Your What I See

by sparklesama

what really happened to Sasuke and Sakura when they grew up? what did they think? why did he leave. read to find out. slight sasusaku pairing. WARNING: character deaths

A/N: hello my usual readers. i just started this yesterday, and finished it in like an hour, liked it so posted it. Hope you all like it too. Yes I have started wirttign a lot of stuff in poem form, no it is nto permenant. Mkay? Enjoy!

DISCLAIMOR: do not own naruto, just my many beautiful plot twists instead! Mwauh!

(Sakura)

When I saw you standing,

I did not know what to believe,

So very lonely inside,

Those dark blackened eyes.

Face oh so pail,

Words formed so frail,

And a voice that quivered like a bow.

Your stare stayed nto straight,

Rather so ,

Looked around you see,

And that when I noticed,

You had seen me.

We quickly looked away,

When our eyes met,

You pulled at your shirt,

While I was in a fret.

You walked away slowly,

So did I,

you looked back just once,

to be honest so did i.

we missed it by seconds,

the glance we both took,

but it was remembered until now,

when you looked at me,

and I look even now.

Years later we are on the same team,

I thought you forgot,

Btu you still rememberd,

Though I thought was surely lost.

You still smile,

I never thinks its at me,

You still never talk,

But its only you that I see.

Now you say I am annoying,

Though I have done nothing to you,

Its you that keep starign now,

Always here too.

You tell me to leave,

Though I am never around,

You tell me to stop,

And you still frown.

Now you leave me,

On this bench at night,

You scared me,

I cried,

I cried so full of fright.

I cared when you didn't,

I forgave when you forgot,

I remembered each morning,

You read my every thought.

You knew that I loved you,

Truht is you did too,

And now here you left me,

But what about you?

(Sasuke)

When I saw you standing,

I did not know what to believe,

So very lonely inside,

Those light singing eyes.

Face oh so pail,

Words formed so frail,

And a voice that quivered like a bow.

Your stare stayed not straight,

Rather so ,

Looked around you see,

And that when I noticed,

You had seen me.

We quickly looked away,

When our eyes met,

You pulled at your shirt,

While I was in a fret.

You walked away slowly,

So did I,

you looked back just once,

to be honest so did I.

we missed it by seconds,

the glance we both took,

but it was remembered until now,

when you looked at me,

and I look even now.

We are on the same team now,

I am sure you don't remember,

That day we first met,

Way back last September.

Your eyes they still sing,

Your face still brings,

Much joy to this place,

But do you remember me?

I try not to talk to you,

You wouldn't remember anyway,

Don't listen to me,

Os to what I say.

I call you annoying,

Because you are all I think about,

I try hard not to,

But I just can't.

Years later we are on the same team,

I thought you forgot,

Btu you still rememberd,

Though I thought was surely lost.

You still smile,

I never thinks its at me,

You still never talk,

But its only you that I see.

I caouldn't stay and hurt you,

I have a new goal,

I can't just hurt you,

For love it takes a toll.

When I am done,

I promise,

I'll ocme back for you,

You'll see me again,

If not I then I you.

I leave you here on this bench,

I am sorry I am,

I did not know it would rain,

I am sorry my friend.

One day you will hate me,

And that is okay,

Just don't let me hurt you,

I won't be able to stand it again.

(Sakura)

its been three years,

I held you close to my heart,

Now everyday,

Seems to be tearing us apart.

I find that you are killing,

Are leaving a trail,

If nto me for someone,

But for all I care, are you well?

I know who you are with, *

That man will be the death of you,

Why can't you come back,

You even promised me too.

That day you said thank you,

I took it to heart,

Though now you are running,

And breaking it apart.

I still am chasing you,

But you know that right?

I follow until I find you,

Until then goodnight.

*Not meant as a couple but as who he is currently living with; ie wereabouts.

(Sasuke)

I know its been a while,

I am sorry for this,

I know its been a while,

Btu I will make you a list.

It will name verythign,

I owe you form then till now,

My heart, my love,

But even then, what now?

I have tken three years,

Hwo can you still look at me the same?

I miss when you said it,

When I heard it—my name.

I remember that thank you,

How I meant so much more,

I just didn't wan them to see you,

Those criminals out the gates door.

I hoep that you took it,

To heart I meen,

That simple thank you,

It was all it was to be.

I know that you have been following,

Me uo until now,

So please just a little longer,

And little longer then now.

I know I have killed,

I am sorry for that,

Its just so you won't lose me,

Won't quite lose track.

So I wait for you to catch me,

This cat and mouse game we play,

I wait for you to catch me,

Soon enough- maybe in a few days.

