmett is like the size of a bear.

"Guys stop or your going to break something." Rosalie screamed. At that moment Emmett tossed Louis to the floor. When he fell he also hit a chair which hit another chair that knocked into the table and sent my glass flying on me. Rose growled in frustration. Everyone else just laughed as my rum and coke went tumbling to my lap. I tried to be angry but even I had to laugh. I was sort of the klutz of the group. Anything and everything seemed to find me. I always spilled stuff and tripped over my feet. So it wasn't a surprise that out of all the drinks on the table mine was the one to fall.

I got up and walked to Louis's room to change clothes. I jumped in the shower first so I wouldn't be sticky and then pulled on my good girl gone bad sleepy pants and a baggy shirt. When I walked out everyone had calmed down and Emmett came over to me.

"Bells I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you spill your drink. Normally I would yell at you because that's a party foul but since I did it then I shall be the one getting the punishment." He said looking worried. Our punishment for spilling your drink was to make you take a shot of the liquor you hated the most. It helped minimize the spills on the carpet because no one wanted to to do that.

"It's okay Em honestly my drink would've found it's way into my lap sooner or later." I chuckled as I said this. Then he pulled me into one of his big bear hugs and my oxygen was cut off.

"Em can't breathe." I managed to get out. He dropped me quickly and I gasped for air.

"Jeez Em what did you do to my girlfriend." Louis said walking over to me. He handed me a new drink and then looked me up and down. I looked down at myself and then froze. I hadn't realized that the shirt I was wearing was Edwards. He had left it my house one night and it became mine. I slept with it every night because it was comfortable. Edward and I were so close that normally I wouldn't have felt weird being caught in one if his shirts. But when I packed to stay with Louis I usually left his shirt at home so I didn't cause problems.

Louis wasn't exactly comfortable with how close I was with him. The whole him being my ex had something to do with it, though he never said that. He usually just said that our relationship was weird and that girls shouldn't be that close to guys that they weren't related to or in a relationship with. No one else seemed to care about what I was wearing, except Alice and that's only because she was so into fashion, they had all seen it on me before.

"What are you wearing?" He asked me. I could feel it coming. Louis was drunk and he was a lot more outspoken than normal. I yanked him into the bedroom. He may not care, but I was so not about to fight with him right in front our friends.

"I'm wearing my pajamas." I stated. trying to look confused, though I knew it wouldn't work. One because I'm a horrible liar and Two because I knew he recognized the shirt.

"Don't look at me like that you know exactly what I'm talking about." He said. His voice rising in anger.

"okay yes I'm wearing Edward's shirt but baby don't get mad it's not like that. Edward left it over at my house one night we he had stayed over and it became mine." I said before I could think about what I was doing. Stupid stupid me. I can't believe I just said that. The alcohol really must be getting to me. Note to self next time your trying to convince your boyfriend that your wearing your ex's shirt is no big deal. Don't tell him he had stayed over and that's how you got it.

"Oh he stayed over and when was this cause I'm sure I had no knowledge of him staying at your house. I'm not even allowed to stay at your house." he was screaming now.

"Baby calm down. He and Meagan came over one night while you and Emmett went hunting and stayed the night. We went swimming and when he changed into his bathing suit he left on my floor. I cleaned the room before we went to bed so they would have somewhere to sleep and I must have picked it up and put it in my hamper. I just forgot about it when he left. And well you know Edward he procrastinates so when I realized I had it I told him to come get it and he just never did. So now it's mine." I said trying to make it sound as innocent as possible so he would calm down.

"I don't get it. Your mom flips if she walks in and we are sitting on the couch watching T.V. together. But he can stay the night. When I'm there she says no boys in the bedroom. But yet she can come home from work and find you and him in your room and she just smiles and him and says hi." I could tell by his face when he said this that it hurt him. He thought that my mom didn't like him but in truth she loved him. Not as much as Edward of coarse, but that was only because she has known him for so long and we actually hung out with her when we were together. I knew that she wasn't too happy with me not dating Edward but Louis was her second choice.

"Babe it's just because she has known him for so long and she knows that we aren't interested in each other like that anymore. He is like a son to her. She doesn't think of him as a threat and she doesn't worry about anything happening between us that's why he is allowed in my room. Now with you that's all she worries about." I playfully locked him in a kiss. He hesitated at first but soon wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and we stood like that for awhile. Then when I could no longer breathe I pulled away and he put me down. We walked out of the bedroom and acted like nothing had happened. I knew this wasn't the end of the fight, and he knew that he would have to get over his jealousy for Edward if he expected this to work. Louis has seen how I acted with other guys and the minute they told me to stop hanging out with Edward they were out the door. He didn't completely accept it but he did still allow me to hangout with him, they even got along pretty well. We really only fought about it when something reminded him of how close we were.

EPOV

I listened to them argue. I was kind of shocked that he was the last one to find out. Everyone else knew, they didn't really understand why, but they knew it didn't mean anything. I understood, Bella and I are best friends and have been through a lot. I'm really the only guy she feels absolutely comfortable around. I knew that it was just a security thing, her sleeping in my shirt, kind of like a kid with their favorite blanket. It made her feel safe. I would've explained this to Louis but he didn't really like it that much when I explained things to him about his own girlfriend. I could understand that so I didn't press the issue. I heard her tell him about me staying. Ugh Bella not smart. Luckily she covered it up good. I nodded to Meagan to make sure she heard.

