I know I still have still haven't updated on my last story but I have major writers block. I just want to see by writing another story will help.

Noah is 4 months old in this story. Olivia is 30 years old and Rafael is 32 years old in the story. Yes I know Liv shouldn't have Noah yet but this is Fanfiction. So in this story Liv was quickly granted guardianship of Noah.

Rafael Barba sat in his office looking over his latest cases, sighing looking over at his watch seeing it was 4:30 in the afternoon. 'Ay Dios mio. The day is not even over yet.' He says to himself while running a hand down the side of his face.

Knocking on his door brings him out of his short daze. Looking up seeing his assistant Lisa walk in.

"You have a call from Mercy hospital on line one."

Furrowing his eyebrows in confusion for why the hospital would be calling him.

"Did they say for who was in the hospital?" He replied.

Lisa replied with a small nod. "All they said that Olivia Benson's son is in the hospital and they cannot get ahold of her, and that you were next on the emergency contact list."

Barba in even more confusion, for him being on Noah's emergency contact list, nodded. "Uhh okay Thank you Lisa." He gave her a tight smile while she walked out of his office shutting the door. Picking up his office phone.

"ADA Rafael Barba." He spoke with authority.

"Hi this is Jessica the nurse for Noah Benson at Mercy hospital we need you to come down here as soon as possible." She replied urgently.

"Uhh wha..what's wrong with him? Why is he in the hospital?" He replied nervously while twirling a pen between his fingers.

"Well little Noah suffered a massive asthma attack and we need someone to be here for him and the doctor needs to communicate with a guardian if something were to change in Noah's condition." The nurse replied.

"Dios mio Noah. Okay I'm on my way." With that he hung up gathering only his phone, wallet, keys and coat before rushing out of the office to his SUV.

While on his drive to the hospital he tried calling Olivia on her cell phone but her phone was off. On his last attempt he left a message. "Olivia I got a phone call from Mercy that Noah is in the hospital, call me as soon as you get this." Locking his phone and setting it down in the cup holder.

As he looks forward while driving he talks quietly to himself. "Why am I on his list? I haven't even held a baby in years." Finally pulling in Mercy quickly finding a parking spot; and making his way into the hospital walking right up to the nurse's desk.

"Excuse me I am looking for Noah Benson's room." He replied anxiously looking at the red head sitting down.

The red head looking at up to see Barba she kindly smiled before talking. "let me see where he is at." She clicked a few buttons before looking back up to Barba. "He is in room 204 level 2."

Barba nodded quickly before making his way to the elevators. Stepping in with a few nurses and other people here to see their ill family or friends. The ding of the elevator brought him back from his thoughts as he walked out and towards the room reading the door signs 201..202..203..204 he stopped in front of Noah's door for a few moments before opening the door and walking in and closing the door softly.

Finally looking over to see Noah in a clear box, walking over to get a better view of Noah, Barba gasped seeing how much tubes were connected to Noah and so many things attached to him. Rafael lifting his hand to moving it through the openings of 'the box' and softly rubbed his finger along Noah's tiny arm.

"Hey little guy, remember me? I'm your mommy's friend." He softly spoke to him while continuing to rub his finger along Noah's arm.

Hear the door open to the room he turned around to see what a woman in blue scrubs holding a clip board walk in. "Hi I'm Doctor Clark I'm here to check his vitals and see how he is doing." She smiled holding out her hand.

Barba removing his hand from 'the box' the shake the doctor's hand. "Hi, Rafael Barba family friend of Noah. Is he going to be okay? What happened to him?" He asked quickly.

"He suffered a massive asthma attack because of a cold he already had and with it being winter now, it didn't help him. His daycare called 911 and was brought in immediately but his temperature is very low and we have him in the incubator to heat him up but it doesn't seem to be working." She speaks while checking Noah's vitals and the machines around him.

Looking at Doctor Clark sternly. "Well what's going to happen if his temperature doesn't go up?"

"Well we can turn up the heat but we can only go so much before we can't and would have to hope and see if can go up on it's own. But if not we do recommend skin to skin contact." She replied.

"Oh okay."Barba replied sadly looking at Noah.

"We are giving him breathing treatments for his asthma and antibiotics for his small cold. Right now it is just a waiting game. I'll be back to check on him in a few hours."

"Okay thank you Doctor Clark." He nodded turning to pull the sofa chair up next to Noah and continued to rub his fingers along Noah's arm. With his free hand he grabbed his phone to see if Liv had called or texted him. Nothing, sighing he rested his head back against the chair and closed his eyes soon sleep took over.

Okay I am not doctor but i'll and get better on the medical stuff.

Everything belongs to Dick wolf except the story line and characters you don't recognize.

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