The never ending torture

by tails the cute fox

En tao is cruel.But would he really torture his own nephew? And len belives the lie that he is evil and agree's with what his uncle has done to him over the months . But how far will he take it .warning charecter death,blood and heavy emotions

1. It begins

Hi

.I know that I have typed this up 3 times but I have had problems. This is my seconed fanfiction. It's not sonic because i looked for shaman king and all i could find was s.k. love stories (yuk!) i decided to write a shaman king fan fiction .also the first part is lens nightmare,to save confusion
now on with the ficcy!oh by the way, in this story lyserg is a girl

the never ending pain

Everything was dark. That's how it started. Then the pain intrudes my solitude. The overwhelming pain that plagues me every night. The headaches. The images of my murderous past flashes before me and then my uncle appears, taunting me almost. And then...

I woke up in a cold the corner was miniveenmon, snoring loudly .He may be the most irritating thing I know but still...he's kinda cool. Bason is asleep as well.
" ringa ding ding, ringa ding ding,ringa ding ding ding..." my extremely annoying phone blared.
It was a text from yoh
" can't wait till 2morrow.u will look soooo stupid dancing. ;) yoh "
Of course the party. He won't catch me dancing .I will see faust about the headaches tomorrow .I looked out at the window longingly, hoping that maybe, just maybe I would catch a glimpse of the moon. But I saw nothing but the black sky, reaching throughout the stars,controlled by the sun. That is something we had in a searing pain flowed through me : its was the pain my uncle subjected me to,the pain of switch blade cut. Maka once said that the kishin is the most evil creature in the world. How wrong she was. Miniveenmon stirred slightly, but he was only sleep talking. Something about sausages and stomach growled hungrily, reminding me that my last meal was 3 weeks ago. Only 1 week left until I can eat again. Then I remembered the party. What would I say to the guys : oh hey. I'm not eating anything because I'm to depressed too,because I'm thinking about how my uncle has a hold on my life and has been recently been trying to kill me. I dont think so .I groaned as I realised black star would be there. And kid. No one knows about my torment and suffering. They can't know. The sleeping pills I took earlier kicked in as I fell into a drug induced sleep

The first thing I heard the next morning was my phone going !

" hey len." yoh again
The pills still hadn't worn off yet " what yoh? I'm still half a sleep "
" meet me at monument hill ,Rio and trey and the others are meeting us there and maka will catch up later "
" what ever. "
"It's about...your uncle len "
My uncle!had they found out about my secret. I dropped the phone and yoh's voice grew distant
"oh I forgot to mention, kayleigh is coming. Today is the last day of half term after all so she booked tickets so that all of us could go to Drayton Manor. How cool. Len...are you there? "
Probably the only good thing about this. Kayleigh was coming over. It had been weeks since we last spoke. Her pesky Gomamon, fang, was always blowing up my boiler. I hoped that he wasn't going too.i knew the tickets were a lie to cheer me where yoh can't help me.

Miniveenmon trotted by my side as we made are way to monument hill. He was the only one who knew the dark secret of my life. as we walked through the woods, a critical high pitched voice spoke up
"come to see the losers have we?traitor " ginny,my cousin grinned maliciously
Every part of me wanted to swear violently, to punch and kick her for the part she played in my beatings. But I would only lose. I walked off, ignoring the demands of the monument hill slowly appeared into view I saw everyone there.I was late. Very late.

Putting on a fake grin I ran up the sloping hill to meet them. It had been awhile since we met up like this .But that time it was about me.
"hey guy's how you been " i laughed nervously
They weren't buying it
" come on len,why has en been visiting you every night. Somethings up."yoh said
My defensive manner was replaced by a fuming anger but not just at the question, but at the rage I had been building up over the past months, the things that I encountered every night. My fear of sub-consciously murdering someone.
"look!there is nothing wrong ok.I would tell you if there was!"i yelled, suppressing most of my anger
"no you wouldn't. You don't tell us when your sad " kayleigh and her smart mouth off!
I glared silently at her. But she was right.I would be to embarrassed to tell anyone, especially about this. I stormed of,worried that they would continue to bombard me with questions. Questions I didn't want to answer. Miniveenmon ran off. At that point I couldn't care less . Nothing was worth it any more. My uncle could twist me round his fat fingers and that was certain.A pain flared through me like a hurricane. My broken leg. well I was the only one who knew it was broken. The pain was nauseating, almost knocking me out. I massaged my leg until the agony stopped for a while . I was about to head off to faust's clinic to find out what was wrong with me,why had I become so vulnerable when a certain slack stopped me
"hey 's a pretty bad leg you've got may want to get it seen to, you know,before it gets infected or something. "
" if I wanted it to heal I would " i snapped wishing I hadn't
"wait...If you wanted it to heal...what? You aren't hiding something are you "
" look its nothing.I'm on my way down to get help. Buzz off yoh."
I refused to face him,knowing that my pain would show. I ran off into the woods,hearing lyserg approach yoh." stubborn as always. " she muttered.
I can't face anyone.I can't deal with my secret. Now I know how crona feels

