All I need, all all I need,
All I need, all all I need,
"All I need, all all I need..?" Dib said groggily waking up
What was that about? All I need? I didn't even know I needed something…oh well it was just a dream. Dib looked over at the clock "It's early in the morning," hours earlier then when he needed to wake up for school. "The sun's not even up." He laughed at the sun.
There was no way that Dib was going to get back to sleep so he decided to just get ready early. He stopped at his mirror and was disappointed at the reflection. He hated how he looked. Am I the only one? The only one that wakes up in the morning and just wants to die. No one would even notice if I was gone.
As he continued getting ready, what he had remembered of his dream was replaying itself in his head, All I need, all all I need, is you smiling at me, all I need. All I need, all all I need is life, love with you. Dib could remember the feeling he had in his dream, pure bliss. It was the happiest he'd been since his mother's death, but who was it that had given him this feeling?
The fact that he couldn't remember who this person was was killing Dib, he had to find out. Maybe if he did and could just feel that happiness one more time he wouldn't have to go through with his plan of suicide. At the moment the only thing keeping him alive was Zim and his stupid plans to enslave the Earth.
All of sudden everything clicked into place in Dibs head. Zim... That's whose face fit with the words that kept replaying in his head.
Zim, really that's who I need? Really? That green bug! Dib was pissed. He had thought that maybe his dream had been a sign but no it was just Zim!
Dib sat down at the kitchen table with his head in his hands. There's absolutely no way I need Zim! I mean his stupid plans are the only thing giving me purpose but I haven't fallen for him! Even if he can be cute sometimes…like when he thinks he has won and storms off screaming "Victory for Zim!" A smile spread across Dibs face. NO! What am I thinking! He's not cute! I Do Not Love HIM!
Dib stormed out of the house, he needed some fresh air to clear his head. Who am I trying to kid. I do love him. I have for a while now…I have to tell him. That's how I'll decide whether to finally pull the trigger or not.
In all of his confusion from storming out of the house Dib had successful gotten himself lost. Great I finally decide to come out with my feelings and now I'm fucking lost! By now the sun was starting to rise. I think I'm getting closer, but the scenery's the same. Dib gave up and sat down next to a tree. There's no way I'll make it to his house before school, but if I don't say it now I'll just talk myself out of it and nothing would change. I don't think I could handle that. I need to know his answer. "Am I a disappointment?" ill blame it on the pain. Tears filled up his eyes.
"Dib stink? Why are your giant head in Zim's spot?"
Dibs heart leapt. He quickly wiped his eyes and stood up making eye contact with the alien that had been causing his all this confusion.
"Zim? Why are you here? Never mind that. I need to tell you something"
"Zim is listening."
"All I need…"
"Yes, Dib human spit it out!"
"All all I need is… you…Is all I need."
Zim gave Dib a skeptical look "are you trying to deceive the almighty ZIM?"
"If you could simply believe in me…and we would be forever…together." Dib continued, his face blushing. "All I need is you smiling at me…all I need is life…love…with you." This was it he had said it. It was all up to Zim now.
Dib chanced a peek at Zim and was startled to see the aliens face turning a brilliant shade of emerald. Dib waited for his answer.
This is it Zim my life is in your hands…