AGHHH I WORKED SOOO HARD ON THIS ONE SHOT AND IT WAS EARSEDDD! D:::: SO SORRY FOR MISTAKESS. i re-wrote it and changed it alotbut its not as good *sniff* im sadd plz r and r and dont flamee and i might make it more if i get enough reviews
Ian Kabra had everything. Money. Looks. Talents. Smarts. Everything. But.. Her... Amy Cahill. She haunted him in the night, she was all he dreamed of. He forced himself to admit it. He loved her. He dreamed of her haunted, broken, deep, beautiful eyes as he shut the cave over and over again. Her anugished sobs. Her desprete attempts to save her brother, the only thing left she had left to live for. He saw her heart break before his very eyes as his own heart snapped and splinterd too. It killed him that he caused this. He missed watching the joy that light up her face when she ran up Alisters pityfull lawn and her long auburn hair that swirled around her, those childish giggles that made him less... grown up.. stiff... old. For someone only fourteen he felt like he had lived a 100 years. His family may have disowned him but he had his sister. But they werent very close. Nothing compared to Amy and Dan. He envied them. He wanted those three words to be spoken to him as well. The three he had never heard in the same sentence by anyone. His parents never utterd them once. His sister was to wrapped up in herself and the only one who he wanted to say it would never.
I love you
Three simple words that Ian Kabra had never heard. Three words he would never hear. Three words he would yearn for ever. The three words he could not buy, he couldnt use anything but his true self to get them. And his true self.. was evil. A lie. Guns, poison, death, blood, screams, smirks, cold laugher, mixed with money and fake everything. His smile, his words, his everything was fake, except around her. Ian Kabra lived a lie that he could not escape. And he could never love Amy for she desverd so much.. more then this miserbale exsuce for a man. A killer. Someone who caused her so much pain could never call her his. He could not come home everyday and be able to kiss her hello. See the light that shone in her eyes when she looked at.. HIM. The other won who got her first. Ian always thought he saw something wrong there, a flash of pain, a sad smile, a stiffness between Amy and Kurt but he told himself he was being silly, that it was all in his head. He told himself he would let her go and he did. On the outside
The inside was diffenernt. His heart ached for her. For her bright smile, for her smart alex answers, for her delight. He wanted to be what made her happy but he couldnt, he couldnt do that to her. And he knew, Ian knew that when she looked at him it was a sad smile, a regret. As if she knew Ian could have been so much more then he was. But he wasnt. He didnt push himself. He was a shell of the man he once was. But nothing mattered anymore. Someone as evil as him did not deserve someone as good and kind and beautiful inside and out as Amy was. He had to let her go. He HAD to. And this was all he thought of. And soon everyone gave up on him. Amy had told him she didnt know who he was anymore when he started to ignore her and fall slient for he feared what words he would say if opened his mouth and she said when he figured out what was wrong to call her. She said that he wouldnt give up on him but he knew she had. His sister gave up on him too and went shopping to fill the time. His "friends" saw his lack of energy and left him, for someone richer to spend their money on them. But Ian didnt care. You never care with a broken heart.
yeaaa i kinda went over board on the angest but.. idk i was bored, and saddd :((( but i love ian ik its a bit OC sorrry! and my stupid computer wont fix all the spelling errors! :( sorry! :(((