Shit, this cannot be happing, not now. As I sit in the bathroom, looking at that little stick that says PREGANT on it I cannot but think how screwed I am and how could we have been so careless. I placed my head in my hands and let the tears start to come out. I cannot believe this is happing. I knew the chances of this happing and so did he but I guess when you are caught up in a moment of passion everything goes out the window. I guess that is why I am sitting here alone in my bathroom with tears coming down.

"Kendall get out of the bathroom! You have been in there for an hour now!" I look to the door when I heard my brother Kevin yelling to me. I can't go out there now, not like this. "Kendall now, the family is here and it's time for dinner!" I know if I didn't go out there mom would be coming up here to get me and I don't need her finding out just yet, not until I see a doctor and before I can tell Logan. Taking a deep breather I

"Ok, just give me a second!" I stood up and placed the stick in my pocket and walked over to the door, turning the knob to open the door as I walked out Kevin looked at me with an suspicious look on his face. I was praying that he hasn't figured anything out.

"Are you crying?" I brought my hands to my face and felt that some tears had fallen when I was walking out the door. I wiped them away and pushed Kevin out of the way.

"No, now move." I said but he grabbed my arm and turned me around. I didn't want to look at him so I chose the flood instead.

"Kendall, you are crying. What is wrong? Did something happen between you and Logan?" I looked up at my brother and then pulled my arm from him.

"Leave me alone." That was the last thing I said before walking down the hall and into my room. I slammed the door, went straight for my bed, and let the tears fall.

Kevin stood in the hallway shocked at his brother's actions. He had never really blown him off like that before. Being the close family that they are, when someone was upset they always talked about it. The only thing Kevin could think of was that Logan has done something to his baby brother. With anger over coming him, he went right for his phone to call Logan to comfort him about what happened. Kevin turned back around and walked out the door into the back so balcony so one could hear him yelling because he knew he would be. About after 3 to 4 rings Logan finally picked up.

"Hello." Logan answered in his little cheerful voice.

"What the hell did you to do Kendall to make him cry?" Kevin yelled into the phone. Logan was taken aback by the anger in Kevin's voice. He hadn't done anything to his knowledge.

"Wow, Kev what are you talking about? I didn't do anything and Kendall is crying?" Logan said now with worry in his voice. It wasn't very often that Kendall cried and when he did, something was seriously wrong.

"You had to have done something to upset him? He has been the in the bathroom for an hour and when I made him come out he had tears rolling down his face."

Logan was quite on the phone then a thought came to him and he had an idea what was going on. A few weeks before Kendall was to leave for Bail he and Logan wanted to have a romantic dinner together, so Logan went all out. They had nice dinner and some wine, ok a lot of wine and things got out of hand. They ended up having sex on the kitchen table. When Logan and Kendall finally got together, he was told about little problem that Kendall was born with. When Kathy was carrying Kendall, the first ultrasound showed that he was a girl because that what was shown and the second one showed that he was in deed a boy. Come to find out Kendall was graced with both XX and Y-chromosomes. The doctor had told Kent and Kathy that there was nothing really to worry about unless he would turn out gay or bi. If so, there was a 5 to 10 percent that he would be able to carry a child. Kendall had told Logan about his medical problem that is why they were always safe when it came to sex. Logan wasn't scared at all about this, he thought that it was great. He and Kendall would be able to have a family is they chose to. Kendall and Logan had come close one time thinking that Kendall was pregnant but it came out negative. Which had broken both their hearts but Logan was worried that maybe this time it's wasn't negative.

"Kevin I am coming over now!" Logan said before hanging up the phone. Kevin pulled the phone away and looked at it and then it hit him. Logan worried voice, Kendall being upset and crying. That is when he remembered Kendall being a little sick in Bail, he had thought maybe it was the food.

"Shit" Kevin ran down the hall and knocked on Kendall door. He waited and still didn't hear anything so he knocked on it again. "Kendall open up, please."

"Sleeping, come back never!" Kendall yelled through the door. Kevin pushed the door open and saw Kendall curled up in a little ball, holding his stomach with a blanked coving him. Kevin shut the door and walked over until he sat down on Kendall bed. Placing his hand on Kendall back, he took a deep breath before he asked what needed to be asked.

