A bright light shone on her husband's face as they drove to the restaurant for their second anniversary dinner. The next thing she knew she awoke in a hospital room with a familiar face, but not the one she wished to see.

"Jade… are you awake" asked a familiar red head.

There was a pain in her head and her body ached, but she could not remember how she had gotten there.

"What… what happened. Where is he, where is my husband. Tell me where Beck is!" She exclaimed, her voice echoed throughout the room.

"Jade calm down and rest, I will go and get you the doctor."

Cat left the room and Jade was left alone with her thoughts, trying to remember what happened, or why Cat would not tell her where Beck was. After a few minutes the red head walked in with a middle aged woman with a white coat.

"Miss Jade West, I am Doctor Torres. You and your husband were in a car crash two weeks ago. You have been in a coma due to head trauma and six broken ribs. Your husband who was driving however died on the scene after being thrown out of the car through the windshield,"

All at once the memories hit and I could see the bright light. I felt the pain on impact and saw Beck fly through the windshield and heard my piercing cry. The tears began rolling down my face and I watched as the Doctor walked out of the room after she tried to comfort me. I looked at Cat and she too had water stains on her face.

"It is going to be all right Jade, everything will be all right." That is the last thing I remember before I blacked out.

A few days after I was released from the hospital the funeral was held. When his body was being lowered I collapsed into Cat's arms and we fell to the ground crying.

That was two years ago and yet I cannot escape the pain that clings to the hole that his death left in my heart. I try to make the pain disappear, but nothing will help it subside. My phone rings with an annoying high pitched laugh that Cat decided to have as her personalized ring. Darn red head.

"Hello?" I hear a male voice in the back round and assume it is Robbie her boyfriend of a year.

"Hi Jadey" I high voice answered my solemn one.

"What do you want Cat?" The anger enriched my voice.

"I just wanted to make sure you were still on to go shopping with me and then cook with us." I had hoped she would forget.

"Yea, I guess I will be there at eleven." There was a laugh at the other end of the line.

"Kay kay. See you then. Bye!"

"Bye" I hung up the phone annoyed with the plans Cat forced me to join into.

I left my house at about 10:30 and when I arrived she was waiting for me on the porch. She jumped in and we drove to the mall without the slightest exchange of words which was new for her. When we finally got there she dragged me in and out of every store available in that mall. While she was trying on clothes I was walking through the aisles of clothes when a woman with long brown hair and dark brown eyes ran into me causing us both to fall.

"I am so sorry. Oh my gosh I am so sorry. Are you okay?" The brunette looked at me while still being draped over me.

"I would be a lot better if you would get off of me" I replied in a bitter tone.

"Oh right sorry. My names Tori" She stuck her hand out like she expected me to shake it.

"Ok that's nice. Watch where you are going next time" I began to walk away when she pulled me back.

"Wait what is your name" She asked me with those big brown eyes.

"None of your damn business" I replied tired of her and our conversation.

"Please just tell me" I played with my wedding ring that I never took off.

"It's Jade"