I Just Can't Stop
Disclaimer: Why are these suits Chasing meeeeeee,I don't own Fushigi Yuugi there!!! I Have No Money so just Fudge off!!!
Warning: This is in Tomo's point of view as he thinks about Nakago, Soi and his loyalty to him so there will be shonen ai.....
Tomo lays in his empty tent as they rest for the next day when they sent one of the twins off as Chiriko to distract the Suzaku seishi and try to find a alternate way for summoning Seiryuu since Yui believes she's been raped.
"I know the truth. And she believes him...he'd hurt me if I told her though...I can't risk it. I love him to much." "Nakago-Sama are you okay... do you need-" " Go away!" That was Soi, pestering him...she always does that. I hate her. It may just be to help him but she has feelings, like I do...no, I'm not like her. She's a whore who only seeks his pleasure, but I want his love, It's too hard. I'm going to check on him. "Nakago-sama...not to bother you...I just" "What." " I came to see if you were all right, I heard noises, not to interfere it's you sounded like-" "Tomo, why do you love my why do you give me your loyalty so easily?" My gods, I'm trying not to blush. I go sit down. "you saved me when I was an orphan" "Is that your only reason? You don't know anything about me?' he glared at me. "Is it only a reason to love someone because I helped you?" He's mad. I hope he doesn't hit me. When I'm not wearing the makeup and trying to be almighty, I look like a normal person, and he gets angry and yells and slaps me...but I just Can't stop! I still Love him so much!! " I've been fascinated by you for so long, I wanted you...but Soi."
"Are you jealous"
He looks madder now, please Nakago-Sama don't hit me! " I try everything to impress you, the make-up the attitude, it's so I can Just stay by your side, and when you and Soi...when you" don't cry, I don't want him to see me cry. " I know it's just to increase your spiritual energy, but at least she gets to hold you, sometimes I wish it were me in her place, but then I'd be just like her." He's coming over and he....he puts his arm around my waist. I'm scared. I don't have my mask to hide behind anymore. "I have no feelings for Soi so it doesn't matter, and your loyalty to me is so strong yet-" "please don't...I already know what your going to say. Sometimes I'm so jealous I'll do anything you say! I'll even hurt myself just for you..." I'm so scared on the inside..he might hurt me. "Sometimes even the things you do to that Suzaku Seishi, Tamahome , it's just taunts but you kiss him, and you touch him, and he gets more from you then I ever will.." He's mad...Oh no! He slaps me across the face, my cheek is bleeding. "Don't ever discuss me Tamahome like we're lovers." He's hugging me again...I'm terrified but I love him. I just can't stop! He licked my cheek where the blood is. That cold bastard. He's teasing me. I want it to go away but....I just can't stop!
Disclaimer: Why are these suits Chasing meeeeeee,I don't own Fushigi Yuugi there!!! I Have No Money so just Fudge off!!!
Warning: This is in Tomo's point of view as he thinks about Nakago, Soi and his loyalty to him so there will be shonen ai.....
Tomo lays in his empty tent as they rest for the next day when they sent one of the twins off as Chiriko to distract the Suzaku seishi and try to find a alternate way for summoning Seiryuu since Yui believes she's been raped.
"I know the truth. And she believes him...he'd hurt me if I told her though...I can't risk it. I love him to much." "Nakago-Sama are you okay... do you need-" " Go away!" That was Soi, pestering him...she always does that. I hate her. It may just be to help him but she has feelings, like I do...no, I'm not like her. She's a whore who only seeks his pleasure, but I want his love, It's too hard. I'm going to check on him. "Nakago-sama...not to bother you...I just" "What." " I came to see if you were all right, I heard noises, not to interfere it's you sounded like-" "Tomo, why do you love my why do you give me your loyalty so easily?" My gods, I'm trying not to blush. I go sit down. "you saved me when I was an orphan" "Is that your only reason? You don't know anything about me?' he glared at me. "Is it only a reason to love someone because I helped you?" He's mad. I hope he doesn't hit me. When I'm not wearing the makeup and trying to be almighty, I look like a normal person, and he gets angry and yells and slaps me...but I just Can't stop! I still Love him so much!! " I've been fascinated by you for so long, I wanted you...but Soi."
"Are you jealous"
He looks madder now, please Nakago-Sama don't hit me! " I try everything to impress you, the make-up the attitude, it's so I can Just stay by your side, and when you and Soi...when you" don't cry, I don't want him to see me cry. " I know it's just to increase your spiritual energy, but at least she gets to hold you, sometimes I wish it were me in her place, but then I'd be just like her." He's coming over and he....he puts his arm around my waist. I'm scared. I don't have my mask to hide behind anymore. "I have no feelings for Soi so it doesn't matter, and your loyalty to me is so strong yet-" "please don't...I already know what your going to say. Sometimes I'm so jealous I'll do anything you say! I'll even hurt myself just for you..." I'm so scared on the inside..he might hurt me. "Sometimes even the things you do to that Suzaku Seishi, Tamahome , it's just taunts but you kiss him, and you touch him, and he gets more from you then I ever will.." He's mad...Oh no! He slaps me across the face, my cheek is bleeding. "Don't ever discuss me Tamahome like we're lovers." He's hugging me again...I'm terrified but I love him. I just can't stop! He licked my cheek where the blood is. That cold bastard. He's teasing me. I want it to go away but....I just can't stop!