Week: One

(Makenna's POV)

No. No. No! This cannot be happening!

I starred at my reflection in the mirror. My blue eyes were rimmed in red from the uncontrollable crying and my black hair was in a complete mess. Even my bangs couldn't stay in place.

Makenna Ryans was not suppose end up pregnant at nineteen. I always thought that I would never end up that way. Never say never.

"Kenna? Are you alright?" I heard Jesslyn call through the bathroom door. "You've been in there for a while."

I couldn't even reply. I was in too much shock. Too much emotion was flaring up inside me.

See, I ended up falling for the whole, "If you really love me, you'll do this with me. Baby, I just want to show you how much I love you." Lets just hope he takes responsibility for this.

"Makenna, if you don't say anything soon, I'm gonna come in." Jess told me sounding really worried.

I'm usually the one busting in on the other girls. I was the tough girl and I was pretty protective of them. They were the only real family I have.

The sound of the doorknob brought me out of my thoughts and I looked up to see Jesslyn Pratt standing in front of me. Her light blond hair was in a high ponytail, her brown eyes always popped beside her hair color, and like the rest of us, she had pale skin.

She sat down beside me on the bathroom floor. "Are you still upset about the Drake Situation?"

Drake and me have been arguing over everything recently and I guess being pregnant didn't help.

"Its more than that, Jess." I managed to get out.

Her eyes traveled to the box laying beside me. "Is that a-? Kenna, tell me you're not- tell me this isn't what it looks like."

"If I did, I would be lying." I muttered while whipping the tears that started to fall again.

I was suddenly pulled into a hug by Jess and for once, I let everything out. I don't even know how long I cried but, it seemed like I needed to get it out.. I was afraid. Really afraid. I have a feeling I'm doing this alone. This whole thing scared me. And for once, this isn't something I could run away from.. I had to face it head on.

Three Hours Later…

I finally calmed down enough To call Drake and tell him to come over. We needed to figure out what we were going to do. There was no waiting to tell him. I wanted to do it here and now.

"Sup babe?" He asked falling onto the couch and wrapping an arm around me. His brown hair was in his brown eyes and he flipped it, which now annoys me to no end.

"There's something I got to tell you." I muttered gazing at the wall. Now or never. After taking a deep breath, I just told him, "I'm pregnant."

"You're getting rid of it right?" He asked, eyes burning into the side of my head.

I whipped my head to the side and glared. "You know, how against abortion I am! I'm keeping it." I told him while placing a hand on my stomach.

"Well, you'll be keeping it alone." He growled before leaving.

I knew it.

Month: One

I hated this. Everyday, I felt so overly tired and sick. The worst thing was, the boys of Big Time Rush (Who happened to be our good friends in High school) invited us to a concert. But, I couldn't go because all I do is get sick to my stomach over everything.

I live with the girls- Jesslyn Pratt, Emilee Moran, and Kasey Reid. We all had our one BTR boy that we had feelings for. Jesslyn and James Diamond, Emilee and Logan Mitchell, Kasey and Carlos Garcia.

I had major feelings for Kendall Knight. There was just something about him. His dirty blond hair, green eyes and those eyebrows of his. His personality had a lot to do with it too. The charm is what won me over. I really did miss him. Kendall was the only one who could really calm me down. Anyone else that tried either got knocked out or a deadly glare.

The girls offered to invite them over to the house but, I didn't want to be seen like this. I didn't want them to know at all.

Month: Two

"Damn, Kenna! How much are you gonna eat?" Kasey asked with that curious look of hers. Kasey Reid has long, wavy brown hair and hazel eyes. She's a bit shorter than me but, very energetic.

"I'm feeding two people. What do you expect?" I muttered before eating some more soup.

"I didn't expect you to eat all this." She said gesturing toward to empty bowls of Ramen, cereal, and the soup I was eating now.

"I'm hungry!" I growled as another headache started.

Okay guys, which month should the Boys show up in? c: I know I posted this story before but, I didn't like how I wrote it. I hope you like it!