DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight the amazing Stephenie Meyer does. Okay so this is my new story. I'm going to be soo busy now. -sigh. But oh well. Well here it is. The song in here I do own. Please don't copy it! I trust you not to. If you copy it I will delete this story maybe even the other 2 stories. IDK. It depends if I'm mad enough. My song is like this fanfiction and you do not copy other fanfictions. Get it. Got it. Good.

Chapter 1: First day of school. Ugh.

"Bella! Get down here!" Renee yelled.

Renee is my mom. She is pretty cool except when she drinks. When she drinks she beats the hell out of me. Charlie -my dad- beats me anytime he wants. If I make even the littlest mistake he beats me. My little sister is really nice. She use to protect me by holding me and my parents would never hit her but she had to go live with Grandma Swan. I miss her. I had every bone broken in my body now that she is gone. I call her every night. She misses me too.

I hurried down stairs to make breakfast before Charlie could get done getting ready. He would hit me if breakfast wasn't done in time. That's why Renee yelled for me to get up. I told you she can be cool sometimes. She doesn't even know she beats me. She thinks it's Charlie doing all this. I don't want to hurt her by saying she was the reason for some of my bruises. She never broke my bones though unlike Charlie.

God, how I hate Charlie. He used to be a real dad when I was little but he was fired and he said it was all my fault. I heard the shower turn off. I took the waffles out of the waffle maker and put it on his plate. He came down the steps and sat down examining his breakfast. He frowned. Oh no. "Where's the fucking blueberries at? You know I have to have blueberries with my waffles!"

Crap I forgot the blueberries. "I'm sorry, Charlie! I forgot about them."

"Enough of you damn excuses! You know the price to pay!"

I bit my lip and nodded. I went outside with him following and went inside the shed. Renee was getting the ice ready and the bandages. This is going to hurt. He slapped me hard. He picked me up and threw me. I collided against the wall. I winced. He picked up the bat and hit my back three times. He hanked my hair and brought my head back. He started dragging me then he picked me up and smashed me against the wall. I crumbled on ground completely weak and worthless. Charlie walked out the door while Renee walked in. "Honey! Does anywhere hurt?"

Yeah! I wanted to yell but I couldn't. Not at her concerned face. "I'm fine. I probably just have bruises."

"Baby, you're bleeding on your wrist. I guess he pressed his nails too far down in your skin."

I nodded. Sh eput something on it and it stung bad. I bit my lip to keep from yelping. She put something that wrapped around my wrist - gozz or something. It turned red a little. You could definately see where the cut was and that it was going to be a scar. "Bella, the excuse is you fell down the steps."

I nodded again. I ran upstairs avoiding any contact with him. I got dressed in a white halter top with a red jacket and jeans. I did my make up -black eyeliner, red lipstick, and white eye shadow. I kept my hair down. I went to the bathroom to brush my hair. Thank goodness I have the bedroom with the bathroom. I put on my red stilettos and looked at the clock. It was 7:30. I had time to write a song. I got out my pencil and notebook and began writing. About ten minutes later I finished the song. It read:

"Death Is Something That Lasts All Eternity"

I would like say something

Before you hurt me again

With your abuse

The bruises fade

The pain stays

The scars last forever

And death is something

That lasts all eternity

All eternity

Yeah

Why do you do this

To me?

When I was younger

You use to love me

But now you call me

Ugly, worthless, and weak

You did the same things to my mom

And you killed her

While I was in my room

Taking care of my little sister

Am I next?

Is she next?

How about you just let her go

And let her live a happy life

The bruises fade

The pain stays

The scars last forever

And death is something

That lasts all eternity

I just want you to know that

Before you end up doing something you

Regret

You hit me and throw me up against the wall

You get out your knife and put slashes

On my wrist

One by one

As I the blackness slowly overcomes me

I feel as if this is the last time I will have

I slowly say quietly

The bruises fade

The pain stays

The scars last the forever

And death is something

That lasts all eternity

I just thought you should know

I heard two beeps. That's Jasper and Rosalie Hale. They are my best friends. They don't know I'm get beaten daily though. They have been getting suspicious but they don't say anything. I ran outside and got into the front seat. "Hey guys."

They were staring at my cheek. Dammit! I forgot he slapped me. "Don't worry. I.... Umm.... I hit my cheek off of a book very hard this morning."

They gave me a look that says `You think we are going to believe that?` look. "I'll tell you guys after school as long as you don't tell anyone."

Rose rolled her eyes. "Tell us now and we won't tell," she promised.

I sighed. "I've been... Abused ever since I was nine. Charlie did most of the work but when Renee gets drunk she beats me and Charlie beats me anytime he wants as long as we're not out in public. You can't tell anyone. If you do he'll kill me or something. He'll bary me alive! Or beat me to death. He'll find a way to do it."

Rose looked like she was about to cry. So did Jasper which was weird because he never cried. I felt a tear escape my eye. Jasper took my hand. "We have to tell the police."

"No! You promised. No. Please no. Don't. You can't. Just no!"