"Yes or No" Kevin asked. He saw Kendall slowly turn over to look up at him. Kevin could see that he was still crying. His face was red and puffy. Kendall saw Kevin looking at him so all he did was point to his desk before turning back to face the wall. Kevin saw what was sitting there, leaned over, picked up, and read what was in it. Kevin knew when Kendall was told that he could have kids he was shocked and scared but eventually became happy because him being Bi he could have children with whomever he fell in love with. However, right now it couldn't have been a worst time. With everything that is going on his life. "You're going to get fat." Kevin said with a little chuckle trying to brighten up the mood because he knew Kendall needed it right now.

"Shut up." Kendall said with his head in the pillow. Kendall turned over, sat up in his bed, and faced his brother. "I am so screwed." Kevin smiled and placed his hand on his brother shoulder.

"That is what happens when you let someone screw you?" That is when he got hit in the head with a pillow. "Hey!" Kevin said as he recovers from the pillow assault. "I called Logan and kind of yelled at him for making you upset. He got worried; he is on his way over." Kendall smiled and shook his head.

"Only you…." Kendall said as the doorbell rang, they both looked to each other before running out the door and down the stairs.

Kathy was walking to the door when she saw two of her sons running down to the front door; Kendall made it first and opens the door. Logan didn't even have time to say anything. Kendall grabbed him and pulled him up to his room with Kevin following close behind them. Kathy looked to Kenneth and her husband with a questionable look on her face. Kendall, Logan, and Kevin made it back to the room and walked in. Kendall shut the door, ran to Logan, wrapped his arms around him, and let the tears fall. Logan threw his arms around the crying boy and pulled him closer to his chest, led him to his bed, and sat down. Kendall soon placed his head in Logan lap and started to cry harder. Kevin watched everything that was going on before him and knew this needed to be a private moment.

"I am going to go…." Kevin looked to Logan who was watching Kendall; he looked up and smiled at Kevin before he walked out the room leaving Kendall and Logan alone. As Kevin shut the door, Logan moved his hand to Kendall chin so he would look up at him. Kendall sat up and slowly wiped the tears from his face.

"Ken...". Logan brought his hand to Kendall face and wiped the tears away that rolled down his face. "Are you?" Kendall just shook his head, leaded over, grabbed the test, and showed it to Logan. Logan picked up the test and smiled as he read the words.

"Logan I am sor…" Logan cut Kendall off by kissing him. Kendall leaned into his kiss and threw his arms around Logan neck. Logan deepens the kiss and pushes Kendall onto his back. Once they broke away, Logan smiled down at Kendall.

"Sweetie, don't ever be sorry. I told you if this were to happen it would be a blessing. Baby, I know this is at the worst time ever but it happened so no saying you're sorry." Kendall smiled up at Logan, leaned in, and kissed him before pulling back down on top of him. He needed Logan right now. He just needed him to be with him and keep him safe.

"I love you and I am sorry for worrying you." Kendall spoke as he curled himself against Logan.

"You worry me every damn day." Logan said pulling Kendall closer to his chest. Kendall snuggled more into him and closed his eyes. He just wanted to stay in this moment for as long as he can because once everyone finds out. It will be hell, not just with the band but the fans.

Kevin stood by his brother's door for a few minutes before he decided to go down stairs, as he did he came face to face with his family all watching him.

"What is going on with your brother?" His mom asked him. It wasn't his place to tell, he didn't even know if Kendall wanted anyone to know right now. Kevin let a breath he was holding in out.

"Look, it isn't my place to say."

"Kevin…" Kathy said but stopped when she saw Kendall and Logan coming down the steps. Kevin turned around and saw he had a little smile on his face. "Kendall, honey is everything ok?" She asked them as they passed by her. Kendall stopped grabbed Logan hand and smiled at his mom.

"Yea mom, Logan and I are going out I will see you tomorrow sometime." Kendall could see the worry in his face but he couldn't tell her just yet.

"Ok honey, if you need anything call." Kendall nodded and waved at everyone before he and Logan walked out the door. That is when everyone turned back to Kevin knowing he knew something.

