I stared at his beautiful green eyes and I whispered the words " I love you " to his ears.

" I love you too" he said hugging me tight around my waist.

" I can't believe my parents, I hate them for making me do this" I said crying in his arms.

He didn't say anything just held me until all the tears subsided. My life was in Portland, Oregon, not in Forks, Washington.

I hated them for taking me away from Jason, the love of my life.

I had feeling I was going to hate at Forks. I was going to hate anywhere where there was no Jason. I was going to miss my friends and my school.

I was going to miss everything and everybody.

I cried in his arms for a while and he just held me there hugging me as tight as he could.

"Renesmee, I am going to miss you "He said kissing my head.

"Me too, if I hated there I running away from there and coming back here" I said with tears in my eyes.

"Please, Honey don't do anything drastic. I don't want you to get in trouble"

"I don't care. I was going to run away already but you stop me" I said remembering that rainy day, when I found about this tragedy.

I ran away to Jason's and he convinced me to go back to my house.

" I care about you honey. Remember this is going to test our relationship, but we could survive this" He said reassuring me.

We kissed a while and we didn't say much. Then I heard this disturbing vibrating noise from my bag. I knew who it was and why they were calling.

"What?" I answered the phone. I knew I sound rude, but I didn't care about manners at this point. Not when my whole life was going to change.

"We are leaving soon, it time for you to come back to the house" My mom said sounding wickedly sweet as always.

"Fine" I said hanging up the phone not even bother with goodbyes

"Lets go honey" He said pulling me to his car. I said good bye to our secret place.

When he drove me home, the car was filled with silence. When we were close to arrive to my house. He stopped the car and said " I love you. Try to have a good time in Forks, for me "

Before I could even say something, he pulled me into a deep kiss. He pulled away and started driving. I looked at him once and I said good-bye. I kissed for a last time; I tried to remember everything about him.

I walked to the house and I felt the car pull away. I felt tears fall from my eyes. My parents were near the entrance.

"Sweetie, its not the end of the world" Mom said as I walked to my room.

"Not to you. Since nothing directly affects you, you don't care. You never care about me, you are so self fish" I said to her bitterly. I regretted the words that just came out of my mouth, but I was not taking them back.

"Renesmee Cullen, you are forbidden to ever talk to your mother or anybody like that again" My father said in a stern voice.

I just shut my door closed. I tried to memorize everything about my beautiful room. Everything was already put into bags and boxes.

I heard a knock on the door. I quickly wipe my tears a way and prevented news ones to form.

I hated when people saw me crying. I thought they were seeing me as "weak".

My mom entered the room and I didn't even paid attention to her.

"Renesmee, I am sorry that you are going through a hard time. We have to go back to Forks, Charlie is sick and needs our help. I know you are going to miss Jason and your friends but this will be good for you." Mom said trying to make me feel better.

I feel bad for mom because her father was sick, but this was a life changing event.

"I feel bad for what I said mom. Things are going to change a lot mom" I said hugging her.

" I know, Sweetie. I promise things are going to be okay" she kissed the top of my fore head.

"I know" I said looking outside the window.

"Lets go the last moving truck has arrived. Is this all of your stuff?" She said looking at my pile of bags and boxes.

"Yes that's it" I said looking around my room for the last time.

Thank-fully my mom and dad are not selling the house, so all of our furniture is still going to remain here.

My dad awaited outside my door, and with less stern voice he said " Are things okay"?

He carefully inspected my mom and I. I guessed my mom shield is up. My mom shield has been up since Jason and I started dating.

I was teenager who deserves privacy to have her own thoughts, without her vampire mind reading father peaking in.

"Yes, things are going to be fine, I guess" I said and my father walked closer and gave me a quick hug.

"Let's go. Get in the car Renesmee, your uncles and I will get your bags" He said and as I walked to the door. My uncles came in and flash a smile towards me. I gave them a half-smile since I was trying to remember every detail of my childhood home.

I got into the car and waited for everything to be loaded in the moving truck. My mom came in and sat in the passenger's seat in the front. We were going to Forks in my dad's Volvo.

The rest of my family was going to their own car.

Thank-god for vampire needs for speed. They made the tedious 5 hour drive to 3 hrs only. I heard my IPod all the way there; I didn't feel like talking much. I was too sad to text Jason. I was going to call him either at night or tomorrow.

"Welcome to Forks" Mom said with a smile on her face, as Dad pulled up to the beautiful glass house.

This house was in private environment, it was in the middle of the forest somewhere.

Everyone had a smile on their face, when they arrived. Too bad, I didn't have one.

It was 2 in the afternoon. With vampire speed and strength, we were settled in by 5 in afternoon.

Within a few minutes in walking distance from the house, was a small beautiful cottage.

I remodeled the room and put everything away. This was my first home, but I was too young to remember.

We moved when I was in physical age of 5 years old, I barely remember this house.

I needed to cry, but I wanted to be strong.

