"High" by James Blunt
"You faked cancer to get high?.!"
Cameron´s incredulous voice, Chase´s shocked expression and disappointment and anger in Foreman´s face, all of that is staring back at me.
My first instinct is to laugh bitterly. Coming to to wrong conclusion.
Again.
I´m angry, a little surprised, disappointed and sad, but mostly just tired.
Tired of all of this.
I have no intention of explaining.
I´ll just leave them believing in what they want.
All I want is just to get rid of the pain. Pain, that is controlling my life, making my life miserable.
I want to shout at them to go to hell.
Instead, I just shake my head.
"I´m going to bed."