"Not saying a word. When Kendall wants you guys to know what is going on with then he will tell you guys." With that, Kevin walked out the door. "Hey!" The guys turned and stopped. "Well, do I have to worry about you leaving my brother over here?" Logan looked to Kendall and squeezed his hand then looked back to Kevin who was still standing there waiting for an answer.

"No, Kevin we just need some time to ourselves to talk about this before we tell our families." Logan said. Kevin nodded; open the door for Kendall and smiled before shutting the door. Kevin stood there and watched them drive away. Kendall sat there and waved at his brother he watched then very carefully as they drive away. Kendall was glad he wasn't freaking out about this, like he was. Kendall knew Logan wouldn't leave him, he was excited when he found out about Kendall's medical problem. Kendall sighed into the seat and turn to see Logan smiling at me. He grabbed my hand and kissed it before lacing their fingers together.

"Stop thinking Kendall. This is a blessing now stop. I know what goes on in that head of yours." Kendall smiled at him but he was right that all Kendall was thinking about. How were their going to explain this to everyone. Kendall knew his family will be understanding and Logan's but what about everything else. "Kendall stop it right now."

"Fine, but Logan how will be able to do this?" Kendall spoke as a tear ran down his face. He was still scared of this whole situation.

"We will be able to, I love you and you love me, that is enough for me. I don't care about what other people will think. Look, I don't ever care if this ends my career. I love you and our baby and that is all that matters to me now and forever." Kendall felt a little tear come down my face. He wiped it away before Logan could see but I was too late. "Did I make you cry?" Logan asked with that side grin he has.

"Shut up, I am hungry now." Logan looked at Kendall with his eyebrow raised. "What I am in the mood for chicken and French fries." I haven't eaten all day and now my stomach was growling.

"Okay then I think we need to go find some chicken and French fries." Logan and Kendall found a nice little place down town, stopped there, and ate. They talked about everything, which made Kendall started to feel better about being pregnant. Kendall knew Logan was going to stick by him no matter what happens and he was right Kendall didn't care either if this ended his singing or acting. All that matters is Logan, him and their baby. After dinner they decided to take a walk on the beach, it was such a wonderful night, the sky was clear and the stars were out. "You're getting tired?"

"No, I am not…" Kendall said as I let out a big yawn. He was right Kendall was tried tremendously, but yet he didn't want to leave just yet, they were having such a good time Kendall didn't want the night to end.

"Yes you are, now come on let's go back to my place." Kendall just nodded his head and placed it on Logan shoulder as their walked back to the car. Logan opens the door for Kendall; as soon as he closed the door Kendall's closed his eyes. He was dead tired and as soon as he felt the softness of the seat, he was gone. Logan walked over to the driver side and got in, once inside he turned to see Kendall sound asleep already which brought a small smile to his face.

"Well that didn't take long." Logan started the car and started to drive back home when he heard Kendall phone going off, taking one hand off the wheel, he leaned over and answers his phone. "Hello."

"Logan?"

"Oh hey, Mrs. Schmidt"

"Sweetie are you and Kendall alright? I mean for earlier tonight." Thinking about it be knew that right now they were find but about tomorrow he didn't know yet.

"Yea, we are find, had a little fight that's all but everything is better now." Logan lied though his teeth's, he knew Kendall wasn't ready to tell anyone just yet. He had called his doctor, the one that has been taking care of him since his birth. Kendall and Logan had appoint tomorrow morning to make sure that he was in deed pregnant before they told everyone.

"Logan, are you sure there isn't anything else going on with you two?" Logan took a moment before he answered her question.

"No just a stupid little fight, that's all. We will see ya tomorrow. Good Night."

"Goodnight sweetie." Logan hung up the phone and turned his head to see Kendall. He looked so peaceful and happy. He could have sworn that Kendall even had a little smile on his face.

The next morning Logan rolled over to find that Kendall wasn't in bed with him. He sat up, looked around the room, and didn't see him at all. Logan moved so his feet were hanging off the bed, he let out a yawn before standing up, he was about to call out when he heard someone throwing up in the bathroom that was connected to his bedroom. "Kendall are you ok in there?" Logan asked moving over so he was standing in front of the door. After a few seconds of now answers he got one.

