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A/N: This was written for Juniperus for the latest round of the SSHG Gift Exchange. I utilised her five-senses prompt but was also inspired by her request for a idark night of the soul/i. Many thanks to my wonderful betas, lady_karelia and sshg316. A special thanks to Camillo for Brit-picking. Thanks also to talesofsnape for the lovely, lovely story banner.
Oh night, thou was my guide
oh night more loving than the rising sun
Oh night that joined the lover
to the beloved one
transforming each of them into the other
The wind billowed and moaned, its near-biblical keen a stark contrast to the sunlight that spiraled out over the landscape. Hermione Granger breathed in deeply at the sight and continued to climb the steps that wound up the rockface, each step as determined as the last, though perhaps she moved more slowly than she had in her twenties.
She was in the south of Spain and had arrived in Mistégova only half an hour previously. The town was nestled at sea level between the Mediterranean and the rockface cliffs. These stretched out to wrap around the town and then border the sea itself, their embrace wide and jagged.
It was certainly stunning. There were no vistas like this in England, or perhaps England just lacked the warm, salty breeze of the Mediterranean, even though the breeze was currently a gust. The North Sea, Irish Sea, Atlantic, English Channel – cold bodies of water, all.
The August sun was hot even early in the morning, and it bathed Hermione in its glow as she walked. The cliff should have broken the heavy gusts, given its position, but instead, the wind wound about the crags with her, whipping her shawl about her shoulders and attempting to undo the already messy bun at the nape of her neck.
iA test, perhaps/i, Hermione thought as she climbed the steps. After all, it was to be her final sojourn into the vaults of a monastic library. A contented smile spread across her face. iEl Monasterio de San Juan/i – the Monastery of St. John, or St. John's Monastery – was the last monastery on her list, but it would surely prove one of the most fascinating visits, even if it didn't fall entirely within the remit of her research.
Hugo was with his father this summer, preparing to enter his final year at Hogwarts. It freed Hermione up to embark on a trip she'd long desired to take – a journey through Europe's abbeys, through its convents and its monasteries, to the knowledge that dwelt within. The libraries held volumes on religious mysticism unparalleled in both quantity and number.
Hermione had first become interested in religious mysticism while on a consulting assignment for the Department of Mysteries. On leaving Hogwarts, she had worked as an Unspeakable; her phenomenally high marks and war hero status virtually ensuring that she would be offered any position she desired. However, the intensity of the job and the effort expended to maintain her lustre had wearied her over the years. Maintaining a family whilst carrying the weight of the wizarding world's secrets and the eventual divorce had frayed any remaining nerves that remained. She had left the Ministry and gone to Hogwarts. She had taught Arithmancy for six years following Vector's retirement and had left after Hugo's second year. She had once again been hired by the Ministry to consult for the Department of Mysteries at her own discretion: she could finally choose her assignments.
One of her assignments had led her to stumble upon a connection between medieval religious mysticism and magic. It was Hermione's opinion that some of the mystics had in fact been wizards. Last summer, Hugo had been with her, so she had been limited in her research. This summer, he was with his father and stepmother, allowing Hermione to explore the continent at her leisure, reading original mystic texts, speaking with monks, and basking in the peaceful solitude. She had limited her research to monasteries, as they tended to host better libraries; the convents and priories had been cheated, in Hermione's opinion. She'd visited Italy, France, and Germany, and now, finally, she was in Spain.
This particular monastery didn't hold overt links between Christian mystics and magic, but it did hold a bevy of treasure: original writings and centuries-old texts of the great Spanish mystic, St. John of the Cross.
Her breaths were shallow as she neared the top of the cliff; she was forty-five, after all. She knew that the monastery sat on top of the cliff, overlooking the sea, and that it purportedly held some of the most beautiful gardens in southern Spain, but she had not expected to see igreen/i.
Suddenly, a sensation came over her, indescribable, something in her recognising –
Magic.
She had lived mostly with Muggles all summer… she did not think that she would be able to feel the magical energy so acutely, even after three months apart. She breathed in deeply and tried to right herself. The dizziness was fleeing; she attempted to regain her composure, yet…
She felt a concentration of her entire being on whatever was at the top of the cliff, and it was not entirely magical… whatever it was, was magic, but it was not entirely that. It wasn't a religious compulsion, either… it was visceral. Her senses felt alive. Sharp. Heightened.
Why?
