I've been listening to Eminem's 'Till I Collapse and I feel like it fits very well with what I've been feeling as a Rori writer. So, I've changed a couple of the words to better fit it in context. Everything in bold is what I changed. I do not own 'Till I Collapse. Everything belongs to Eminem.
Sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak
And when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up
But you gotta search within you, try to find that inner strength
And just pull that shit out of you
And get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quitter
No matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face, and collapse
Till I collapse I'm spillin these fics long as you feel 'em
Till the day that I drop you'll never say that I'm not livin 'em
Cause when I am not, then Imma stop pennin 'em
And I am not atop and I'm just not beggin 'em
Subliminal thoughts, when Imma stop sendin 'em
Readers are caught in webs, spin 'em and hoch venom
Adrenalin shots of penicillin could not get the illin to stop
Amoxacillin's just not real enough
A Rori writer, pullin an all nighter
To finish sob story or even perhaps a heart warmer
You're readin with me, feel it or not you're gonna feel it
Like I showed ya the spirit of God lives in us
You hear it a lot, plots that shock
Is it a miracle or am I just product of cannon fizzin up?
Fo' shizzle my wizzle, this is the plot, listen up
You bizzles forgot, Schneider does not give a fuck
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can't shut my mouth
Till the joke clears out - am I shy? Perhaps
Imma pen this shit, till my bones collapse
Writing is like magic, there's a certain feelin you get
When your real and you submit an' people are feelin your shit
This is your moment, and every single minute you spend
Tryin to hold on to it cause you may never get it again
So while you're in it, try to get as much shit as you can
And when your run is over just admit when it's at its end
Cause I'm at the end of my wits with half the shit that gets in
I got a list here's the order of my list that it's in
It goes MaybeWolf, Jonathan, Spinlight and Circuswheel
Zen from Rade, Raiden, Megan, Neos and then me
But in this industry I'm the cause of a LOT of crazy
So when I'm not put on this list, the shit does NOT offend me
That's why you see me walkin around like nothin's botherin me
Even though half you people don't even have a fuckin clue to know me
You hate it but you know a chance you got to give me
Robbie's wet dream like Tori and Jade, Wolf hit me
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can't shut my mouth
Till the joke clears out - am I shy? Perhaps
Imma pen this shit, till my bones collapse
Soon as the story starts, I eat at a reader's heart
What is he thinkin? How not to go against me, smart!
And it's absurd, how people hang on ev-ery word
I'll probably NEVER get the props I feel I ever deserve
But I'll never be served, my spot is forever reserved
If I ever leave FF, that would be the death of me first
Cause in my heart of hearts I know nothin could ever be worse
That's why I'm clever when I put together ev-ery word
My thoughts, are sporadic, I act, like I'm a Cat
I write, like I'm addicted to anger like I'm Mott Bonnott
But I don't wanna go forth and back in constant battles
The fact is I would rather sit back and bomb some shippwar-ers
So this is like a full blown attack I'm launchin at 'em
The track is on some battlin raps who want some static?
Cause I don't really think that the fact that I'm an Agent matters
A plaque and platinum status is WACK if I'm not the baddest, so
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can't shut my mouth
Till the joke clears out - am I shy? Perhaps
Imma pen this shit, till my bones collapse
Until the roof (Until the roof)
The roof comes off (The roof comes off)
Until my legs (Until my legs)
Give out from under me
I will not fall, I will stand tall
Feels like no one can beat me
This is what happens when I can't sleep. I hope you guys enjoyed that.