AUTHOR'S NOTES: I was watching Outlaw Star when writing this fic and couldn't help but write! I was watching the episode where the cactus posses Jim ^____^ me like that ep...anyway...this YAOI! YAOI! YAOI! Ummm...I 'm doing this in script form cause I think it's a heck lot easier than regular form...this is a song fic...where the characters sing! [details/actions] [::places::] ~thoughts~ (author's notes)Eh...other notes...erm...well...Gene x Jim! Also...Jim is sooo naïve...spell that right?
DISCLAIMER: I don't own diddly squat! The song is from Sailor Moon, called "My Only Love."
"Secret of My Soul."
By - Angel Inoshi
[::Outlaw Star's Bridge::]
Jim: I don't believe it! I thought I'd never fall in love again...after [thinks of girl with cats] But who should I fall in love with? None other than that lazy no account Gene Starwind!
Gilliam: [pink can form] Jim...maybe you should talk to Gene about how you feel...
Jim: I just can't say it to him! What if he turns me down?!
Gilliam: What if doesn't?
Jim: He might think I'm a total idiot!
Gilliam: You'll never know unless you try...maybe you should express your feeling in a different way.
Jim: Like a poem?
Gilliam: Or even a song...
Jim: [sighs] Okay, if I do a song or something...how can I get him to listen to me?
Gilliam: I shall arrange it...just tell me when...
Jim: [smile] Thanks Gilliam!
[::Three Weeks Later - Outside Gene's Room::]
Gilliam: [pink can form] Now...I've arranged so Gene has nothing to do...although he doesn't do anything when he does have something to do...
Jim: Here goes nothing...[knocks on door] Gene, can I talk to you?
Gene: [through door] Sure, come on in, Jim!
[::Gene's room::]
Jim: Gene I need you to...[stares at naked Gene] Uh...uh...
Gene: What's the matter? [puts on underwear] We're both guys...
Jim: I have something to tell you...
Gene: Hm?
Jim: Actually...it's kind of show you...
Gene: Well...spill it Jim!
Jim: [puts tape in player] I made this song for you, Gene...
Gene: Jim?
Jim: [glazed eyes] Please, Gene...will you listen?
Gene: [sits down on edge of bed] Sure Jim...
[music starts]
Jim: [sings into a microphone]
D-e-e-p in my s-o-u-l
Love so s-t-r-o-n-g
It takes c-o-n-t-r-o-l [Jim looks at Gene]
Now we both k-n-o-w
The secrets b-a-r-e
The feelings s-h-o-w [Jim touches Gene's arm and pulls away]
D-r-i-v-e-n far a-p-a-r-t
I make a w-i-s-h
On a shooting s-t-a-r [Jim looks out side window to see a bright star]
[Gene follows gaze]
There will come a d-a-y [Gene looks back at Jim]
Somewhere far a-w-a-y
In your arms I'll s-t-a-y
My only l-o-v-e [Gene surprised]
Even though you're g-o-n-e [Jim imagines Gene with Melfina]
Love will still live o-n
The feeling so s-t-r-o-n-g [Jim hugs himself]
My only l-o-v-e [Jim stares at Gene]
My only l-o-v-e...
[During song's musical solo]
[Gene: Jim...I...I don't know what to say...]
[Jim just continues to sing]
There will come a d-a-y
Somewhere far a-w-a-y
In your arms I'll s-t-a-y
My only l-o-v-e [Jim starts to shed tears]
You've reach the deepest p-a-r-t [Jim sings through tears]
Of the secret in my h-e-a-r-t [Jim places hand over heart]
I've known it from the s-t-a-r-t [Jim thinks of when he and Gene first met]
My Only l-o-v-e [Jim reaches for Gene but pulls hand away again]
There will come a d-a-y
Somewhere far a-w-a-y [Jim closes eyes and turns away from Gene]
In your arms I'll s-t-a-y
My only l-o-v-e
You've reach the deepest p-a-r-t
Of the secret in m-y h-e-a-r-t [places hand over heart]
I've known it from the s-t-a-r-t [Jim walks to Gene]
My Only l-o-v-e
My Only l-o-v-e [Jim finishes by kissing Gene]
Gene: Mmmmm...[pulls Jim closer]
Jim: [breaks kiss and turns away] I'm so sorry Gene...I...I shouldn't have told you...I...I gotta go! [runs for Gene's door, but it's locked] HUH?
