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Chose
Seeing someone die.. just having someone die is not something I would wish upon anyone.
More so if that person was loved.
That is not that Im trying to say it is worse for someone who is loved by another to die.
All Im saying is.. It hurts more people I guess.
It hurts to hear of their last breathe, it hurts to see the people crying as the body is taken from sight.
But most of all.
It hurts to know you couldnt save them.
You could have been in a different country, and yet you will still blame yourself for their death.
For your not being there.
Stupid right?
Its not like the person even meant anything to you.
You had no way of knowing that they were in danger.
Its not your fault...
Its not your fault.
Ah, the thoughts of a guilty conscience.
Everything and nothing is your fault.
They know.. knew how to take of themselves.
Then why arent they still here?
You couldnt have known.
What if you hadnt left?
You couldnt have known.
Why didnt you stay?
You couldnt have known.
You should have known.
If you are so sure its not your fault, then why is there nothing but 'what ifs' running through your head.
Why is there oceans of tears falling from your eyes as a storm wars in your heart.
You chose to leave.
They didnt mean anything to you.
He didnt mean anything to you.
I chose to leave.
I couldnt have known.
But stilll...
He meant everything...
A/N
This was written in dedication to someone who just pasted.
A/N