AN: Hey guys. This is my first fanfic ever. I feel proud about this story. I may just want to continue this, Just maybe. Well, for now, Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do NOT own. Sadly. V_V
Warning: Kissing scene, guyXguy, idk what else. LOL
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Tomorrow Never Knows What Will be Next
Ritsuka was walking down the hallway to his class. 'I wonder if Soubi is going to be here after school.' The boy thought to himself. After he finished that thought his cell phone vibrated in his pocket. He took it out and noticed it was a text message. 'I'll meet you outside the school gates after school. Love Soubi' He smiled to himself, but stopped after he realized he was smiling because of Soubi. 'Why does he do this to me? He makes me feel like I've never felt before. He says it's love. What is love?' he said to himself before he walked into 6th period. He sat down at his desk and pulled out the small book Soubi gave him a few months ago. It had all the photographs they took of the times they've had together. He skimmed through them before stopping at a photo of Soubi. His heart skipped a beat and he smiled his shy smile. He closed the book and stared off into the outside foyer of the school.
"Ritsuka, are you paying attention to my lesson?" his math teacher asked, staring sternly at the young neko-boy.
"Ah, yes. Sorry Kamino-sensei." he said, his face blushing in embarrassment. His teacher looked at him for a few more seconds before going on with his lesson. 'I wish this class could be over, so I could see Soubi.' he said to himself, before switching his attention to the math lesson.
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The bell rang it's monotone ring an hour later. It was the sound of another school day ending. Kids were running out of the school in a rush, while Ritsuka took his time and walked. His ears perked up when he noticed a familiar blonde-haired man standing outside the gates.
"Hello Ritsuka." Soubi said, petting the boy between his cat ears.
"Soubi, can we go get something to eat? I haven't ate yet and I'm really hungry." Ritsuka said, purring at the man's touch.
"We can do whatever you want Ritsuka." Soubi said, taking out a cigarette and lit it.
"Okay, umm, I would like a bento box from Mizumi." Ritsuka said, taking Soubi's hand and towing him along behind him.
"Well let's go to my place. I'll make you a bento box myself." Soubi said, gently tugging Ritsuka the opposite way.
"Okay, but only if you'll make me somen." Ritsuka said, stopping Soubi before they walked on.
"Okay. That's a deal." Soubi said, dropping his finished cigarette and stomped on it.
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They walked a few more blocks until finally arriving at Soubi's apartment. Soubi dug out his key from his pocket and opened the door, letting Ritsuka in first. Ritsuka walked into the little living room, dropping his backpack off before he sat down at the coffee table.
"Soubi, while I'm here can you help me with my calligraphy?" Ritsuka asked. He could hear Soubi stop his sudden movements in the kitchen.
"Yes, I can." Soubi said, coming out from the kitchen. He pulled the boy to his feet and looked him in the eyes.
"Ritsuka, do me a favor and spend the night tonight." he said, pulling Ritsuka in a hug.
"Well, what about my mother? She's going to wonder where I am." Ritsuka said, trying to not lose his train of thought.
"You're mother beats you. I feel like I won't have to worry about you, because I'll be taking care of you. Here, in my home." Soubi said holding the boy tight and close to him, like he was the most precious being. Ritsuka couldn't take it anymore, he got lost in the sent of Soubi. He smelled of strawberries and cigarettes.
"So, I take that as a yes?" Soubi said, kissing the top of Ritsuka's head.
"I guess one night couldn't hurt." he said, holding Soubi closer, breathing in his scent.
"Ritsuka, I love you." Soubi whispered into the boy's ears. Ritsuka pulled away and looked Soubi in his deep purple eyes.
"Soubi, I think I'm falling in love with you." Ritsuka said. Soubi said nothing, only holding Ritsuka close.
"Oh Ritsuka, you're too cute for me." Soubi said, making Ritsuka blush and giggle like a school girl. A few moments later Soubi slung Ritsuka over his shoulder and carried him into the kitchen.
