Title: Who am I?

Rating: PG

Summary: Jack angsts about his missing two years.

Disclaimer: I don't own Doctor Who, Russell T. Davies is that genius. But this fic is also inspired by my love of John Barrowman so he should take some credit.

Who am I?

Two years missing

Two years gone

Two years is a short time

But not to know it makes it long

What don't they want me to remember?

What horrible thing did I see? Do?

What villain must I be?

False and never true

You think I could be a hero

But I know I'm not

I play with fire; let others burn

To keep me warm, but not too hot

You ask how I can hate myself

When I don't know who I am

I only care about myself

I just don't give a damn

So don't feel sorry for me

I've done nothing to deserve it

And for a man like you to look twice at me

It doesn't seem to fit

I can't remember what happened

But I'm sure I'm to blame

So leave me whilst you still can

For I'm probably still the same

What did I do

For two whole years?

I may find out, but until then

I'll be thinking my very worst fears

What kind of man am I?

How much have I killed, cheated, lied?

What am I? Who am I?

'The man I love' The Doctor replied.

AN: You can change it to fit your favourite pairing if you want. I.e.: could be 'girl' and could be 'Rose'. I just want Jack to be loved. :-)