The feeling intensified once more and then went, washed away in some sort of cosmic wave.
That had never happened to her before.
She breathed deeply and climbed a few more steps and, reaching the top, took in the sight of the lush landscape, the medieval buildings in the near distance, the arched entrance with the monastery's name etched into the stone, and –
Severus Snape.
She thought her heart would stop beating.
It didn't.
She clutched her shawl tight about her. So, he was… he was…
"Hermione," he said, his voice washing over her skin, the sound far too heady.
"Severus," she said calmly, staring at him head on.
He was leaning against the arch, replete in black trousers and a crisp white shirt with sleeves rucked up to his elbows – naturally. His hair was pulled back in a queue and was streaked with silver, by the look of it. Well, he would be in his sixties, wouldn't he? She wasn't exactly youthful, herself. It had been – she did the maths in her head – twenty-seven years since the Final Battle.
Ten years since she'd seen him last.
How time flies, Hermione thought.
"Well, this is a surprise," she managed at last. "What are you doing here?"
"I could ask you the same thing," he said casually, walking towards her, his gait elegant. "I was simply admiring the view."
She smiled, ignoring her pounding heart. "I am pursuing independent research this summer, and I wrote the Abbot several months ago about the possibility of spending a few days in the archives."
"Not just the library?" Severus asked. A smile spread across his face. "Ah, you desire to see the writings of San Juan de la Cruz."
"You speak Spanish?" she asked, surprised at his easy accent.
"Fluently," he said, and she snorted.
"Of course you do," she said. "And yet I ask again, why are you here?"
"I live here," he said.
Her jaw dropped. "You live here? In a Spanish monastery?"
"During summertime, yes."
Her mind whirled, trying to fit this new puzzle piece into the box labelled Severus Snape. "I… I didn't know," she said, feeling like a schoolgirl all over again.
"Most people don't," he said.
"How long have you been staying here during the summer?" she asked, shock giving way to interest.
"Twenty-five years," he said, hands in his pockets, his eyes surveying the landscape. "Turn around – you really must admire the view."
She did so, and she breathed in sharply at the sight. The town looked so tiny, cradled as it was on such a narrow strip of land. The small buildings quickly gave way to a thin, sandy shore, and then there was only sea, relatively calm, brilliantly blue, reflecting as it did the cloudless, sunny sky above.
"It's beautiful," she whispered. "And you live here."
"I'm a lucky man," he remarked. "Come. I was sent to escort you in. You have a meeting with the Abbot."
"Yes," she said. "Father Juan?"
He nodded and offered her his arm. She took it, pretending to be unaffected by the feel of his skin against hers.
They walked in silence, going under the arch and along the path that led to the monastery. She tried not to think of their last meeting. They came almost immediately upon the cloister, the inner courtyard, and walked along an open-air corridor. They were passed by several monks, and Severus nodded to them. Once they were past, Hermione let out a small chuckle of amusement.
"What is it?" Severus asked.
"I just realised… well, you must be quite at home with the apparel. The Benedictines wear all black."
"They are known as the 'black monks,'" Severus remarked.
Hermione gazed at the beautiful medieval buildings, made of stone, stoic in their ascetic grandeur.
The corridor ended, and they walked along a short path to a small house. "The Abbot's chambers," Severus said, although Hermione had guessed as much. "It's eight o'clock. They should be done with morning prayer by now." He knocked on the door, and it opened quickly, revealing a short man with dark skin and snow-white hair. "Ah, you must be Hermione Granger," the Abbot said before Hermione could greet him in Spanish. "Welcome, welcome, please, come in," he said.
"I'll wait here, if you don't mind," Severus said.
"Suit yourself," the Abbot said, and Hermione wanted to laugh at the no-nonsense exchange between the two men as she walked into the main room.
It was simple, of course, with a desk, several chairs, a fireplace, and bookshelves lining the walls.
"My mother was a librarian," he remarked, noting her examination of the books, and extended his hand. She shook it. "It is good to meet you."
"Thank you for having me, Padre," Hermione said, taking the seat he offered. "It is most gracious of you."
"It is our pleasure, I assure you."
She paused. "Do you have any questions for me, or…?"
He laughed heartily and shook his head. "Oh, no. It is just that I like to personally greet our visitors and make them feel welcome."
She smiled. "It is not hard to feel welcome in a monastery. I've visited several others this summer, and the experience has been…" She paused, and the Abbot smiled at her. "It's been one of the most peaceful and productive summers of my life."