"Yup, my stomach didn't like the chicken last night or the ice cream I had an hour ago." Running his finger through his hair Logan went to turn the knob. "Don't come in here! I look like shit!" Logan couldn't help but laugh at that. Chuckling at that Logan smiled and took his hand away from the knob.

"Ok babe I am going into the kitchen. When you think you look good enough come meet me." Logan said before he walked out the door. He walked through the hall, passed his sister room. He peeked his head inside and seen that she was getting her stuff ready for school. "Morning"

"Hey, Morning, Oh is Kendall sick? I heard him throwing up all last night?" Presley asked as she opened her door all the way and walked out into the hallway with her brother.

"Dinner didn't agree with his stomach."

"Got ya'll, hey don't you two have to be at work in a few hours?"

"Shit" Logan said. He had forgotten about that. He was too worried about getting Kendall to the doctors to ever call and tell the guys that he and Kendall were going to be late. Presley saw that look on his brother face and knew he had forgotten.

"You forgot didn't you?" she said with a little laugh.

"No, hey you leave in 5, so I would be going." Logan said as he watched his sister give him those eyes and walked into the living room. Logan soon followed her and saw his mom sitting at the table reading the new paper and drinking some coffee.

"Morning Logie bear."

"Morning" Logan answered back as he poured him some coffee, he wanted to be wide away when Kendall and he saw the doctor that was in an hour. Logan groaned and pulled a chair out and sat next to his mother. Noticing his son action Pam couldn't help worry about her son.

"Are you ok? You look like you didn't get any sleep at all last night?"

"I didn't… Kendall kept getting up to puke. God, I hope that morning sickness crap doesn't last long." Logan said as he leaned back in his chair and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Morning sickness" Logan looked up at his mother and realized what he had just said. Logan looked to his mother but before he could say anything Kendall walked in holding a rage to his mouth. Every little smell made him want to throw up. Pam turned to see how sickly Kendall looked as he walked closer to Logan and herself.

"Well, it looks like I was right and Kathy was wrong." Logan and Kendall both looked her with wide eyes.

"Right about what mom" Logan asked. Pam turned back to the boys and smiled.

"Oh, just that we both had a feeling that Kendall was going to get pregnant this month or the last I mean the way you two have been these last few months it was bound to happen. Kathy picked January and I picked December. So, I am right." Kendall was shocked but he still walked over to Logan and sat in his lap. He was dead tired and the puking wasn't helping him any.

"I would be upset with this but I am tired." Kendall said leaning his back onto Logan who wrapped his arms around him. "Well, I guess we don't have to tell you."

Pam stood up and walked over to the sink and placed her cup in there before she turned back to see her son and Kendall watching her. "Kendall have you seen a doctor yet?"

"No, mom we are going this morning." Logan turned his head and saw the time. "Damnit, Ken we have 35mins to get there." Kendall moaned and stood up, he wasn't in the mood to go this morning but he and Logan needed to make sure about everything.

"Boys, I won't say anything to Kathy until I here for you." Logan and Kendall both smiled. Logan started to push Kendall from his lap. Standing up Logan turned back to Kendall and saw that look he was giving him and he knew.

"You're going to have to carry me back into the room; I am too tired to move." Kendall said smiling at Logan before he knew Logan would. Logan shook his head and walked back over to Kendall who had his arms out watching for Logan.

"Your glad your light." Logan said picking Kendall up bride style. Kendall then wrapped his arm around Logan as they walked back to Logan room. After Logan and Kendall were ready, it was off to see the Doctor. The boys had so many miss calls from, Dustin, to Carlos, their manger and other people. They knew they would hear it later but right now that didn't matter to them one bit.

Carlos Pena Jr, James Maslow and the rest of the big time crew were all getting pissed and worried at the same time. Logan and Kendall were missing and neither one of them were picking up their cell phone. They had been calling them for an hour and still nothing. Carlos called Kendall mother and brothers but they too had no idea where they were. Logan family was in the same boat, well one person knew but she wasn't say anything.

