Oh joy...3:13 AM in the morning, and I can't freaking fall asleep. It doesn't help that angsty words keep popping in my head for no absolute reason at all. Maybe I should start reading angsty stories/tragedies to get those stupid words outta my head...(Remember, it was like 3:13 in the morning when I wrote this, so its not that good...)
I am never ever naming the person in this story. You can all guess, or even take it as a boy if you like.
Please...I truly love you...
So please don't go...
"No, Len, please, don't leave..." I croaked, my hand reaching out to him, grabbing a fistful of his shirt.
Carefully untangling my hands from his shirt, he placed them in my lap and kissed my forehead.
"I'm sorry." He whispered to me, caressing my hair softly before standing up.
"N-no...Len..." I pleaded, grabbing his sleeve desperately. "Please...please don't leave me! "
Len, being as gentle as possible, slid my hand off his clothes, and placed them back at my sides.
"I'm sorry." He repeated.
"N-no...L-Len..." I said, my voice starting to get hysterical as he started walking out the door.
"L-Len...no. N-No! L-Len!" I begged, my hands starting to rip my hair out.
"Len! Please don't leave me! Please come back!" I started to scream, my heart practically being stabbed a thousand times.
"Don't leave! I love you, I love you! Please don't leave!"
"Len, please, please!" I kept on wailing, even though deep down, I knew the horrible truth.
He wasn't coming back.
He was truly leaving me.
"I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you..." Even though I knew the painful truth, I kept up a steady mantra, as if I kept chanting it, Len would somehow come back.
"Please, Len...I love you...I love you...I truly love you..."
"Please, don't leave...because I truly love you with every fiber of my being."
"So please, don't leave...I would die without you by my side..."
"Please...I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you..."
"Len...please don't go...please please...don't leave me..."
"Please...At least tell me you're coming back..."
"I would go to the end of the world for you...so please, come back..."
Tearing my hair out, tears steaming down my face, I started screaming the most pain-wrenching sound I could make.
"Len, please don't go! Because I truly love you!"