She wanted to be with her so badly

She watched her every day

She was the best thing to ever happen to her

But she knew,

Even though she wanted it to be real,

That it would never happen.

She yearned for her

Wanted to wake up next to her

She made her happy.

It made her so sad to see her with someone

To be reminded every day

Of how it would never happen.

Now she is gone.

Forever.

All she ever wanted was her.

To love her

To hold her

To be with her

It was never meant to be, anyway

She knew that

… so why did it make her so

Mad?

She

Is

Dead.

Get over it.

But now who will she love?

No one else is like her

No one smiles like her

No one laughs like her

No one is as beautiful as she is.

So I will never love anyone

I am me

I will never love again

And no one will ever love me

That is the way it will be.

That is the way it was always meant to be.