Hey guys! This is a challenge from Smartbabies. I am co-writing it was Mimi-Seddiefan6. I hope you guys like reading it as much as we do writing.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything and don't act like it. K?

1. Prologue

"Come on stupid piece of crap start up." I yell at my compute for not starting up fast enough.

I am Samantha Puckett, just call me Sam ok. And, no one really knows, but I'm in love with my best friend. Well, he's my guy best friend; you could also he's also my arch-foe. We have the ultimate love, hate relationship. I love him so much I want to punch him, just for being him.

I know. I'm so messed up, but I can't help it. His name is Freddie and he's gotten under my skin and I don't want him there!

I wish things could just go back to the way they were before.

I am the co-host of a web show called iCarly. Carly is my best friend, and she is the host. And of course, Freddie is the tech dork.

I prank Freddie a lot; it wasn't but a year ago when he started to get me back.

This one time though, I can never forget; it changed everything. Wow I sound so dramatic. Anyways, it started when I put a dead fish in his locker and for some reason he freaked out. So he decided to get me back by hand cuffing me to Gibby. That being the only person I hate and love to torment more than Freddie. I freaked out and told him that I would get him back. He wouldn't know when or how but when I did he would be sorry.

A few days later at rehearsal, after seeing the horrible teen chick flick movie, 'The first Kiss', we got on the subject of our first kisses.

I lied my way through that. I didn't want Freddie to know that I, Sam Puckett, had never kissed anyone. He'd never let me live it down.

Then I got hungry, so I got up and went off to the store. I forgot I didn't have money, so I went back up the stairs to beg for money. But when I got up there, I over herd Carly and Freddie talking. Freddie admitted to Carly, he never been kissed. That's when I knew how to get back at him.

My plan was to tell everyone Freddie never kissed a girl, that didn't go as planned. I just thought it would bug him for a few days then he would get over it. After a week of Freddie being AWAL I felt really bad. When the next iCarly rolled around Freddie was still nowhere to be found. Then after Carly made me feel super guilty I apologized on air. I also told everyone I'd never kissed anyone that I never had a first kiss either. And I threatened anyone who would mess with us. We stopped iCarly, and I went to find Freddie.

He was out on the fire escape just like Carly had said. He told me he saw iCarly. I shoulda known, but I still apologized to him, again. Then we both got the same idea. We decided to kiss each other. You know, to get it over with. And that everything would go back normal, but it didn't. I still picked on him but my heart just wasn't in it.

I thought about him all the time; wondering if he thought about me too. And will his 'love' for Carly ever go away.

And it wasn't until about five month ago when my stupid sister Melanie came to visit, that I realized I was in love with him.

When Freddie asked her out, it made me think. Then when I heard they kissed that's when it hit me. I was jealous, and I knew I was in love with Freddork. I just need to write about this, but actually telling someone was out of the question. So I start blogging.

I like to blog on a web site called (I couldn't think of anything better) it's just a blog spot for people like me that need to talk about my feelings with other people I don't know. My username was LittleLamb660.

I was surprised to find about 50 replies after only 1 day of it being up. Most of the comments said 'give up on him' or 'that sucks' but one comment was different. The person's username invisiblefriend180.

His comment was 'I don't know you or the person you're talking about but he's crazy. I wish someone loved me like that. I know what it's like to love someone who doesn't love you back. If you ever need to talk I'd love to help. My e-mail is invisiblefriend180' I decided why not it couldn't hurt.

So we started to talk. Now we talk all the time. I can tell him stuff that I can't even tell Carly. We made up name for each other cause I'm not about to tell him my name. Mine was Cassie and his was James.

I was talking to James about how the guy I like, not to give names, has a girlfriend now. So we mostly have been talking about how much it hurts when I see Freddie and his girlfriend, Jenny together. James is the only one I can talk to about all this.

In other words I told James, that the guy I like has a girlfriend, and I help but feel hurt. But something just happened and that's why I'm desperate to talk to him.

Freddie, his girlfriend Jenny, Carly and I were at Carly's watching Girly Cow. After about an hour I couldn't take it anymore and ask Freddie for his laptop. I have a diary on my flash-drive and I need to write. Yes, I have diary go ahead laugh… You done yet, well? Good!

Freddie asked why and I gave some super lame excuse; which, be bought. I went up to the iCarly studios and sat in one of the bean bag chairs.

As I typed, I started to cry. I hate crying it makes me feel so weak. I wiped the tears away. I needed to think and I couldn't do that there. I walked down the stairs and told them my mom needed me for something and before they could respond I closed the door and ran to the fire escape. Yeah, as in the place of my and Freddie's first kiss.

After awhile, I could tell you how long, I heard someone behind me. When I turned around I saw Freddie. I should have known. We're the only two people that ever come here.

As I noticed the look on Freddie's face I remembered I didn't erase my diary off his laptop. I stomach sank. He must have read it.
Freddie claimed through the window and sat next to me.

He asked me why I hadn't told him.

I said because I knew he didn't feel the same.

He didn't say anything after that. He just cupped my face in his hands and kissed me. When we pulled apart I stared at him in disbelief. I couldn't believe he had just kissed me.

So I did the only thing I could the of; I ran.

And that puts me here, waiting for my crappy computer to boot up.

As the screen flashes, I log on as LittleLamb660, and start to type to James. The screen flickers as I grow impatient and pray for James to be on.

That's it for now. Please read and review and we'll try to update soon! =)