"I'm making dinner. Make yourself comfortable." Soubi said, setting Ritsuka in one of the bar stools by the counter.
"Okay. Umm, can I help you make dinner?" Ritsuka asked, playing with his ring that Soubi gave him. Soubi gave him that ring when they started dating. Ritsuka finally made Soubi his lover after three weeks of their friendship. He remembered them making memories in the autumn leaves, when Soubi asked him to make him his lover.
"You okay?" Soubi asked, taking Ritsuka's little hand into his bigger one.
"Oh, yeah. Just remembering the time you asked me to make you my lover." Ritsuka said, blushing while looking down at his butterfly ring. Soubi noticed he was smiling at the ring he gave him. He had the same ring on his left ring finger, the same finger Ritsuka wore his. Soubi tilted the boy's head up and surprised the boy with a light kiss to his lips. Ritsuka could feel his face heat up. Soubi let go of his chin and went back to getting out ingredients for dinner.
"Still want to help cook, Ritsuka?" Soubi asked, waiting for his answer.
"Oh, yes!" Ritsuka said, jumping out of his chair.
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Soubi set the table and brought the food and Ritsuka to the table.
"Looks really good, Soubi" Ritsuka said, sitting down on the plush pillow and grabbed his chopsticks.
"Well, eat up." Soubi said, feeding Ritsuka a little rice. He served the boy pot stickers, white rice, teriyaki chicken, rainbow sushi and somen.
"Mmm, Soubi. You're a really good cook. I wish I could cook like you." Ritsuka said, his violet eyes looked down at his lap. Soubi tilted the child's head up so he could see his face. His eyes were watery, he looked like he was about to cry.
"What's the matter Ritsuka?" Soubi asked, pulling him into his lap.
"I wish my mother was like you. You're so kind, loving, and so motherly." Ritsuka said, sobbing uncontrollably into Soubi's chest.
"Shh, don't cry Ritsuka. I'm here for you and always will be. Don't cry anymore." Soubi said, stroking the boy's soft black hair. After a few minuets Ritsuka was trying to catch his breath. Soubi offered him a glass of water. Ritsuka couldn't stop shaking so Soubi held the glass while Ritsuka drank. Soubi was worried about him. Ritsuka was everything he wanted and everything he needs.
"Why don't you just move in with me? I'll take full guardianship of you. You wouldn't have to worry about anything. I just don't like to see you like this, Ritsuka." Soubi said, gently patting the boy's back.
"But my mother needs me." Ritsuka said, trying to move his hair out of his eyes.
"Until one day she beats you to death. I don't think so, Ritsuka." Soubi said, taking one of his butterfly clips out of his pocket. He put it in Ritsuka's hair, so he wouldn't have to worry about his hair.
"I don't know Soubi. She lost Seimei, she lost the real Ritsuka, and I don't want her to lose me now.....I'm just confused.....If I move in does that mean I have to lose my ears?" Ritsuka asked, feeling the top of his head for his ears.
"Silly Ritsuka. I will not make you do anything you're not ready for. So that's a no....for right now. Maybe in the future or when you're ready." Soubi said, watching his little neko-boy play with his ears. Soubi just kissed the boy's forehead lightly and set him back down on his pillow. They ate their dinner in peace. Soubi asked his usual questions about school and his friends.
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"Soubi, what's for dessert?" Ritsuka said, setting his chopsticks on the table.
"Strawberry Red Velvet Cupcakes." Soubi said, cleaning up the table. He had his arms full of the dirty dishes and walked into the kitchen, putting them in the sink. He walked over to the other side of the kitchen and grabbed a plate that was covered. He hid it behind his back while walking into the dinning room. He set it right in front of Ritsuka. Ritsuka just looked at it in wonderment.
