Hey ,I don't know how often I'll post, so I will try my best to post as much possible. For right now, I will ony post One-shots,Smitchie/Jemi smuts,& songfics *

-Sarah

The only Exception; A Smitchie Songfic

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"When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind, broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it and my momma swore that she would never let herself forget and that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not exist"

I never wanted to love, seeing how much love hurts. I never wanted that, hurt. The burning feeling deep in my heart, I didn't want it if I lost that special someone. But him, he seemed to be the only exception, to fill my empty hole. The hole in my heart. I knew I could never love, but he made it seem so easy. I knew from day one, I was hit with the love bug.

"But darling you are the only exception. Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts and we've got to find other ways to make it alone, keep a straight face"

Shane. That was his name. The name that always happened to appear, whenever I look at things. Yes, I did know deep in my soul love never lasts. Because it just doesn't. That is a simple rule, they always tell you. love hurts. I could easily tell Shane liked me too, the way he stares & glances at me. But I know we have got to find other ways. I know I can make life on my own, just like my momma told me "keep a straight face, no one will no about your real emotions." She was right, No one did.

"I've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance and up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk. Well you are the only exception"

Love is never worth the risk. Why take a chance when you might get hurt in the process. I have always kept a comfortable distance between me and Shane, whenever, we met sparks set on fire like it was fourth of July at Camp Rock. But I am filled with loneliness, knowing because of love. But still Shane still seems to be the only exception.

"I've got a tight grip on reality but I can't let go, of what's in front of me here. I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream."

I know Shane is leaving tomorrow morning, because camp will be over. But who knows the next time we may met. I can't fall in love with Shane, to much of a risk. I don't want that risk. I have a tight grip on reality but I can't let go. I still remember that day, like it was yesterday. I can't forget. I will not forget my promise. But I want proof it's not a dream. I want to know if Shane's love is real. I want to know if my love for him is real. Is it real?

"You are the only exception"

When I see that limo drive off, I feel that empty hole. again. Have I fall in love? With Shane? Maybe, I have. I feel my heart aching for Shane. I know now that..

"I'm on my way to believing."

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