Gene: Gilliam told me you have something very important to tell me and I shouldn't let you run away...
Jim: [distress cry] no...I can't...I know you probably think I'm stupid or...[lips quiver]
Gene: No...I don't...I'm very glad you told me, Jim.
Jim: [faces close door] y...you are?
Gene: [turns Jim around] Yes...[presses body against Jim]
Jim: Gene? [sees Gene's hand coming to caress him]
Gene: [smile] I love you to Jim...[kisses Jim and deepens it]
Jim: Gene? Mmmmm...oh Gene...
[Gene and Jim peel away their confinements and share a passionate moment-cough-you know private moment cause if I explained it...ummm...this would be rated NC-17...kind of stuff]
[Afterwards in Gene's bed]
Jim: [breath returns to normal] Gene...I love you so much...I want to know more about you...I mean...fully entirely and not just friendship...
Gene: [smiles and pulls Jim close to him again] you will kobito...and will know...[hugs Jim securely and possessively]
Jim: Really Gene?
Gene: [kisses Jim] my word Jim...hehehe...and that's an outlaw telling you!
Jim: [snuggles into crook of Jim's arm] Mmmm...I trust you Gene...with my whole heart! I trust you will find the secret of my soul...Gene Starwind.
Gene: I will...I will...[brushes finger through Jim's hair]
Jim: I'll find yours too...
Gene: [smiles] You already have Jim...
Jim: I have? [confused]
Gene: Yes...James Hawking...my love...my heart...
[Jim looks up at Gene]
Gene: You are the secret of my soul...now and forever...
~*~*~*~*THE END*~*~*~*~
Angel: Comments? NO FLAMES! Want some more?! ^__^ Be happy to oblige!
DISCLAIMER: I don't own diddly squat! The song is from Sailor Moon, called "My Only Love."
"Secret of My Soul."
By - Angel Inoshi
[::Outlaw Star's Bridge::]
Jim: I don't believe it! I thought I'd never fall in love again...after [thinks of girl with cats] But who should I fall in love with? None other than that lazy no account Gene Starwind!
Gilliam: [pink can form] Jim...maybe you should talk to Gene about how you feel...
Jim: I just can't say it to him! What if he turns me down?!
Gilliam: What if doesn't?
Jim: He might think I'm a total idiot!
Gilliam: You'll never know unless you try...maybe you should express your feeling in a different way.
Jim: Like a poem?
Gilliam: Or even a song...
Jim: [sighs] Okay, if I do a song or something...how can I get him to listen to me?
Gilliam: I shall arrange it...just tell me when...
Jim: [smile] Thanks Gilliam!
[::Three Weeks Later - Outside Gene's Room::]
Gilliam: [pink can form] Now...I've arranged so Gene has nothing to do...although he doesn't do anything when he does have something to do...
Jim: Here goes nothing...[knocks on door] Gene, can I talk to you?
Gene: [through door] Sure, come on in, Jim!
[::Gene's room::]
Jim: Gene I need you to...[stares at naked Gene] Uh...uh...
Gene: What's the matter? [puts on underwear] We're both guys...
Jim: I have something to tell you...
Gene: Hm?
Jim: Actually...it's kind of show you...
Gene: Well...spill it Jim!
Jim: [puts tape in player] I made this song for you, Gene...
Gene: Jim?
Jim: [glazed eyes] Please, Gene...will you listen?