My mom called me from the living room.

"Renesmee we going to visit Charlie, you want to come?" Mom asked as she placed flowers in the vase.

" Sure" I said. I wanted to see around this town, I was willing to give this town a semi-chance.

"Thanks Honey. Get ready, we will go in a few minutes" I went to my room and fixed my hair.

I have not seen my grand-father in 6 years. I wanted to look nice when I saw him. Since there was a big age difference, since last time he saw me.

Last time he saw me I was physically 5, now I am physically 18.

I got in to the back seat, since my mom and dad where in the front seats.

" Renesmee you know you are going to start school Monday right?" My dad said casually.

"Unfortunately" I mumbled.

"Honey, the school is not that bad" She said looking in the rear-view mirror.

"Mom, please. Its half way through the year and I am a new student. Things are going to be bad" I said looking out the window.

"If you have that pessimistic attitude, things are going to be bad. Think positively and things are going to be much better" My father said encouragingly.

"Whatever" I mumbled

A few short minutes later, we arrived to faintly familiar house. We knocked at the door and a nice women answered the door.

"Bella, Edward, it is so nice to see you" She said happily and hugging each of them.

I was right behind them, giving her a strange look.

She gave me a quick look and put her hands over her mouth. "Oh my goodness, Renesmee, you are so beautiful" She said hugging me and I shot a look to my parents.

I hugged her back though I felt strange doing so. She pulled away and said "Honey, you were young when you left, you must not remember me. I am Sue, your grandfather wife" She said pointing at her.

I just nodded and followed my parents inside. We sat in the living room and Charlie was there in recliner chair. Poor Charlie, looked pale and weary.

He is recovering pneumonia.

Sue and Charlie were nice people and they have a nice home. I look very happy together.

I look around and saw pictures of my already young mother. They were telling stories of my parents and when they were going out.

I had a nice time over at their house. I got to my room, I took the phone from desk and saw a couple of miss calls from my parents. I saw one text from Jason, that said " I Love you and miss you".

I texted back " I love you too, Miss you tons. Good night" as I finish texting, I went to take a shower and went to bed.

Sunday went by quickly, we went to visit Charlie again and this time meet Sue's children. Well they were children, they were young adults. They were both a bit older than me. Their names were Seth and Leah.

Seth was 20 years and Leah was 24 years old. Seth was very kind and friendly but Leah was the opposite. Leah seemed like she has a huge attitude problem.

Unfortunately the most dreaded day came for me. Monday, today I begin the school.

Dad wanted to make things better by letting me have his Volvo but it wasn't. Though I was thankful but they could not buy me off.

As I drove and parked in the school's parking lot, I got dead stares from girls.

Boys kept asking questions about my family and where I came from. They kept on giving me unwanted and unnecessary attention.

I wish I was invisible. Girls were giving fake smiles and whispering to each other. I hated school so bad.

I wish I was back at Portland.

It was the end of the school day and I survived my first day of school, so I thought. This group of girls surrounded me at the end of the hallway.

"You better keep your eyes off our men, you whore" They said putting me against the wall.

"I didn't do anything. You better tell them to leave me alone" I said sternly and pushing them away.

"Please, like anyone would like you, you are not that pretty. You are a bit bulgy and your hair is mess" This blonde hair girl was poking my stomach and trying to pinch it.

"Keep your hands off me and I guess you don't own a mirror right?" I said pushing her hand away from my stomach.

Thankfully a teacher came up the stairs and the stupid cheerleaders moved away. He asked me everything was fine and I said yes. I walked quickly to the car.

I drove angrily to the house. I hated my parents and my family for coming here. Especially, for putting me in this situation without consulting me first, a new place, a new school and new friends.

I angrily parked the car in the garage and slam the door when coming out.

I stomped my feet to the house and saw this old car parked in front of it. I guessed we had visitors.

I opened the front door of the big house and my mom asked me from the living room "How is was your day sweetie" she sounded so happy.

" How do you think things went " I said angrily

I guess she must have noticed the sarcasm in my voice that she didn't answer.

Though I continued and responded the question anyway. " I hate it. I hate it here, I want to go back home. I don't want to be stuck in the middle of nowhere anymore. People here are so ignorant. " I screamed from the entrance. I slammed the bag to the floor and I walked to the kitchen.

"Renesmee, please control your voice, I know I have taught you better than that. We talk about it later but right now please be on your best behavior" my mom said sternly.

I rolled my eyes and opened the fridge to get a soda. I let out a big sigh and walked to the kitchen. My eyes were at the soda since the lid broke, I was trying to open it.

"Renesmee this is my friend Jacob Black" My mom said happily once in the living room. I put the soda to the side and looked at him.

I reached over to shake his hand and I looked up. I was surprised

I was surprised by such beauty, such honesty in his eyes. I felt this feeling that I never felt before. This feeling that was unexplainable. I haven't felt that way towards nobody, not even Jason.

I was scared to feel this way.