Hope you enjoy this story explaining the complications and unbelievable hardships of an average teenage girl's life. Love, loss, lessons, laughs, luck, and obviously life(Six L's, took me a while to think of some). Just pretend that an average teenage girl helps fight off evil super computers, is a bit slutty, and goes to a boarding school somewhere in Europe(maybe?).
I don't own Code Lyoko, and no meanness please!
Yumi sat and stared, sat and stared, sat and stared, sat and stared, and for some strange reason nothing was happening, nothing. She thoroughly believed that if she continued to sit and stare that the whole situation would be changed. That everything that was going wrong would become right again, and finally Yumi would understand what she was supposed to do in this shitty situation and get back her great life.
That she would all of a sudden be passing Physics class. That her parents would realize that they were truly in love and couldn't live without each other. That Ulrich would call her up and say that they were speaking again. That Aelita would text her saying it wasn't Yumi's fault, and that she and Jeremy had solved all their problems. That Odd would show up tease her and all the awkwardness between them would be gone. That Jeremy would tell her tomorrow that she was forgiven. That the hospital would call and say that Hiroki was awake and completely fine. That the whole school would greet her the next day and say that they were going to forget those awful rumors. That Yumi would know what her true feelings were.
But now those were just little things Yumi once thought were important. But fifteen minutes ago her feelings changed, no cross that her entire existence changed. Actually no, think of it as her and everyone she cares about along with a few people she's never even met, well she made it so all their lives will all change, and it is all thanks to her ultimate stupidity. One stupid act after another, she just couldn't stop wrecking everything and one that was important to her. She ruined sacred relationships, friendships, trust, everything, and now she had this moment to top it all off.
Her sitting and staring wasn't changing the one thing she needed most to be changed, the one thing she'd give anything in the world to change. Sit and stare, sit and stare, but it was no use, sitting and staring had yet to solve anything, it wasn't going to help change this. But she could hope couldn't she? What else could she do?
She knew that in reality sitting and staring wasn't going to change anything. That doing nothing wasn't going to make her life perfect again.
Her family was being torn apart, her reputation had been trashed and her friends were gone. And it was all pretty much her fault, she had caused the fights, the hurt, the awkwardness, and the rumors, all of it, and she should face all of them.
She should get up and go apologize, she should go to the hospital and confess, she should tell the truth to each and every person she knew. She should, but she can't, she never will be able to. Have you ever heard the saying, "I could, I should, I would... but I can't"? Well that's exactly how Yumi felt at that moment.
She was scared, terrified really. For the first time in her life Yumi was so scared she was beyond knowing what to do, and the one of the worst parts was that she didn't have her friends there to pick her up now that she'd fallen down. The absolute worst part was knowing the she herself had made it that way, knowing that wasn't ever going to change. Knowing that she would have to live with that knowing for the rest of her lonely miserable existence, and regret every minute that she was still breathing on this God forsaken planet.
Yumi looked down at what was still grasped tightly in her sweaty right hand, even through all of this she never saw this little complication coming. She stood up and placed it on her bedroom's bureau, She looked up and stared at the face looking back at her in the mirror, pale and thin. A new special diet, want to lose twenty twenty pounds in one month?! Ruin your life! It's the great new way to slim down fast! All you have to do is wreck all living souls around you and act like a bitch! Order now!
Yumi shook her head and stared at the newest little complication in her life, But staring wasn't working on this thing either.
The stick still showed a little plus sign, and no matter how long she sat and stared at it it wasn't at all changing. The plus still remained tiny and black but definitely there, mocking her in a way. Mocking her fifteen year old self for being a complete idiot. There wasn't any denying it or changing it. But couldn't it be kind to her in such a harsh time, couldn't it do one kind deed instead of make fun of her pain. One thing is all she really asked from it now that she knew.
It could at least be kind enough to tell her who the hell the father was, because Yumi didn't have a clue.
sexikat729: I'll update soon!
Odd: Hey wait a minute who the hell slept with Yumi!? Ulrih you've been holding out on me! How could you? (crying)
Ulrich: I didn't sleep with her! talk to pretty boy over there!
Jeremy: You mean me?
Everyone: (silence)
sexikat729: Uh(cough) I think he meant William.
William: Don't look at me!
Yumi: Well don't ask me I have no idea!
Odd: Maybe we should ask Jim!
Yumi: What the hell is that supposed to mean Odd!?
Odd: Nothing! I was just, uh, oh I think Ulrich is calling me!
Ulrich: No I'm not.
Odd: Bye!
Yumi: Odd!!
sexikat729: Right... Buh bye!
