I HAVE DESIDED THAT I WANT TO REVISE MY STORY. I DIDN'T LIKE THE DIRECTION IT WAS STARTING TO GO IN SO. YEAH. FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE ALREADY READ THIS STORY I WANT TO SAY THAT IT HAS A SIMLIAR THEME JUST NOT AS FAST AND WAS WRITTEN 10 TIMES better.

Bella pov

Edward, as much as I hate to admit was right. He was doing me a favor by leaving me. I see now that our relationship wasn't healthy and that I was blinded by my selfishness to outlive my expiration date. Who

wants to live forever? Who am I trying to fool? I want to live forever with the one that I am happy with, if I ever do find that someone. Jacob. I haven't seen him in almost four months. It seems that he left and

hasn't come back. Leah and Jacob left. I guess he just couldn't wait. He lied to me but then again I never expected him to keep that promise, how could I have. I betrayed him by choosing Edward, what did I expect?

That everything would pick right back up to the time when he loved me? He couldn't have waited for me for forever, even though he promised? I can never love him as he wants me to so I guess it was for the best.

Yeesh, I am more tired than usual and it's only eight. It could be that I have finally worn myself out. I guess I'll head off to bed early. What a lame waste of time. Nothing to do but sleep and weep and moan and

groan about lost time too much time. Why the hell did I want to live forever and never be able to get a good night's rest?

third person POV

Feeling Jacob's strong back under her fingers the women groans in anticipation. His skin hard yet soft slick with perspiration beneath her fingers drew her in. His sweat and hers mixing together as they rubbed their

bodies against one another's in unison as they slowly became one. Gasps and whispers of love rolled through the air as words of lover's were exchanged and moans quickly took their place. The anticipation never

leaving only building up to the climax as the soft slapping of bodies quickly turned into out of control clapping. Skin meeting skin as eyes connected to those of the other caused both to go over. Screams and a groan

mixed together to create music of their own. As sweet Eskimo kisses were exchanged as the heart rate slowly relaxed into the healthy rhythm that only those alive will have.

Jake's Pov

We left.

We needed a break.

A break we both needed.

But we'll come back.

In two months time when all is hopefully fine we'll come back to those who we love and will face those who hurt us the most.

Bella POV

It's been four months, 7 days and 7hours since Jacob left. Not a word or a whisper. I have been hanging out more and more at Sue's house. My dad and Sue are dating though of late their relationship has become

strained. I haven't seen Seth in a while. Now that I think about it I haven't seen him since Jacob left. Well I have seen him but only in glimpses and a couple of shots of his back. Seth is what most people would call

silent. His eyes seem to leer at me as I pass and his pitch black pupils seem to follow me where ever I go. I'm the girl who used and abused Jacob, the leech lover, the pale face. Everyone blames the weak and cruel

little human who ruined the pack and future alpha, but Seth he doesn't say anything.

Sue doesn't seem to be worried about Seth. Seth seems fine yet with his quietness and the way he always looks angry seems to tell everyone to stay away, yet he draws me in. He has this air of dominance and an

aurora that says he's lethal. He's the silent brooding type, well almost just not so broodish. He seems to be too old for his age. He has an understanding that only a man in his prime would understand. I feel bad

because I was partly to blame. Since the time Jacob and Leah left he seems to have grown up, though I can't understand if that's a good or bad thing.

I would have at one time or another taken total blame for what has happened but I can't. Yes I made a mistake. Everyone's does and to just blame me when both Leah and Jacob chose to leave and desert their

family is not right. They left of their own free will.

Today seems to be filled with unbridled tension. Seth has been nicer than normal. He's done things for me without me having to ask but today seems different. It seems as if we are all waiting for something to

happen. Charlie left but not before I noticed him watching me and Seth. After Charlie left for work Seth sat down at the table after making me breakfast and started reading the newspaper that Charlie left behind. He

was silent as usual but every couple of minutes he would look my way to see what I was doing. Clumsy and incompetent me I can't open up the stupid banana. After ten minutes passed of me trying Seth quickly

takes the banana from my hand only to give it back peeled 12 seconds later. Seth's eyes seemed so sharp they literally seemed to be able to cut through my body and read the secrets I didn't even know I myself

contained within me. Sue looks at me with knowing eyes a blush to take over my body. Seth's head immediately turns to look as his mother and he flashes a full blown smile. That smile was rare and it seemed to

pop out at the most random moments.

"Seth Sam wants you to come over to his house when you are able to. The pack is meeting there and Emily is cooking."

Seth simply nodded turned back around in his seat and continued on reading the newspaper. I quickly finished off my bacon and leaned back in my seat to stare outside. My knees pulled up tight against my chest

and I sighed as I wrapped my arms around them, pulling them even closer. Lonesomeness seemed to envelope me. I felt Seth's stare yet I couldn't find it in myself to care. The sun caressed my skin in a kiss as if to

remind me of how it would have missed me. To be able to feel the sun's life pulse through you and heat your body is truly a gift.

Sue left 5 seconds ago, leaving me and Seth alone. Stilling sitting by the window I feel relaxed. I can't help but smile as I feel Seth's arms wrap around me. Seth and I have a comfortable yet uncomfortable

relationship. I don't mind his closeness or his touching me but what I am nervous about is his eyes. His eyes bore into yours and are able to pick out what you try to hide deep inside. His overly hot arms cause me to

sigh for I find comfort in them. His calm presence seems to lull me into a state of laziness. Seth. His scent enters my nose as I breathe the scent of the outdoors. He smells of grass and sunshine, trees and the water

from a stream, so manly yet fresh.

I giggle as his nose rests at the juncture where my neck meets my head, his breath tickling my skin. His arms tighten around my stomach as he growls playfully in my neck causing me to giggle some more. The

weird trembles of the growl reverberating through my body cause me to laugh in delight. This is the most interaction that Seth has shown with me and I must admit after the pack abandoned all interaction with me

leaving me with no friends this is fun. It's fun to have somebody to interact with.

Seth lifts me up so that he is carrying me. Letting out a sharp shriek I hold onto Seth's broad shoulders so as not to fall. I feel us bouncing so I open my eyes only to close them again as I drop from Seth's arms.

Waiting for my body to meet the hard floor I brace myself, I let out a yelp as I meet …softness? Opening my eyes again I see that I'm in a room. A room that I haven't seen before. Painted a mixture between green

and dark green the room reminded me of the forest. There were even brown streaks of all sizes and lengths that reminded me of tree trunks. Every counter top was covered with plants, not flowers. The walls had

potted bushes and tall trees against it. Vines were climbing up the wall and all over the ceiling, which was painted a light blue. It was beautiful. I looked up at Seth only to see him staring down at me intently

gouging my reaction.

But that's all he got to do because the next thing I know there's a bang on the door and it Sam telling Seth to hurry up and come for the pack meet. His eyes still burn in to mine, and I give a slight nod of my head,

he seemed to sag and then straighten as he became menacing all over again. His guard back up as he silently left the room. My eyes follow as he leaves and walks down the stairs to go only to see the hard glare off

Sam. Growing balls I never knew I had I got up looked Sam straight in his eyes and closed Seth's bedroom door in his face.