"Ok, that is it!" Dustin said pulling out his phone one more time. About a years ago Logan and him got bored and stolen Kendall phone and but a tracker on it. Dustin pulled up something and then hit some number and waited for the phone to load.

"What are you doing?" James asked as he and Carlos walked over to Dustin with some other crewmembers. Dustin looked up and smiled before he went back to what he was doing.

"Logan and I got bored one day and decided to place a tracker on Kendall phone, so we could see where ever he went." Dustin said as the screen lit up. Everyone waited until a little blue dot came on the phone. Dustin went and hit it and soon the name came up to where Kendall was at this very moment.

"Woman and Children Hospital" James asked. He looked at everyone and then back to Dustin phone. Dustin eyes went wide; he knew what was going on now. He knew about Kendall and if he was there that only meant one thing. Kendall was Pregnant.

"Oh, this damn thing is messing up again." Dustin said shoving his phone back into his pocket. "Look, let's give them another hour and if they aren't here then we will try calling them again." Everyone shook their heads and agreed.

Back at the doctor Kendall and Logan sat there patiently waiting for Kendall's name to be called.

"Clam down Kendall, everything is going to be ok." Logan told him as he placed his hand on his knee. Kendall leg was going up and down, something he does when he is nerves.

"I can't what if I can't carry this baby, or if something wrong with the fetus and I have to terminate it." Kendall said trying to fight back the tears that wanted to escape. Logan saw and placed his on Kendall shoulder and pulled him closer to him and placed a kiss a pond the side if his head. Logan and Kendall stayed like that for a few moments before a nurse came out and called Kendall name. Logan and Kendall smiled to each other and followed the nurse to a room. She took some information down she needed.

"It won't be long." She said before leaving the room. Logan could tell that Kendall was worried and to be honest he was too. Kendall noticed that Logan's hands was shaking a little bit, Kendall squeezed it to reassure Logan that everything was going to be fine.

"Now, look who is getting worried?" Kendall said with a little chuckle in his voice.

"Shut up ok…" Logan said smiling at Kendall. The two sat there together not saying a word until the door opened and the doctor came walking in. Kendall smiled as he did, he had been forever since he had seen her.

"Good Morning Kendall, I haven't seen you in ages. Oh and this must be the person I hear so much about." Doctor Hebert said while looking towards Logan. Kendall turned to Logan and smiled.

"Yea, that would be me."

"I would guess so. Now, Kendall do we think that we might be pregnant?"

"Yea, I been feeling like it and I took two tests one Saturday and the other last night and both came out positive. So here I am…"

"I see, well I am going to take some blood and have you pee into this cup and we will see. It shouldn't take that long. I will be right back and then we will talk about everything while we wait." The doctor left the room and another nurse came in to take some blood work. Kendall left and went to the bathroom and came back. Not, long after that the doctor came back in and sat down. "Now, Kendall I know we have talked about this before but I would just like to go over a few things with you.

"That is fine. Logan doesn't know so go head." Logan just smiled at them and pulled the chair that was sitting in the corner up to Kendall and the doctor.

"Ok, Kendall if it does turn out that you are pregnant this will be conceded a high risk. Only two other men who were born with this were able to carry their child to full term. You will have to be very careful with what you do."

"You're talking about like the dancing and anything that will put pressure on his body?" Logan asked.

"Yes, the singing and acting isn't a big deal as long as it doesn't cause too much stress on his body. Kendall you won't show as much either as a normal woman would. This in your case would be a good thing. Now, Kendall if this baby is to be carried full term you will have to be put on bed rest in your 7 months." All Kendall did was shake his head. He knew some of the risk but he didn't care anymore. If he was in deed having a baby he would do everything in his power to bring his child into the world safe.

"So, what you're saying his that Kendall will be limited to what he can do after the 6 month?" Logan asked as he grabbed Kendall hand. Kendall just smiled at him.

"Yes, I know this isn't what you wanted to hear but it is the only way for the baby to be carried." Logan and Kendall just smiled and then look back to the doctor.

