I Told You so

I Told my best friend Courtney .

She Promised not to tell .

She spilled the Info anyways .

Now I want to yell .

Cuts line my arms .

No need to raise alarm .

I Don't need the attention .

I'll never reach perfection .

When I get home I'll scream and shout .

And when my parents are home .

It'll only be a pout .

No need to see my blood .

With tears my eyes do flood .

I Want to be dead .

To Die in bed .

I Don't care if they miss me .

Everyone always dissed me .

I Find a gun I load it quick .

Oh no. The front lock clicked .

It's to late .

The gun goes bang .

The Bullet goes straight through me .

I Hear a scream .

No one should have Bullied me