In the manga after Takumi came back from england Misaki wanted to prove she could be with him. I want to do this very short story to show why she knows she belongs with him. Other chapters will be longer.
Misaki Pov
Have you ever questioned being with someone you really loved? Not because you didn't love them but because you didn't really love yourself enough to think you should be together. I'm supposed to be tough but when you see the difference between you and someone you love how can you not question yourself?
I grew up poor and he grew up rich but yet he accepted. We went to the same school and dated for a long time. Whenever I needed rescuing he would risk his well being to save me and I questioned was I worth it?
He's the first person I've ever loved and I don't know what I'll do without him but how can you be sure you love someone if you didn't fully love yourself.
Whenever I was with him I felt the world judged me for being by his side. Some times I did that too. For a girl to grow up with nothing and didn't know how to dress up like the others how can a guy like him love me? How can I fully love him if I don't love me completely?
I knew I am great and people say my personality is great but what else is there to me that would make him love someone like me? To prove everyone else to accept me being with him?
I guessed the first step would be for me to find myself.
"Takumi," I said to my boyfriend who sat on the couch next to me. He turned to face me.
"Do you need something Misaki?"
I could only do this for now so I wouldn't hate myself.
"Takumi…..let's take a break from each other.