Erin: starting the story!!!!
Chapter one- promises
Amu P.O.V
A girl with brunette colored hair sat down as the students clapped at her presentation. I yawned and looked away. Mine wasn't exactly so sweet. I twittled with my long ankle length Bubblegum pink locks as I heard my name.
"Himamori-san, Himamori-san, your poem please?" I sat up and stretched, waving my hand nonchalantly at him.
"Yeah,yeah! I'm coming! And it's HiNAmori, not Himamori, sensai" I told him grabbing my paper off the desk and standing up to the podium. I wasn't that shy of a girl on the outside but on the inside expressing my feelings in an emotional way would be so embarrassing so I pushed my 'cool & spicy' facade farther. I took a deep breath.
I closed my eyes and began.
"I'm falling into the darkness
That is my mind.
To search for peace
I can not find.
Feeling the pain of your kiss
Seeing that's something
That I'm going to miss
Trying to forget all my
Feelings for you
Seeing my hopeless dreams will
Never come true
Knowing my heart can't make,
It through this.
Do you really have to keep
That undying promise?"
I sighed and picked up the paper once again after a couple people clapped. I looked down. I looked away because I could feel the soft looks I was getting now, The soft looks of sorrow and remorse, they must of thought I'd be some kind of famous writer or something, I only write how I feel. I'm not a Goddess, I could only do as much as I could. I looked up at the teacher as he placed a hand on my shoulder.
"Himamori-san, that was beautiful" i blushed and looked down, I shrugged his arm off and walked away.
"Whatever" I sat down.
My name is Hinamori Amu, a now 17 year old girl who years ago at twelve, fell in love with a perverted cat, named Ikuto. I sighed. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned around. Oh great, it was Him again.
"Amu-chan are you alright" I looked down, sat up and walked away after the bell rang, he ran after me.
"Amu-chan!" I kept walking, I wanted nothing to do with the boy anymore, He made me hurt someone I loved, but I guess it was mostly my fault, because I couldn't see the truth behind the lies I believed.
"leave me alone" I murmured so softly and low that I supposed he couldn't hear.
"Hinamori-" He grabbed my shoulder, I pushed him away.
"I said leave me alone, Tadase!" I screamed, It echoing throughout the hallways making people stop and stare at us. I quickly covered my mouth, than crossed my arms.
"your a jackass you know that! A phony little faker! your sweet and soft facade doesn't WORK on me anymore! I SAW what you did to him! I saw what you did to Ikuto! How could you?! Your own brother!" I yelled, tears streaming down my face. I remembered when, I saw what happened, when He brutely beat Ikuto so bad, when he tracked him down and told easter about him, when he spat in his face, claiming I was his that no one should touch me....I saw it all, I just didn't know what to do.
"Amu!" Rima ran up behind me and held my hands behind my back, I was trying to stay away from Tadase since than, and when Ikuto left, I resented Tadase and blamed myself for him running away. i growled and pushed her away.
"I don't want to see your pretty little face around me AGAIN!!!" I punched him in the jaw and ran away crying. Much like him, all I could do was run. Run...I'll find him, he may have left but, that doesn't matter, he said something about Europe? I smiled, I would find him, my beloved Ikuto.
When I got to the airport I bought a ticket and sat down, I didn't even tell my parents, I didn't even tell my friends, I didn't tell anyone, just left, like Ikuto, cept...he told me. I brought my book of poems with me, I started writing them ever since he left, since that very day. I'd never thought that him leaving would bring out a whole new me, one that hid under the skin of my façade and my true self, Maybe it was just because I missed him.
'Ikuto….where are you?'
When I boarded the plain I flew first class, Utau a couple weeks ago gave me money, she said that I was a good friend and that she would miss me, the next day she wasn't heard from, I found out her and kukai moved away to get married. It was a sweet thought, but I never imagined them two together until two years ago when they started dating, Kukai was like a brother to me and utau was my best friend, I'm happy for them. But now…I feel even more alone. I rested my head on the windowsill, my eyes closed, earphones in my ears, listening to my favorite song. I thought I heard someone call my name, or at least call out to me, but I was stuck in a daze, someone tapped my shoulder. I looked up.
"Amu? Amu Hinamori?! Is that you?" I smiled widely, that's when I met her again, the one part of me that wasn't actually apart of me, Annalisa Tsukiyomi. Ikuto's sister.
'A little reminder of him, thank you god!'
Annalisa: I hope you liked it!
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