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She stared out the window as she drove towards Yale and back to her dorm. She couldn't believe it He had said he loved her in the middle of the street after chasing her and then he walked away what was going on. Why did he always have to walk into her life and make her fall in love with him and walk away. Why did she have to fall in love with him in the first place she could have stayed with Dean but no she fell in love with Jess what had she been thinking.
She guessed the saying you can't choose who you love was true. She could never say no to Jess. He always seemed to have a hold on her heart. He was like a drug to her She was addictied and she wasn't sure if she wanted to let that go. She parked her car and went into her dorm room throwing her keys down on her bedside table. She flipped on her cd player and lisened to the music pour over her. She let the tears pour down her cheeks. He had left but she still loved him. She tried to concentrate all through out the day the week she couldn't She could always feel her mind drift to him to what he was doing if he still loved her if he had been telling the truth. She didn't have classes on Thusday or Friday so she packed up a bag and headed to her mothers she needed her mom. She needed her gidance. She drove letting the memorys and sorrow roll over her. She parked in the driveway. Pulled out her key and opened the door. She tiptoed up the stairs and into her mothers room.
She climbed into bed next to her mom. "mom" She called softly nudging Lorelai.
Groggily Lorelai heard her daughters voice not sure tht she was acually hearing right though. "Ror is that you." She looked at her daughter and noticed the tears sparking in her eyes in the midnight moon. "Rory whats wrong."
"Mommy I need you I'm so confused." She curled into her mother like she would when she was four and had had a nightmear.
""Rory what is it whats wrong."
"I still love him."
She didn't have to ask who him was even if she hadn't seen the altercation between her daughter and Jess the town spoke gossip was a staple of Stars Hollow and Rory and Jess was to good of gossip material for miss Patty and Bebbett to pass up. "Oh Babe are you sure."
All she could do was nod she couldn't do anything else. Lorelai spent the rest of the night letting her daughter cry out her troubles on her shoulder and trying to figure out if she should tell Rory that Jess was back and that his mom's wedding would be happening in a few days. She brushed the hair from her daughters face. Watching her sleep peacfully. She didn't hate Jess everyone thought she did but she didn't there was something in him that she could understand and she knew that in his own way he truly did love her daughter. She was just scared of what the next few days could bring to her daughter it could be days filled with joy or heartache she hoped for the first becuse she hated to see her baby hurting. She slipped of to sleep praying with everything she had that her daughter could have her happy ending but knowing the road wouldn't be smooth.
A/N ok this story wouldn't leave me so I had to write it please review as you can tell it is right after he told he loved her and right before Liz's wedding again please review but no flames thanks.