Hey there people who read this o.o Yeah… This is just going to be some random story to vent my emotions other than killing my canvases with paint...=w=... So yeah... This is my first fan fic... well have fun?

*Disclaimer* I DON'T OWN NARUTO IT BELONGS TO ITS RIGHTFUL OWNERS.

'blah blah blah'- thinking

"blah blah blah"-talking

WARNING: There are: cussing, thoughts of suicide, domestic abuse, cutting, maybe some more... Oh and probably some grammatical errors...

* I may edit

CHAPTER ONE

Imagine what it would be like to feel completely alone. Nobody to support you, no one to love you. Everyday people throwing their shit at you. Well, welcome to my life. My name is Naruto and i'm going to show you what living a living hell is.

~Waking up... The most crappiest time (well for me). To know that your alive for another treacherous day. Knowing that you will be bullied for no reason what so ever, knowing nobody will come to your aid...

(Naruto's POV)

*beep beep beep* "ugh..." groaning I hit the alarm. Looking in the mirror I see my usual spiky blond hair sticking up in a random fashion. My blue eyes empty and unwelcoming to the world. My tan cheeks adorned with whisker like scars. The usual morning look. 'Great time for school... Damn.' " sigh..."

Pulling on my usual black ripped jeans, orange shirt, and black sweatshirt, brushing my bed hair, and brushing my teeth I head for school.

"Hey fag!" I turn around to be punched in the face. Staggering, a blow to my stomach comes right after. Snickering Voices, jeering words are spat at me. To look up and see the people who want you dead, early in the morning is... Crap. They grab my bag, dumping my belongings. Once they're pleased I'm already bloody and my homework is lost... 'Well i'm screwed. WONDERFUL.' grabbing what I can I sprint to class.

"Naruto, Naruto... Is Naruto here?" silently I slip into my seat. "Here, Iruka Sensei." "Okay..." he says while looking at me suspiciously. I don't blame him though, I mean I came in with a fat ass bruise on my cheek. As Class started a note hit my head. "Hey fag, remember."... Seeing who it's from my day just spirals down the drain even more.

You probably want to know more about me. Well I'll tell you the basics. I am junior at Konoha High Generally my parents died when I was young. Since then I've been under the care of my foster parents. They're gamblers and alcoholics. I mean how does the state allow them to be parents?. My "Mom" loves to jeer at me and take the money I earn. My "Dad" loves to hit me. He thinks life's a game nothing more. Then there's school. A guy named Sasuke just loves to be a hater. He's my usual tormentor along with his gang. Fuck, I don't even know what the Hell I did wrong. WELL, life's a bitch.

(Time skip~ LUNCH)

Whispering, and snickering fill the cafeteria. 'Can't anyone shut up?' Taking my lunch which consists of ramen I head to the courtyard. I sit in my usual spot, under the big oak tree. Slowly eating my lunch a shadow is cast over me. Looking up I see Negi (one of Sasuke's crew). "Hey, Shit face," at that moment water is dumped on me, soaking my shirt. I stare blankly at him. It seems to piss him off considering he punches me in the gut. "Oh yeah shit face... Sasuke says have a 'Nice' day." I hear the venom dripping from his tongue. 'Damn his voice gave me the chills,' With that he walks away followed by his loyal "dogs". ' Today is such a "Brilliant" day'. I throw away the remaining food... I walk to the bathroom to examine the damage. My face has a fat ass bruise across my cheek, my back is basically all purple, blue, and yellow. Along with that my chest has red marks from this morning, and I'm still dripping wet. Well don't I look beautiful...

TO BE CONTINUED (maybe)

Well that was my first attempt =w= please review and give suggestions o.o