Good bye and I love you

Good bye and I love you. (Short fic)

This is my first story, I'm from Argentina so I'm gonna ask you some patience with my english.

Cameron was writing something, she was very angry, the last fight with House was enough for her and she made her mind of.

She was determinate to ending her misery.

Because when I meet you, you impress me, your wisdom caught me.

You're not like anyone I ever meet before, you have so much passion for what you do, nobody seem to realize that you put your soul in every case that you handle.

Working with you it's like an adventure, like a ride. We never know what to expect, and even in the worst situations you manage to get along with things.

You teach me so many things and I m not only talking about medical stuff but things about life, even when you keep saying that teach is n´t what you do better because you hate people, you are a great teacher, your passion for the profession is contagious.

So is not add that one day I found myself in love with you, me a simple doctor with more heart than rationality, I like a teenager that falls for the professor I fell for you, but when I realize that I understood that in order to keep working with you I should keep my feelings away and for a little while I did it.

But because our history is full with buts someday I was n´t able hide it from you, and you found out and my humiliation begins since you found out you take advantage of my feelings for your personal gains I became in your maid, and even when you knew that I did those things to help you, you use me.

Then our date, did you have to underestimate my feeling of that way? Did you enjoy it? Damage people? Are you one? Cause I never believe it.

You never stop to think in me for you? How fast did you do it?

When I realize that you will never see in me a woman for you I have to find in another person what you refuses to give me: love, but I never find it.

Chase never was loved for me, Chase is not you, my heart does n´t beat the same way that beats when you ´re around.

That moment I knew it, like I know now I'll never beat like it does with you with anybody else because my heart chooses you to make it beat.

And because I need my heart I have to go away from you, I need to star all over again, I need to re build my life, I need to re teach my heart to beat without you.

I need to know that I can build a life with you in it.

I quit House I'm sorry but I can keep doing this.

Good bye and I love you.

Be happy House you deserve it.

Allison Cameron

Ps: I did n´t lie I'm not everybody

When Cuddy give the letter to House he never expect to read what he was reading, She really loves him, but know it was to late, she was dead the paramedics found the letter between her stuff in her car, the firemen told Cuddy that she never stud a chance, she lost control of her car and crashes the rain was why she cud not handle.

He was devastated she was dead, he looses her, and the last thing she says to him was be happy.

How without her?

End