Love Un-lost

Running Blind

I woke up at 2 o'clock in the morning and found myself racing for the bathroom, more importantly the toilet. As I puked out my earlier dinner of spaghetti and meatballs (which lemme tell you doesn't look so good in reverse) Edward was at my side instantly holding my hair back. "Tha-" I managed to choke out before the salad portion of the meal came out.

"Bella, are you alright? You haven't been yourself lately." I stared back at my angel, but only for a second before my lovely spaghetti decided it needed an encore. When I was finally done and absolutely sure that there was no possible food left in my stomach for me to throw up, I turned to see him with a worried expression on his soft pale face.

"I think I have some kind of stomach bug." I lied. "It should pass." Yeah, after nine months…

I hid my face in his chest and then he spoke, "Bella, there's something your not telling me, even though I may not be able to read your mind, I will find out." I tilted my head back up to look at his perfect features and I found my self start to uncontrollably sob. Great.

"Bella, honey," He soothed "It's gonna be okay, just tell me what's wrong." Yeah like its that easy. I can imagine it now, 'Hey Edward you know how you thought you couldn't have kids, well guess what, I'm pregnant with yours.' Yeah because that would blow over well. But my heart started to swell as I saw his pained expression, he hated seeing me like this. And I hated being like this.
"Edward, there's something I have to tell you," I began. "Promise you wont hate me?" I waited, and he nodded "I promise Bella, there's nothing you could do that would make me hate you. Don't you know that?" I guess I did, but I felt it necessary to say it, call it pregnant teenage hormones. I began again "Edward, I think that something is possible that you didn't think was possible." He stared at me "What do you mean love?" "I mean that…" Okay here goes nothing. "I'm pregnant." I blurted out. He sat sincerely shocked. Then his expression changed to something unexpected. "That's wonderful Bella!" "It is?" I asked dumbfounded "I mean, I thought you'd be angry."

He looked at me like I had two heads "Okay a couple flaws with that, 1. I thought I'd never have kids, and now I know I can 2. Why would I be angry with you of all people? If I would have been angry about this, which I'm not, then I would have been angry with myself." I looked at him confused. "I'm the one who got you pregnant, Its not your fault, If anything its mine." I curled up into a ball in his chest. " By the way love, I'm am sorry for the pain it will cause you, I know its not gonna be good. I will eternally, no pun intended, be in your debt, because you are going to give me my two deepest desires, you and now the baby."

Just then Edward's cell phone rang, I flinched at the sudden movement and Edward pulled me closer to him, as if the phone was going to hurt me and he was protecting me. "Hello?" His velvet voice spoke. "Yes, she is fine, thank you for your concern Alice. But please, don't tell the others yet, we want to tell them." I groaned, not because of morning sickness, not because I had to tell Edward's family (I already knew they were going to be ecstatic) but because reality hit me, hard.

I still had to tell Charlie and Renee.

Edward hung up the phone, I looked at him and it hit him too.

Charlie was going to shoot him. A look of horror came over him, and me.

Not that if he did he would die or anything, but because if Charlie shot him and he didn't die, then how were we going to explain that one? If anyone out there reading this has suggestions now would be the time to shout it out.
I left a small huff escape my mouth and grabbed Edward's hand and tried to lead him down the stairs, but he stopped me with his stone hand. "Oh no you don't" I tried to protest, but he stopped me. "Your not allowed to go down any stairs until this baby is born." He said rubbing my stomach.

"What!?" I yelled. "I can go down stairs!"

"Bella face it, you can barley go down stairs without causing the apocalypse, now that your pregnant there's no way I'm taking any chances." I gave him an evil look that said 'when I start to have cravings you are soooo gonna pay' But he just gleamed those brilliantly white teeth at me and gave me that crooked smile. I was like putty in his hands when he did that. Despite my protest he picked me up and carried me down the stairs, to my unfortunate luck Charlie was there. Edward whispered in my ear "We have to tell him now, he doesn't have his gun." I almost chuckled, almost I still had to tell Charlie.

I cringed.
"Dad" I began. "There's something we have to tell you." He cocked his head to the side and asked "What is it Bell's?" How was I supposed to do this! "Um…." Yeah that didn't make me look retarded at all.

"I'm…. Kinda… Sorta… Pregnant" I blurted out the last word so fast I wasn't even sure he heard it.

His eyes bulged and he turned to Edward and screamed "WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO MY LITTLE BELLA!?" Edward tried to hide I smile, I almost slapped him. How could he laugh now of all times. But then I remembered it would hurt me more than it would hurt him, so I didn't see the point.

"Charlie, I am not sorry. I love Bella very much, and I will take care of her."
"WELL, YOU SURE DIDN'T CARE FOR HER WHEN YOU GOT HER PREGNANT, NOW DID YA?" His face was turning a very alarming red and it looked like he was about to have a stroke.

"Dad, I'm sorry for disappointing you…" I tried to gasp out but half way through the sentence I felt nawshus again, I ran for the sink and but this time Edward was there a lot slower because of Charlie he had to walk at human pace. When he did get there he held my hair back and rubbed my back, acting as if Charlie wasn't in the room, He leaned down and kissed me. When he did that I forgot everything else (except got the puking, its kinda hard to forget that.) and between puking I whispered "I love you" and he replied the same.

"HELLO!" Charlie booming voice sent me crashing back to earth. "Hol-" I tried to reply "On-" Edward took it upon himself to reply for me. "can you please wait one minute Charlie, she isn't feeling good."

"AND WHO'S FAULT IS THAT!" He yelled as I chunked up another helping of who no's what, since I thought I had already puked out everything I'm my stomach this morning.

"Please Charlie try to calm down, stress isn't good for the baby."

"WHAT DID YOU EXPECT TO HAPPEN WHEN MY DAUGHTER IS 18 AND SHE TELLS ME SHES PREGNANT!"

"Dad!" I managed to gasp out after I had chucked up my insides into the sink. "Stop! All of it! I cant take it!" I started to sob into Edward's Shoulder and he cradled me like a baby, which I probably was. "Its gonna be okay Bella." He tried to calm me down. It didn't work.