In truth I had stayed over by myself. Everyone in my house was sick and I didn't want to get sick so Bella let me stay there for the weekend til they weren't contagious anymore. Louis wouldn't have liked that though so it's good that she threw Meagan in there. I knew Meagan would cover for here because she kind of understood our relationship. She finally calmed him down.

They walked out as if nothing had happened and we all acted the same. We didn't want to cause them to fight again. They don't fight that often atleast not in front of us. Only when they had been drinking. Other than that it was behind closed doors. They didn't want to bring any of us into it, that might cause us to pick sides and we couldn't do that. So we all went back to watching wrestling as if nothing had happened. I knew Bella wasn't really that into it, and she just put up with it for us. When John Cena came on she basically jumped out of her seat. I swear that girl is crazy. But at least it isn't as bad as the completely unhealthy obsession she has with Robert Pattinson. She has to go see all his movies the day they come out. Even if she isn't even remotely interested in them, she will pay the money in advance to go see the first showing of whatever movie he is in. Her newest obsession was Twilight. I knew she had read the books and was already addicted but when she found out the he was playing Edward she practically flipped out.

So we sat there and watched wrestling but I found myself not really paying attention. Something Bella had said to Louis during their fight was bugging the shit out of me. I don't know why it bothered me so much when she said that her mom didn't worry about me. I know that Bella and I are just friends and it's been that way for a long time. So the fact that this was bugging me just irritated me even more. Bella could sense my irritation and asked me what was wrong. I didn't know what to say cause in all honesty I had no clue.

"Hello earth to Edward." Bella was waving her hand in front of my face.

"Oh sorry I must have spaced out." I said.

"Well I think I'm going to step outside and smoke a cigarette. Would you like join me?" She asked. Bella is the only one in our group that smokes so she can't smoke in the apartment. I sensed that she wanted to talk to me. Usually she just walks out by herself.

"Ummm sure I guess I could keep you company." I replied. With that we walked outside and went to sit on the stairs.

"Edward whats wrong?" she asked. I opened my mouth to speak but before I could she cut me off. "And don't you dare tell me nothing cause I know you better than that."

In truth she did know me better cause that was exactly what I was going to say. I decided to go with the truth because I know I can talk to her about anything.

"Honestly I'm not sure. Just something you said to Louis when you guys were arguing is kind of bugging me."

"Oh I get it you didn't want to bring Meagan into it. I'm sorry I shouldn't have. I just thought of the first thing that I could that calm him down." She automatically assumes the worst.

"No it's not that. The thing you said about your mom not worrying about me. It just got under my skin I guess but I don't know why. Never mind it doesn't matter." I looked at her saw that she was about to protest but when she saw my face she decided against it.

"Fine. I guess we should go back inside." She said. While she flicked her cigarette over the railing. With that we headed in.

The rest of the proceeded like any other party we had. Once wrestling was over we started playing drinking games. Like beer pong, and shot checkers. Everyone get pretty wasted.

It wasn't soon that everyone headed off to bed. Rose, Emmett, Jasper, and Alice slept in Rose and Emmett's room. Meagan and I usually slept on the floor in Bella and Louis's room. But I wasn't tired so I stayed up a little bit. I was lost in thought when I heard their bedroom door open and Bella walked out.

"Hey can't sleep?" I asked.

"Nope." she said popping the "p". " Louis has that damn fan on so high it's freezing and when it turns toward the bed I can feel it blowing on me."

At this I laughed. Bella has to have everything to liking before she can sleep. She has always been like that. It has to be dark, pitch black almost, and silent. It can't be to hott or to cold. She sleeps with the same blanket she has had since she like ten. If she doesn't have this kind of atmosphere she can't sleep.

"Well you better get used to it or you guys could always get a two bedroom apartment by yourselves when you move in together one for you ane for him." When I said this she froze. I guess they hadn't talked about that yet and by looks of her face she hadn't even thought about it.

"Chill Bells I was kidding, I'm sure you guys could compromise."

"No it's not that it's just....I hadn't thought about moving in with him."

"Bella you guys have been together for a year. And you haven't thought about moving in with him?" I got a strange feeling in my stomach when I asked that. Almost like I dreaded bringing it up cause now I put the idea in her head. But I don't understand why. I mean I want her to be happy and Louis makes her happy.

"I guess I hadn't thought it was that serious." She said with a worried look on her face.

"You've been with the guy far and year and you don't think it's that serious?" Was she crazy or something. I mean he is her boyfriend. Meaning that they are exclusively dating. The next thing I said shocked even me. I didn't have time think I just blurted it out. "Do you love him?"

"I don't know. I mean I guess I do. But I'm not sure if I'm in love with him yet. I haven't really thought about it." She got this look of confusion on her face and before I could ask what she was thinking we heard the door slam. Dammit. Someone had been listening to us and I had a really good idea who it was.

"I guess you better go talk to Louis." I said.

"No I think I'll leave one for the morning when I have things sort of figured out. I guess I'll be sleeping on the couch tonight."

"I'll go get your blanket for you. You'll freeze without it." with that I got up and walked in the room. When I opened the door I noticed Meagan on the floor asleep and Louis wasn't in his bed. I look towards the bathroom and sure enough the door was shut and the light was on. I was sort of grateful that I didn't have to see him. Not doubt that would end in a fight. I grabbed Bella's pillows and blanket and mine as well.

I headed out to the living room and saw that Bella was already asleep. I gently picked up head and put the pillows underneath, then I wrapped her in the blanket and kissed her forehead.

"Goodnight my Bella" As soon as the words left my lips I understood everything that had been going through my head tonight. I was still in love with her.

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