A/n: James' thoughts are this, Sirius' thoughts are this and them talking is THIS..lol

On with already!

'Where is he?'

"James. James. JAMES!"

"Huh? You say something Moony?"

"Yes, I said he got a letter from his mother."

Then it clicked in James' head. "My bed."

"Huh?"

"Nothing, I'll be back later."

Every time Sirius got a letter from home, it was bad. When they were younger, Sirius would go to James for comfort, he would curl up in James' bed and wait for James to hold him. James stood and stared at his bed. His empty bed.

'What? Oh the map.'

James grabbed the Map and pointed his wand at it and said, "Sirius Black." The map flipped the top flap open and showed that Sirius was in the tallest tower on the left side of the school.

'He wouldn't..jump, would he?'

Before this year James would have been able to tell you the answer, but lately Sirius has be growing farther and farther away, James barely knew who Sirius was anymore. Every time James got close Sirius would tighten up and leave as soon as possible. A/n:hehehehe

After climbing all the stairs, James entered the tower and found what he was looking for right away.

"Sirius?"

'Not James.'

"Pads?"

"Go away James. Now."

"What did it say?" James asked as he sat next to him on the ledge of the tower.

"What everyone thinks, I hate Sirius Black."

"I don't think that."

"You barely know me anymore James."

James sighed, and grabbed Sirius' hand.

"What are yo.."

Before he could get out 'You' James put his index finger to his lips, the lips that James Potter loved.

James traced "I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U" on the inside palm of Sirius' hand and looked out into the sky.

"What?"

"I love you Siri. When we were younger, I used to live for the times your mother wrote you, just so I could hold you."

"I love you too James. That's why I have been distant lately, I didn't know how to tell you."

"Where you going to jump?"

"Still thinking about it, my whole family hates me, only you love me."

James took Sirius' hand in his. "You jump, I jump Jack."

Sirius turned to James with his tear stained face and kissed those lips he knew so well.

"Promise?"

"Always."

FIN

A/n: So this kinda sucks but I wanted to have James trace the letters and have him say "You jump I jump Jack." So I put iti n one… hehe… I know I know.. poor Siri…. 

Your Obedient Servant,

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