The Abbot nodded. "I take it you have not met with many Abbots right away?"
She shook her head. "I often arrive during morning prayer and go to the library as soon as I can. I'm getting a late start today."
"A studious woman," he remarked. "Well, I shan't delay your research, then. Severus will show you the archives. They're beneath the library."
She smiled. "That sounds fascinating. My plans are the same as when I wrote you; I hope to spend today and tomorrow here."
"You are more than welcome to stay in the guest house. I know you said you would not require it, but the offer stands."
"Thank you," she said again. "I am staying at an inn in the town. I must tell you, iPadre/i, this is the most beautiful place."
The Abbot smiled. "Yes. It was built in the fifteenth century, and we are very lucky that it has survived so long. Many monasteries haven't." He stood. "Do you require anything more, or are you ready to explore?"
She laughed. "You have a great sense of humor."
His eyes twinkled at her. "I'm one of those fun abbots," he said, and she laughed again as he opened the door for her.
"I hear her laughing. What awful jokes are you telling now, Juan?" Severus asked.
"None awful, all wonderful," the Abbot said. "Remember to eat lunch, now," he said and shut the door behind him.
"How did he…?" Hermione started as she and Severus walked back in the direction of the cloister.
"He knows academics. Not that many of them are allowed in the archives; the application process is rather long and the credentials must be… credentials. You'd be surprised at the individuals who will try to get into an abbey's archives," Severus remarked.
"Mine got through quickly," Hermione said, her mind racing.
"I put in a good word for you. Juan took his orders the first year I was here. He's known me a long time." Severus all but smirked at her.
"You put in a good word for me?" she asked, crossing her arms, pleased and offended at the same time.
"I saw no problem with it."
She huffed. "So I'm here because of you?"
"Don't get your knickers in a twist, woman. You're here because the Abbot thinks your project is interesting – what you've told him of it, anyway," Severus said lowly. "You are here now because I put in a good word for you. Had I not, we would be having this discussion in three months, or rather, we wouldn't, because I am only here during the summer."
She inhaled sharply. "Fine." She gazed at the cloister, splashed with brilliant rays of sunlight, and any negativity that had collected quickly dissipated.
"The Abbot seems young, in spite of his white hair," she remarked, and Severus visibly relaxed.
"Yes. He's younger than I am," he said mildly.
"You said he took orders the first summer you were here. He wasn't the Abbot that allowed you in, then?" Hermione asked, leaning against one of the stone benches.
Severus held her gaze before dropping his eyes. "That would be Father Tomas. He passed on several years ago."
"You cared for him?" Hermione asked softly. Severus didn't respond. "I'm sorry," she said.
"Father Tomas was a kind man, a good man. He knew what I was and what I came from," Severus said slowly. "He knew me when I was a boy. He was a young monk when he volunteered in our parish."
Hermione gaped at him. "Are you religious?"
"That is an excellent question," he responded. "I was, however, raised in the Catholic church, yes. My grandmother was religious. And the Abbot," he said, turning back to the topic at hand, "knew our family for what we were. He knew that my mother was a witch, and he guessed that I was a wizard, though he only told me upon our meeting as adults."
"How did he know?" Hermione asked, leaning to sit against the rail, completely fascinated.
"He was a Squib," Severus said with an amused grunt. "Apparently, my magic manifested itself in small ways during the church service. He noticed but didn't want to ask at the time. We met twenty-five years ago at an apothecary in Segovia. I was travelling the continent, and he was visiting his brother, a wizard, obviously, who resides in the Muggle part of the city." Severus paused and smiled down at her. "I apologise, you caught me lecturing."
"I didn't know you were apt to lecture." She smiled.
"Only on subjects I care about."
She took in this news slowly. He seemed more… frank… than he had been when she'd met him before. Or perhaps she had been too shocked at seeing him alive to notice. "So Father Tomas invited you to stay here?" she asked quickly.
"He invited me to visit, which quickly turned into habit."
"What did Father Tomas tell the monks about why you were here?" she asked.
He chuckled. "That I had been scarred in battle."
"And…" she prompted, waving her hands.
Severus paused, pensive. "I think they mostly assumed – correctly – that I had been a spy, and they left it at that. The monks are not gossips, thankfully."
Hermione snorted. "A spy for the Queen. How dashing."
"Or for the Spaniards. I do speak the language fluently."