Gene: [sits down on edge of bed] Sure Jim...
[music starts]
Jim: [sings into a microphone]
D-e-e-p in my s-o-u-l
Love so s-t-r-o-n-g
It takes c-o-n-t-r-o-l [Jim looks at Gene]
Now we both k-n-o-w
The secrets b-a-r-e
The feelings s-h-o-w [Jim touches Gene's arm and pulls away]
D-r-i-v-e-n far a-p-a-r-t
I make a w-i-s-h
On a shooting s-t-a-r [Jim looks out side window to see a bright star]
[Gene follows gaze]
There will come a d-a-y [Gene looks back at Jim]
Somewhere far a-w-a-y
In your arms I'll s-t-a-y
My only l-o-v-e [Gene surprised]
Even though you're g-o-n-e [Jim imagines Gene with Melfina]
Love will still live o-n
The feeling so s-t-r-o-n-g [Jim hugs himself]
My only l-o-v-e [Jim stares at Gene]
My only l-o-v-e...
[During song's musical solo]
[Gene: Jim...I...I don't know what to say...]
[Jim just continues to sing]
There will come a d-a-y
Somewhere far a-w-a-y
In your arms I'll s-t-a-y
My only l-o-v-e [Jim starts to shed tears]
You've reach the deepest p-a-r-t [Jim sings through tears]
Of the secret in my h-e-a-r-t [Jim places hand over heart]
I've known it from the s-t-a-r-t [Jim thinks of when he and Gene first met]
My Only l-o-v-e [Jim reaches for Gene but pulls hand away again]
There will come a d-a-y
Somewhere far a-w-a-y [Jim closes eyes and turns away from Gene]
In your arms I'll s-t-a-y
My only l-o-v-e
You've reach the deepest p-a-r-t
Of the secret in m-y h-e-a-r-t [places hand over heart]
I've known it from the s-t-a-r-t [Jim walks to Gene]
My Only l-o-v-e
My Only l-o-v-e [Jim finishes by kissing Gene]
Gene: Mmmmm...[pulls Jim closer]
Jim: [breaks kiss and turns away] I'm so sorry Gene...I...I shouldn't have told you...I...I gotta go! [runs for Gene's door, but it's locked] HUH?
Gene: Gilliam told me you have something very important to tell me and I shouldn't let you run away...
Jim: [distress cry] no...I can't...I know you probably think I'm stupid or...[lips quiver]
Gene: No...I don't...I'm very glad you told me, Jim.
Jim: [faces close door] y...you are?
Gene: [turns Jim around] Yes...[presses body against Jim]
Jim: Gene? [sees Gene's hand coming to caress him]
Gene: [smile] I love you to Jim...[kisses Jim and deepens it]
Jim: Gene? Mmmmm...oh Gene...
[Gene and Jim peel away their confinements and share a passionate moment-cough-you know private moment cause if I explained it...ummm...this would be rated NC-17...kind of stuff]
[Afterwards in Gene's bed]
Jim: [breath returns to normal] Gene...I love you so much...I want to know more about you...I mean...fully entirely and not just friendship...
Gene: [smiles and pulls Jim close to him again] you will kobito...and will know...[hugs Jim securely and possessively]
Jim: Really Gene?
Gene: [kisses Jim] my word Jim...hehehe...and that's an outlaw telling you!
Jim: [snuggles into crook of Jim's arm] Mmmm...I trust you Gene...with my whole heart! I trust you will find the secret of my soul...Gene Starwind.
Gene: I will...I will...[brushes finger through Jim's hair]
Jim: I'll find yours too...
Gene: [smiles] You already have Jim...
Jim: I have? [confused]
Gene: Yes...James Hawking...my love...my heart...
[Jim looks up at Gene]
Gene: You are the secret of my soul...now and forever...
~*~*~*~*THE END*~*~*~*~
Angel: Comments? NO FLAMES! Want some more?! ^__^ Be happy to oblige!