Halfway to the hospital my leg buckled beneath my weight. The only way I got there was because miniveenmon digivoled and carried the time we got there,my legs was strong enough to walk on
"ah len,what can I do for you?"faust asked as I entered the eerie room of bones and medicine. The smell of antiseptic hung in the air and made me more uncomfortable being there.
"I...um...well...recently have been having some...issues .headaches for example and sudden sickness and well was hoping you knew why."I stammerd
Faust looked grim for a moment, which made me worried. All I could think of was the reply that awaited me
" you know len,it could probably be from the incident on October 2nd. But still...the sickness I can't explain. I'll prescribe something along the lines of pain killers. " He replied flatly
October 2nd. The word made me shudder and made me feel as if 10000 people were punching me,leaving me breathless. How could I forget the horror I had experienced. The trick that led me into the swallow ,the place that opened the link for my uncle to gain control over world was far away from me as I was thinking of it
" are you there" faust waved his hand in front of me to snap me out of my trance
"take these pain killers every time the headaches get to much " i was handed a box of tablets
"bye"i mumbled softly as I left the foreboding room .As I did yoh entered

I hid behind the door,listening to the conversation. What was he up to?
" hello faust.I have a question. What did len say just say to you. " He said
Faust sounded taken back by this question but he answered it none the less
"he said that for a while he had been feeling ill and was wondering what was causing his headaches. Why do you ask?"
Yoh was probably suspicious of me but he needed more
"he was ment to ask about his broken leg. Hmm" yoh whispered
" is that all? "inquired faust
yes.I'm good thanks "yoh replied as he left the room, bumping into me
"len,drop the act what's going on?" he demanded
But I had run away by then. If I hadn't ,everything would come truth ,the secrets and the torture. Everything.

It wasn't long until the party. I dreaded would push more into the problem .I stopped thinking for a while as the room went black and I heard miniveenmon calling my name .But I couldn't answer back.A feeling of pain rushed through my veins,preventing me from doing anthing.5 minutes later my vision returned and the first thing I saw was yoh and amidamaru,shaking me.I winced as he repeatedly caught my switch blade cut.
"w..what happened? "i asked woozily
"you passed out that's what happened .I came by to apologise for what happened and I see you fall to the ground. "yoh explained
"i...see. Just don't mention this to anyone. I'll never hear the end of it. " I grinned, masking my pain.
"well I think we have a party to go to " i laughed, changing the subject
Yoh and amidamaru just stared at me, gob smacked at my response. I just smiled at them and stood up. I had taken my pain killers and was all set

At the party I was quite surprised by trey and yoh,challenging each other to food eating was bragging about how strong yoh was whilst tamora blushed as yoh caught her eyes.i stared at the food longingly, and was envious of everyone's happiness. I tried to suppress my sad thoughts and laughed at yoh making an idiot ( yet again!)of himself. He was seeing how long he could hold ALL of the fanta in his mouth whilst being told the funniest jokes ever. Unfortunately for me I was in front of him when he couldn't hold it in any longer. He spat out a mouthful of fanta all over me. Everyone laughed, including me
" yoh!that is disgusting. I'm soaked. You pig !" i shrieked in mock disgust. Because of all this, trey spat his out as well
"trey!are you lot out to get me!I'm going to dry both disgusting. "I yelled, laughing.
In the bathroom I found a towl and dried myself. I had almost killed myself laughing .
"their the only people that can cheer me up.I wonder where black star is"i said to my self
I soon found where black star had gotten to. No sooner had I left the bathroom I heard the entrance doors slam open

"i am the great assassin black star and I have come to get this party started! "black star posed dramatically
Tsubaki entered after him in a red dress and her hair one said anything until...
"maka..."maka began,lifting the book in the way she does when someone irritates her
"chop!"make swung the book at black star
I grinned secretly,then turned my attention to the food on the table,my mouth watering slightly lyserg noticed my look and whispered quietly to me
"the food is for everyone len. dig in. Me and Tsubaki cooked it so it's not poison " she grinned,knowing my fear of eating someone else's food unless I knew them. The mouth watering food was to tempting to resist and I dug in.I didn't eat a lot but I felt better. Just hoped uncle hadn't seen me eat.