"You spoke Spanish fluently when you came here?" she asked, surprised.
He paused. "Translation amulet," he said, and she let out a great honk of laughter that drew the attention of several monks walking across the cloister.
"Lord, woman, you have a loud laugh." He smiled at the monks and looked back at her, his eyes amused.
"And you need to show me where the library is," Hermione pointed out.
He nodded. "Of course." He gestured, and they began to walk across the grassy courtyard. "It's been a while," he said.
iIs he honestly going to talk to me about…?/i
"Ten years," she said, her tone noncommittal.
"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked.
"You refused me," Hermione said. "No means no and all that."
"That doesn't mean there wasn't something there. I sent you several letters after," he said. "All went unanswered."
"It didn't make sense to answer them when you had already said you weren't interested in pursuing a relationship," she said, not meeting his eyes.
Severus hesitated. "You were only just divorced. It wouldn't have been proper."
"You made the decision for me?" She looked at him, challenging.
He gave her an admonishing look in return. "I repeat: you had just got divorced." He lowered his voice. "Wizarding Britain was reeling from the shock of it, and the media attempted to vilify the both of you, in spite of your repeatedly amicable statements towards the other and unified public appearances. And you think that seeing me would have ihelped/i the situation?" he asked, his tone mild but still incredulous.
"I wanted you," she said softly.
"I know."
She looked away from him. "I may be older, but I'm still a woman, Severus. It's still nice to be… desired."
His intake of breath was audible. "You mustn't speak that way around me, Hermione," he said lowly.
"Have you taken vows of celibacy along with your brothers?" she asked, already knowing the answer.
He chuckled darkly. "You know I have not. They are not my brothers."
They walked in silence a while, admiring the curvature of the walls, of the columns. It was a few moments before he spoke.
"Tell me of your family. The children are with their father for the summer?" he asked.
"Hugo is with him in Germany, yes," she replied.
"Curious, that."
"What?" She looked up, surprised.
"That such a stay-at-home would move to the Continent."
She chuckled. "Love does interesting things to a person."
"He loved you," Severus stated, and Hermione looked at him, cross.
"Not like he loves her," she said matter-of-factly.
Severus looked at her unflinchingly. "Does that trouble you?" he asked, his voice softer than she would have thought possible.
Hermione sighed. "I'd be lying if I said that it didn't. Every woman wants to be wanted. Even bookworm academics."
"And do you want to be wanted specifically by him or just in general?" he asked, his lips quirking at the edges.
She laughed. "I just miss the feeling."
"Which feeling?"
She inhaled and didn't answer.
"And Rose? What is she doing?"
Hermione sighed, relieved for a change in topic. "She is apprenticed to an Arithmancer in Rome. She's a clever girl, my Rosie."
"And you are still consulting for the Department of Mysteries?" he asked.
"Yes. It's how I stumbled upon this… connection, between religious mysticism and magic. I've been visiting monasteries this summer; next summer, I plan to research Judaic mystic texts."
"What have you found in your work thus far, Hermione?" he asked.
She chose her words carefully. "There are some Christian mystics who I thought might have been witches or wizards or who might have had magical influences. It is… ironic, to say the least, that you said that Father Tomas was a Squib. But as I read more, I find the linguistic patterns that suggest elemental magic more in the transcriptions of the original documents than in the original documents themselves, when there are original documents, of course."
"And St. John of the Cross is someone you suspect of having had such influence?" Severus asked, clearly intrigued.
"No, actually. But he is considered one of the great Christian mystics, and many of his original writings are purportedly in good shape. I'd be a fool to not stop by for a look." She grinned up at him.
"The writings have been impressively kept," Severus said.
"You've seen them?"
"Of course," he responded. "I'd be a fool to have been here twenty-five summers without examining them."
She snorted. "True. As I was saying, though, I've found that the language tends to shift between the original text and the transcription. Part of the reason I don't believe in the Bible," she said and paused. "I probably shouldn't say that sort of thing in a monastery."
"Probably," Severus said dryly.
"But I digress. I wonder what I would have more difficulty believing," she continued, feeling more at liberty in his presence than she had felt in a long while, "that the mystics themselves were wizards who found a way to combine magic and religion or that the monks in the abbey were wizards leading an ascetic religious life. It seems a contradictory existence, either way," she concluded. "Considering the religious persecution all those centuries ago, I cannot imagine a witch or wizard turning to the persecutor for comfort."