"You can open it, Ritsuka." Soubi said, grabbing his pack of cigarettes and lit one. Ritsuka grabbed the lid of the plate and slowly lifted it open. His eyes widen in surprise when he saw ten big cupcakes with huge strawberries in the pink icing. He picked one up and started licking the icing off it. Soubi chuckled when Ritsuka's lips started getting pink from the icing.
"What a cute kitten." Soubi said, caressing the side of Ritsuka's cheek.
"Are you going to eat one Soubi?" Ritsuka asked him, in an innocent voice.
"Only if you'll feed it to me." Soubi said, putting out his cigarette. Ritsuka blushed and grabbed a cup cake. He got up and sat in Soubi's lap. Ritsuka took the strawberry off first, letting Soubi nibble on it.
"You eat the rest. I'm not very fond of strawberries." Soubi said, feeding the other half to Ritsuka.
"Then what type of fruit are you fond of?" Ritsuka asked while dipping his slender finger in the pink icing.
"I love kiwi." Soubi said, taking the boy's finger in his mouth. Ritsuka let out a soft moan while Soubi was licking and sucking off the icing.
"Soubi, can I try something?" Ritsuka asked, taking a bite of the cupcake.
"Do what ever you please Ritsuka. As long as it's with me and only me." Soubi said, resting his hands behind him, letting them hold his weight up. Ritsuka leaned in closer to Soubi, capturing his lips into a kiss. This took Soubi by surprise for a few seconds. He felt Ritsuka's tongue lick his lip, asking for entrance. Soubi opened his lips to find the cake being fed to him. It tasted like chocolate and Ritsuka.
"Mmm, Ritsuka." Soubi moaned. He deepened the kiss by gently licking Ritsuka's tongue.
"Soubi." Ritsuka moaned. He weaved his fingers in the blonde hair.
"I think we should take this to the bedroom." Soubi said, carrying Ritsuka to his clean room.
He laid the boy on the bed, while he held his weight up over the boy.
"Soubi, can we go all the way this time?" Ritsuka said, pulling Soubi down to lay on his chest. Soubi could hear the boy's heart beat. 'His heart beats for me. It calls my name. Soubi. Soubi. Soubi.' he said to himself.
"You want me to take your ears now? I'm not going to take them, if you're not ready yet." Soubi said, still listening closely to Ritsuka's heart.
"Soubi, I've been thinking a lot tonight. I can tell you're the only one for me. You really love me and you don't want to do anything that would hurt me. For once in my life someone really cares and loves me. I love you Soubi." Ritsuka said, confessing his love.
"Oh, Ritsuka you're ready. I've been waiting for you to say those words. I love you too Ritsuka." Soubi said, holding the boy close. He never wants to lose him. He lost his mother but he doesn't want to lose Ritsuka. Ever.
"Ritsuka, will you marry me?" Soubi asked, looking into the brown eyes below him.
"Oh, Soubi. Yes, yes, I would love nothing but to marry you." Ritsuka said, pulling Soubi into a deep kiss. 'I never want anyone but him. I don't want him to leave me either. Ever.' Ritsuka said to himself.
"That's good to hear. I don't want you ever to leave me, Ritsuka." Soubi said, holding onto the boy like his life depended on it.
"You don't leave me." Ritsuka said. Soubi was looking at Ritsuka when he noticed something moving on his arm. He looked at his arm more closer. Writing was appearing on his left arm in calligraphy. It read 'Loveless'. He stared at it in disbelief. He felt around his neck for the scar Seimei left on him. It wasn't there.
"Ritsuka, let me see your left arm." Soubi said. Ritsuka lifted his left arm up so Soubi could see it but noticed it read 'Loveless'. He stared at it in awe. He hurriedly grabbed Soubi's left arm and saw the same thing.
"Soubi, do you know what this means?" Ritsuka said, smiling a true big smile.
"Yes. I no longer belong to Beloved. I belong to Loveless." he said, kissing Ritsuka with all the love in him.