The party ended and me,yoh,maka, soul,black star and Tsubaki said are goodbyes. Tsubaki helped cook the food so I decided to give her a gift
"oh Tsubaki. Can you wait there a minute. I have something for you "i said as I reached inside
Yoh knew what I was up thank Tsubaki for the food we bought her a bouquet of her favourite flowers-camilia blossoms.
"Here. It's a present for helping cooking the delicious food. "I said handing her the flowers
Tsubaki smiled back in appreciation and had more training to do with Anna so I went inside to read a book : Darren shan's Zom-b. I was half way through a Page when I heard the door slamming shut. The colour was drained from my face as I realised that my uncle was here, I turned round to face the evil lurking in the shadows. En tao

A menacing smile played on his lips. I gulped hard,swallowing my fear of him but it showed.
"enjoy the party traitor? How was the food?"He glared evily at my throught.
I remained silent, knowing I would just make it worse. Knowing what was going to happen tonight, I sub-consciously reached to feel my neck,a look of pure terror creeping over my face. Before I realised what was going on the air inside of me was sealed inside my body as the monster choked me, making sure that I couldn't breathe. The world became hazy until the air was allowed to return to my lungs. Then I saw ginny smiling nastily at my stomach. They tied me upside down and brung out the red hot poker. They pressed it in to my flesh keeping it there for what seemed like an poker pierced my skin and the nauseating pain returned. I saw the time it started 20:37. By the time they were done with the poker it was 01:37. The pain was excruciating. I thought it was over. But it wasn't. They started pounding my stomach until I couldn't take it anymore : for the first time in years I cried silently. When They were done it was 03:59. Little did I know that yoh and anna had watched the whole ordeal with clenched fists.
I Sobbed long and hard into the night,writhing in agony as I slept. I had school in 3 hours and had to get up in another hour just so we could catch the train to death city

When the time came I wiped my tears,grabbed my suitcase and met up with the others. My face was tear stained and my eyes were still puffy as our friends said goodbye to us. Me and yoh were the only shamans going to the DWMA. The rest of us went to bow tree academy, where the x-laws teach.I remembered the beatings me and yoh had when we were there. Eventually we were moved to fujima high. The only school that has ever thought me normal. Sadly the country it was in had a zombie virus. That's how my debt to zeke came to pass. That's why I will never touch a gun again. So we were moved to the DWMA as meisters. But I have never been able to collect a single kishin soul.I hate the feeling of power over someone else's life

" are you ok because you look as if you have been crying "maka asked quietly
I rubbed my eyes and shook my head. The embarrassment of admitting that was larger than black star's ego. Which is massive. Me and yoh bordered one carriage on the train, maka and the others bordered the other one.

As soon as we got in yoh pulled me to one side,anger burning in his eyes. I looked at him with little confidence
"last night I watched you.I saw everything, the poker, the choking. All of it. Me and Anna watched you endure it for over 5 hours. Why would you allow him to do that to you.I saw you crying your eyes out and I couldn't stand is what you've been keeping from me? Why didn't you say something? "Yoh raged at me,keeping his voice to a whisper
I slumped down into a ball wishing he was would stop asking.

"I can't stand up to him,yoh.I simply can't "i murmerd
Yoh's voice softened as he crouched down besides me.
"how long has he been doing this to you len?Everyone is worried that something bad happened to you. If your actually crying then.."he said
"5 month's .He started a week after October 2nd "i trembled
Yoh noticed maka at the door and waved her away, promising to explain later. I sat there for a while until miniveenmon crept under my arm to try and comfort me. But I couldn't feel happy.
" you kept this to yourself for 5 tortures me for a week with sit ups and im begging for mercy"

The train pulled into the station and all of us got told maka why I was crying and black star overheard. He walked up to me and tried to reasure me
" hey does that to you ,tell ol' black star and he'll help you out. "
I smiled and nodded meekly. Since me and yoh are good friends we share an apartment .uncle wouldn't dream of doing it here! Would he?

He would. I was drifting into an uneasy sleep he pounced upon me, like a cat on a mouse and tied me up,I was beaten until there was nothing left to beat. And he left. But a soon as he did I rushed to the noise woke up yoh, who walked in on me being violently continued for hours until the black,empty void of nothingness enclosed me vision once again.

I was woken by the sound of yoh rapping on the pristine white door.
"hey I'm going to school,however, your not. Your ill and you need to stay home."yoh said sharply.
I nodded, but wishing I didn't have to be alone. So I grabbed a book and the more I read,the more of a struggle it was to continue until I fell asleep, curled up on the sofa.I allowed the book to slip silently out of my fingers. I heard someone pick up the book but I had drifted away before I found out who.