"I don't care if I am to be put on bed rest and won't be able to do things I want my child to be born healthy and safe." Kendall said right as a nurse came back in with his test results. Logan and Kendall both took a deep breath as she opened the file. Both men watched her eyes as she read over the papers. Once she was done, she closed the file and looked to Kendall and Logan who were waiting for the new.

"Well, congratulation you too, it looks like you're going to be parents." Kendall felt relief wash over him. He smiled at Logan and then leans back on the table. "Is he ok?" The doctor asked.

"Yea, he is fine." Logan stood up, walked over to Kendall, leaned down and kissed him. The doctor could only smile.

"Would you boys like an ultrasound done?" Kendall sat up, smiled, and nodded his head. "I take that as a yes." Everyone got up and followed the doctor into a room, she asked Kendall to lie down and lift his shirt up. Kendall did as he was told and waited for the doctor to get everything ready. Not long after that the doctor placed that cold gel on him. The screen came on. Logan and Kendall were watching her until she stop. "There…" She pointed. Logan smiled and grabbed Kendall hand.

"Wow, there it is…." Kendall said.

"Yup a little peanut" Logan said. The doctor moved around and pressed a few bottoms and soon a picture was printed out.

"First baby picture" She handed it to Kendall and Logan. "Oh I should let you two know that the two other cases like Kendall, both pregnancies were multiple births.

"What" Kendall and Logan both asked?

Well, later that day the Kendall and Logan decided they would go back to Kendall place. Both of them knew it was going to be hell. They hadn't talked to anyone since last night and didn't show up to work, and didn't answer any phone calls. Logan pulled into the driveway and turned the car off. "I don't want to do this Ken, can we just leave and go somewhere until the baby is born and then come back." Logan said learning into the seat.

"And you talk about me? Logan, we will be fine. We can make it through this together and if people cannot understand then find. I rather share my life with you and this baby then have fame." Logan couldn't help but smile at Kendall, he leaned up and brought his lips to Kendall. Kendall pulled Logan closer and soon wrapped his arms around him. They pulled away and leaned against each other foreheads. "Well, it's now or never."

"Can I choose never?" Kendall smiled, opens the door, walked over to Logan side, and pulled him out. Both men stood outside the front door, neither one wanted to go in but this needed to be done. Kendall slowly opens the door and pulls Logan with him. They both walked into the living room to find Kendall mother, father and their Manger all sitting down talking. When Kathy saw them, she turned her head and smiled at them but Kendall could tell she was upset. He had never blown off work like this or avoided her phone calls.

"Hi" Was all Kendall could say.

"Hi, that is all you can say? Kendall everyone has been worried about you two. You two walk out of here last night, I call you and Logan both but get no answers and then you two don't even bother to show up at rehearsal." Kathy said. Logan was going to say something to her when their Manger spoke up, he had had a long day talking to everyone trying to find out what was going on.

"Look, I don't know what happened with you two last night, but you can't just skip rehearsal, there are so many other people involved in this. I will not have your personal problem getting in the way of this." Logan stood there and listen to him talk, he turn to see Kendall and could tell that he upset. Logan took a deep breath before letting him have it. It had been a long day for everyone.

"Look, I don't give a fuck about the damn tour or rehearsal right now! Kendall and I have more importance things to worry about in our lives then getting ready for a concert!" Logan's out busted caused Kathy to stand up.

"What is going on and I want an answer now?" Kathy asked. Kendall walked towards his mom, handed her a little envelope. She took it from Kendall and opened it up, took the picture out and gasps.

"That is what is going on with us right now. And Logan is right; this means more to me than the tour." Kendall said walking into the kitchen. Logan soon followed him, leaving Kathy, Kent and their manger in the living room. Kent stood up and made his way over to his wife who was still looking down at the picture that lay in her hand.

"Kathy what is it?" Kent asked his wife. She gave her husband the picture and he looked at him. He knew this could happen but he didn't think it would happen right now. "Well…"

"What is going on?" Kathy and Kent turned to the boy's manger and started to explain to him about Kendall's medical condition. They told him that there was a chance that he would be able to have child and if so, it would be difficult for him. He would have to be very careful in everything he did while carrying the baby. That meant the tour would have to be canceled, unless Kendall could just be there, sing, and not dance.