Severus was silent.
"You don't agree with me," Hermione said.
"Is it so silly to think that wizards and witches may have passed through Abbey walls?" he asked.
"I don't know how anyone could do it," she said.
"Those seeking a safe place in which to lead a life of contemplation and good works would have found a welcome respite within such walls. Not to mention those fleeing a traditionally Muggle life," Severus said.
She was silent.
"Why do you come here, Severus?" she asked him, gripping his arm hard as she stumbled on an upturned stone.
He caught her against him and helped to right her before they continued.
"I have come to believe that there is something greater than ourselves," he said slowly.
"I do not share your sentiments," Hermione remarked dryly.
He chuckled, a warm sound that flittered across her skin and made the hair on her neck stand up.
"You are a witch, are you not?" he asked.
"What would the monks do, were they to know who it is they host?" she asked, attempting playfulness.
"None has divined that knowledge yet, and it has been twenty-five years. I doubt the brothers will be expelling me from the premises."
"You seem friendly with them," Hermione said.
"Monks are not all solemn creatures, you know," Severus said to her as they strode down an open air corridor. "Brother Andre plays a particularly riotous game of chess."
"Who else are you close to?" she asked, intrigued.
"I'd be hard pressed to say I'm close to anyone save the former Abbot, but there are a few monks I am… friendly with."
"And what do you do to earn your keep?" she asked with a bit of smile and cheek.
He chuckled. "I rent my rooms."
"Aside from that."
He was silent, as if gathering his words together. "The brothers here are most welcoming. They do not ask me for anything in return for the – joy – of my company," he said, arching an eyebrow, and Hermione laughed. "I do help with some chores, though, tending the gardens and such."
"I didn't know you had green fingers."
"I don't," he said, "but it is relaxing, and help is always appreciated."
She squeezed his arm as he led her around a corner. "I love to garden, as well, though I tend to flowers, not vegetables."
"There are beautiful gardens. I'll show them to you later," he said. "What do you like best about gardening?"
"The feel of the earth beneath my hands, I think. It's dirty. Reminds me that it takes soil and sunlight for things to grow," Hermione said matter-of-factly.
"Now who's the philosopher?" he murmured.
"Oh, shut it," she said, teasing, and he laughed at her.
"We are sensate creatures," he offered.
"Indeed."
They walked along the stone path, passing the doors on one side, the pillars on the other, sun streaking down into the collective whole, piercing with its brightness.
At long last, after passing through several dank, narrow corridors, they reached the library.
Hermione was immediately overcome by the smell of dust, candle wax, and that indescribable, musty smell of antiquated books, a smell so exquisite it should be bottled up as a perfume for the academic. She inhaled, the smell heady, as she took in the library. The room was circular, beautiful in its symmetry; tables and chairs populated the center, and the rows of shelves shot out from that point like rays of sunshine. Warm colors dominated the room, the rich tones of mahogany and maroon streaking across the prospect from one side to another. Warmth pervaded the skeletal frames of the bookshelves, full as they were with meaty tomes. There was a large fireplace, and the stone floor…
"…keeps it cool in the summer," Severus was saying.
"It's beautiful. Welcoming," Hermione said. "Unlike so many libraries I've visited."
"The manuscripts you seek are below in the vault."
"But there are other books of use here?" Hermione said, more to remind herself than to ask.
"Of course," he responded.
"The library is remarkably… rich… for the Benedictines," she said.
"There was a benefactor a century or so ago who sought to renovate the space. And it is used by scholars," Severus said.
"It is simply luxurious," Hermione intoned.
"Considering that everything else is almost Spartan, it wouldn't take much to be considered luxurious," Severus said wryly.
She chuckled. "True."
They walked down the stairs to the main floor and settled their things at one of the tables.
"Would you like to go in the archives?" Severus asked.
Hermione grinned. "You think I cannot stand the suspense?"
"I'm doubtful."
"I can," she said, her eyes dancing. "I like to acquaint myself with the library first." She rubbed her hands together. "Besides, I don't see any monks around. I presume one serves as the archivist?"
Severus nodded. "Yes, but I can go in as much as I like."
She stared at him. "They let you in the archives?"
He chuckled. "Of course."
"You are allowed to handle those… precious materials as much as you like?" she said, standing aghast.
"Well, not often," he said. "My work is potions, remember."
She snorted. "Well, you are a private man."
He lifted an eyebrow in question.
