Chapter 1
The metallic smell of blood fills my nostrils as it covers my skin as I sink deeper into the tub full of water and blood. This isn't even mine, it's the blood of the people I've killed,particularly that of mother and Dora, the maid. It's still warm and god I don't feel anything for them, I know I did it but I didn't feel myself doing it, all I felt was the rage of disapproval of mother looking at me over her glasses as she saw me covered in blood the first time I killed a human because I had to, they were attacking me and it wasn't fair. I've been disapproved of my whole life, no one cares, the first time I killed an animal, mom was not amused, she was actually ashamed, so much so that she refused to talk to me about it. I knew that she thought it was me, but she was denying it with every fiber of her being, I'm her sweet Dandy boy, and I can do no wrong.
But little does she know how wrong she really is, I am no sweet boy, I'm a god being acknowledged for my work, for my killings. This is big, I've never been acknowledged for anything by anyone other than mother, and even then I suspect that she did it because she has always babied me. I take the rag and spread the blood more evenly across my flesh and then I hold the cold metal of a razor blood against my skin. I cut deep into my wrists and my own warm precious blood mixes with the decaying mix of the others. I start to get drowsy and I fall asleep as the memory of my first kill comes back to me.
Flash back
Cold hands touch my body as i'm pinned to the bed, "now you can't tell anyone Dandy boy about what I did to you,I'll kill you other wise"the voice says, "fine, now leave me alone"I say sneakily taking out a knife from my waist band. As soon as he lets me go I stab him with a precision I didn't know that I had in the stomach and then I slash his throat ,blood splattering all over me as I gather my clothes, get dressed and leave.
End of chapter 1