A/N: I'm giddy with excitment/anticapation/fear, This is my first time posting, I'm surprised I was able to figure out how to do it. ANY feedback would be greatly apreciated, just to know that someone is reading this.
Disclamer:I always read these funny disclamers but at the momment I'm to nervous to come up with my own, so I'll just do it simply, They're not mine no matter how much I want them to be.
Advice
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A little box popped up that said Sara had 1 new message. She clicked on the little envelope icon and began to read. It was just a forwarding message but maybe it would be worthwhile.
Have you ever wondered which hurt more? Saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess most times the most important things are the hardest to say. Don't be afraid to tell some one that you love them. If you do, they might break your heart. If you don't you might break theirs.
'Don't be afraid? That was like asking…' she struggled to come up with a good analogy for that but had so much trouble that she just gave up.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were afraid of losing what you already had with that person? You can't tell your heart what to do.
Sara laughed quietly to herself. 'You got that right,' she thought.
It does it on its own… usually when you least expect it to, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was too afraid to let you?
'That sounds familiar' she thought to herself with a smile.
Too many of us stay walled up because we are afraid to care to much, or even at all.
'Hhhhhmmmmmmmmm'
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
'I don't have that problem, but I know someone who does.'
When we tell lies we are afraid… afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and requires us to jump.
'Sorry, I don't do hurdles very well'
Don't be the person that has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could have had.
'Too late'
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
'I would try to love anyway.'
What if every time you wanted someone they were never there?
'I don't know, I would probably kill myself eventually'
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever, but couldn't have them?
'Exactly what I'm doing now, wait for him to come around. I need a new plan' she sighed.
Send this to everyone who has made a difference in your life.
Sara transferred the email to a word document and made the entire font small enough to fit one page. She deleted that last sentence and clicked on the 'print' icon. One page buzzed out of the printer and she picked up the page and put it by her purse. She was going to take it to work and hang it in her locker. To remind her not to be afraid anymore. She wasn't going to be afraid anymore. Nothing was going to hold her back.