(Sakura)

you need to understand,

he fillied the viod,

the one that you left,

though I know you'll be annoyed.

He- he gives me no promises,

But stands by my side,

He lies to me not,

Like you who forgot,

But stays until he is gone.

He won't ever leave me,

Though you cannot see his smile it is there,

In so few words,

I know he will be fair.

He won't make me chase,

Or follow hi slies,

He won't break my heart,

With his red, bleeding eyes.

He stays here with me,

We fight every-day,

He doesn't lie in promises,

He knows what to say.

It wasn't rehursed,

It came from the heart,

Jus tlike we were,

If only at the sart.

His name so plain,

Much like a sigh in the breeze,

He need not come forth,

I always here his plees.

He whispers sweet nothings,

About us,

When did you do this,

Never,

Not for us.

I am sorry to say however,

That I have not moved on,

Though i know he is perfect,

You were and are my only one.

(Sasuke)

you need to understand,

she didn't filli the viod,

the one that you left,

though I know you'll be annoyed.

She- she gives me no promises,

neither stands by my side,

She lies to me always,

Unlike you who never forgot,

But stays until she is scared.

She found me and claimed,

"undying love—",

its all the same,

the lies that I have heared.

I try to get her to go,

Btu she stalks me you see,

But it is you that I miss,

If only you still missed me.

I see that another,

Has caught your eye,

I see that he truly loves you,

Unlike me, or I.

He stands rith by you,

And fights all the way,

He will never lie to you,

Or ever make you wiat.

The three years that I made you wait,

Surprised you didn't find him sooner,

But I guess all in good time,

Earlier on and he would have been a late bloomer.

I know he never smiles,

At least not at me,

But then again who would,

No one,

Its just me.

I broke your heart,

But he saved the pieces,

He fixed ti up for you,

So now go on.

Btu I wonder here,

If you really loved him,

Then why chase after me?

Or is it me you still see?

Those singing green eyes,

I hear them calling my name,

They call to the red,

With their singing still the same.

Thay say,

"I still love you,

its only you I see,

why can't you wait?

And let me catch up to thee?

I wanna be with you,

I don't care about eh girl,

Just wait for me here,

Or in the other world."

It might just be me,

Wishing you still felt the same,

Btu how could you?

When I put you through such pain?

I know that you can't see me,

My love for what it is worth,

I know however that I still love you,

I still love with all my mirth.

I hope you can be,

As happy as we once were,

I want you to be,

Because its only you that I see.

(Sasuke+Sakura)

they finally left me,

they were killed fighting for me,

I wish they only listened,

When I said it was only you,

That I see.

It had been quite a while,

Four years I think,

But I spent every second,

Dreaming of you I think.

If not dreaming then chasing,

If nto chasing then hoping,

In not hoping then coping,

Copign with the pain.

I was trying so hard to find you,

You went from home to who knows where,

Then when I finally caught you,

You glanced at me and I can swear.

It was just like that day in September,

Way back when we were just kids,

"When I saw you standing,

I did not know what to believe,

So very lonely inside,

Those eyes".

You voice it quivered like a bow,

"hello my name is sakura",

then it went to plain "hello".

"hello my name is saskue",

then o however so.

We remembered this for how long?

Was it really four years,

Or just a wink?

I am sorry I had ot fight you,

I was just so alone,

I loved you for this long,

I just wanted to take you home.

You came at me with anger,

Btu then so did I to you,

I wish I could take it all back,

So I ask you too?

Its okay if we die here,

Here in each others arms,

I do not think they will cry,

Knowing how far we have come.

Not our best friend and comrade,

But maybe he will shed a tear,

Of how long it took,

For me ot finally reach you,

He always read our emotions like a book.

I know our time is fleating,

I know that you are cold,

Just promise one thing,

Now and forever,

You eyes,

My eyes,

Will hide this surprise,

That since we were kids,

We believed this and just this:

I hope we can be,

As happy as we once were,

I want us to be,

Because its only you that I see.

SUPER MEGA IMPORTANTE` AUTHOR NOTE:

I am currently unaware if I will be writing anything this summer due to some computer issues that may/ or may not be true. So I warn you ahead of time that my last stories of this year may be in june. However they will star up again in September. Also, just because I am not posting anything does not mean I will not be writing. I promise to write as much as I can and see what I can put up for you all in September mkay? I am currently working on an explosively good one for naru by the way, it has a holloween theme, but not spooky just heart warming. Mkay so anyway sorry to due all that… please review if ya liked it mkay? Yeah. Oh and I have some people asking to "bring back' the horrific "LOST KEYS" story… but I will nto bring it back until I get 30 ppl to say so. Mkay? Mkay then thnx and I still love you alllllllllll!