This is just a random thing I wrote today, in a bit of tough time. Its more my emotions but it is about the after effects of being done over.
But then I thought about what this reminded me of, and it reminded me of one of the ways that Jonny may have responded to that famous slap a few weeks ago.
I know its awful, and I have never, ever claimed to be a great writer, but I have given my best... even if my best isn't always enough. Its just some waffle for you to read I guess.
I let you in like no-one else,
I guess I was a fool?
I guess I was a fool in love,
A fool who never knew.
I opened up my world to you,
To you I gave my life.
My life which is sometimes so empty,
Bare and empty, but you could make it feel alright.
And looking through a dirty window,
The dirty window of the past.
The past I saw, all dull and faded,
And all dull and faded is your love.
But still my love burns strong for you,
Stronger for you each day.
And each day I sit a think a while,
Think a while of what slipped away.
And ice is slippery when it freezes,
When it freezes, love goes cold.
Cold all over, and cold all through,
At least this is what I was told.
And through this poem I speak to you,
I speak to you with words so strong.
Words so strong which mean a lot,
A lot I have to say.
And in the past there was me,
There was me and you.
You took my heart, don't give it back,
I don't want anything from you.
All you gave me was so vile,
Vile poison from within.
And within my body this poison runs,
It's deep beneath my skin.
So I guess this is typical me,
The typical, stupid fool.
A stupid fool in love I was,
But in love I was, with you.
So as you can see its far fetched to publish this here. But I did. Thank you, Hayley x