"Forgive me," she said with a slight smile. "I just can't quite see you sitting in a room with manuscripts while a monk watches your every move. It is fitting, really, that they would let you in alone."
His lip quirked upwards in what Hermione thought was almost a smile. "Indeed."
She looked about the room and smiled. "I think I'll get to know the library first."
He chuckled and leaned against a table, watching as she walked up and down the aisles.
After a few moments, as she was rounding a turn, she noticed an engraving on the side of one of the shelves. She squinted her eyes at it and, standing back, noted that each shelf was engraved with a quote.
"Severus?" she asked.
"Ah, the engravings," he said, coming to stand next to her.
"They're in Spanish. Translate, please."
"These are all quotes from St. Benedict, the founder of the Benedictines, and various popes… this one is from St. John of the Cross." Severus gestured around the library as he spoke. "It translates, 'If a man wishes to be sure of the road he treads on, he must close his eyes and walk in the dark.'"
"Wise," Hermione said.
"Or foolish."
She looked up at him and cocked an eyebrow. "You don't mean that."
He snorted. "We aren't going to have a theological debate now, are we?"
"No," she said. She traced her hand across the engraving. "Is it a reference to his poem?"
"Dark Night of the Soul?" Severus asked.
"That is his most famous poem," Hermione said, leaning against one of the shelves.
"One of the oldest written copies is in the archives," Severus said lowly, leaning against the shelf, standing barely a foot away from her.
"You want to show me the archives badly, don't you?" Hermione asked, smiling.
"I haven't been there all summer," he admitted.
"Then a few hours more won't hurt you," she said and turned to walk down another row.
An hour or so later, they were seated across from each other at one of the tables taking notes on their reading, having each amassed a pile of books.
"What do you know of St. John of the Cross, Hermione?" Severus asked.
"A bit," she replied.
"Surely you read a biography or two before you came," he remarked dryly, and she laughed.
"Is this an oral exam, Professor?" she asked.
"I never gave oral exams," he said.
She brought the pencil's eraser up to her lips and traced it along the lines of her mouth, thinking. "St. John of the Cross," she mused. "He lived during the sixteenth century and was Spanish, of course. A Carmelite friar and priest… he founded the Discalced Carmelite order with St. Teresa of Ávila. He was one of the great Spanish mystics, most remembered for his literary contributions, largely the poems Dark Night of the Soul and the Spiritual Canticle. Much of his work dealt with the progression of a soul's growth… if you believe in such things."
"A succinct answer," Severus said.
She stared at him. "What exactly were you looking for? He was a rebel and was imprisoned for his efforts to reform life within his order. I hit all the high points."
"Have you read any of his work?" Severus asked again, still taking notes.
"Not yet," she admitted.
"Do you know what a dark night of the soul is?" he prompted.
"I'm sure you'll tell me," she said sweetly.
Silence.
"Well, it doesn't sound good. From the little I've read, it is something akin to separation from God," Hermione said after a long moment.
"St. John called it a time when the soul perceives itself to be so unclean and miserable that it seems as if God had set Himself against it," Severus said.
Silence.
"As I said, it sounds depressing," Hermione said. "We'll see it in the archives later?"
He snorted.
Just then, a monk who had come into the library left in a hurry, nearly knocking over a chair as he rose from his table.
Severus chuckled. "He's late. Well, rather, he'll be right on time."
"For what?" Hermione asked.
"Lectio. Reflection," Severus said. "In chapel. It's a short period."
She sighed. "I can't imagine living on such a schedule, having to obey those who master the schedule."
"The monks' life is not as rigid as it may seem, but it is certainly ordered. Speaking as one who has lived that way under much worse masters, the life lived here sometimes seems damned near idyllic."
"You are in a monastery, yet you have no master," she said slowly, contemplating. "It's almost oxymoronic."
"Life's ironies are delicious, Hermione. Learn to savor them. It is impossible to correct them," he said without looking up.
Her stomach growled. "Speaking of savoring – I'm starving," she said. "Is it lunch already?"
He glanced up at the clock. "It will be soon, but we are not eating in the refectory," he said as he stood and helped her to her feet. "Lunch is a time of solitude. Meals are eaten in silence."
"And you like that?"
"Yes."
"A relief from Hogwarts, then?" She grinned at him.
"You have no idea," he said dryly.
"So where will you be taking me?" she asked.
"The Mistégova market. Come on."