Rose stopped me. "Bella, we won't. But if it gets worse we will call the cops."

I nodded. "Just not on Renee. She only gave me bruises. She is trying to stop drinking too."

They nodded. Rose pulled into the parking lot. "You're staying with us this weekend. I don't care if you say no. You're coming."

"What if he says no?"

"Tell him to fuck off amd give him the little birdie," Jasper replied.

"If I do that I will get killed. I'll ask Renee. She always says yes."

I took out my cell phone and dialed her number. Please be on your way to work, Renee.

"Renee?"

"Yes."

"Can I stay at Rosalie's house tonight?"

"Yes, dear. I'll do all your chores. Charlie was really mad this morning. No doubt he'll still be mad when you didn't give him his stupid blueberries.

"Thank you, Renee."

"I love you, baby."

"I love you, too."

I hung up the phone and nodded my head at them. They did the happy dance. "Why are you guys do the happy dance? I've stayed at your place before."

"So you don't get hurt," Jasper said.

"I've been hurt worse," I muttered.

Wow. It's hot out. That's a change here in Forks. I took off my jacket and they gasped. "What?"

"Bella. It's been worse than that? You're lucky I've seen you like this before or I wouldv'e fainted," Rose said.

I looked down I had bruises on my arms. Oh well. Not like the school seen me liek this before. They didn't care. I just hope there isn't any new kids who would care. Probably not. I hope I don't jinx that. We had ten minutes before class. Mine as well get to class. I sighed. Then I saw the Ew Crew come. That's what we call he populars. Lauren laughed. "Look at it. It's back for another round for torture. I bet she was beaten up by the dumpsters. That's why she has those bruises."

Tanya looked mad and so did Justin -Tanya's boyfriend. "Lauren, I am sick and tired of your crap. I think Bella is cool unlike you. You are a bitch and everyone hates you! You think you are beautiful but you are ugly! So shut up! What gives you the right to pick on innocent people?"

Lauren smirked. "You had your share of picking on other people. Plus everything I say is true."

"I know but I regret it. You are a stuck up slept with every guy in town low life ugly heartless bitch!"

Then Tanya ran to me to give me a hug with her boyfriend following. "Bella, I'm so sorry. Will you ever forgive me? Can I be your friend?"

"I forgive you. Yes you can be my friend."

She smiled at me and I smiled back. Then the warning bell rang. We ran to our lockers. Luckly our lockers were side by side. We were trying to get mine open. "Okay, just fuck it. I'll carry my bag around like I did last time. Rose and Tayna had all of the classes with me while Jasper and Justin had only five with me not including lunch. Here's my schedule:

Biology

I have that with all of the gang.

P.E.

Just the way we like our gym class in the morning. I have that with the girls.

Drama

Just the girls. This is with the gang.

Lunch

With everyone!

Trig.

Math great. This is with the gang.

Art

Just the girls again.

Social Studies

With everyone.

Science

With everybody.

And the last class.

Spanish

I have that with everybody

I hate school but it's better here than home. I sighed.

The classes went by fast. It was lunch and we ran outside. I shouldn't have worn heels. I was running and I couldn't stop in time to not run into a new kid. I'm such an idiot. I reconized her from one of my classes. Alice! That's her name. "Oh Alice. I'm so sorry! Are you okay?"

"Calm down. Yes I am. No blood no foul."

"I'm so sorry."

"Hey, it's okay."

I heard laughing behind me. I turned around and saw the gang laughing. I glared at them. "Those your friends?" Alice asked.

"Yeah. I'm Bella by the way. Bella Swan."

"I'm Alice. Alice Cullen."

"Alice, do you want to sit with us for lunch?"

"I'm going to sit with my brothers. They're here somewhere."

"Your brothers can sit with us."

"Okay."

"Well let me introduce you to my friends. Alice this is Rosalie Hale, Jasper Hale, Tanya Denali, and Justin Young."

"Nice to meet you all."

Then everyone replied at the same time, "Nice to meet you too."

"Bella. We are going to be great friends."

"We will Alice. I promise you that."

We hugged. Then I heard a booming laugh. Everyone's head turned. "You guys know that it's lunch time and no one's out here right?"

I looked around. I shrugged my shoudlers. I rarely eat anyways. Only dinner sometimes. I hate the cafeteria food. Alice shook her head. "That's Emmett -the big one- and that's Edward the coppered hair one. These are my brothers."

I looked at them and then at her. "I'm so sorry for you."

"I know. It's hard living with them. They hog the bathroom all morning. I'm surprised I get in there before school starts."

Edward rolled his eyes. "Alice, you're the one that hogs the bathroom. You should be sorry for us, hot stuff."

I glared at Edward. "Can I slap him, Alice?"

"You don't need my promission."

"Rose, anyone around?"

"Nope."

I slapped Edward hard. "Don't ever call me that again. If you do you will wake up breathing from a tube, asshole."

"If you, children, are done I would like to eat," Emmett said.

I laughed. Edward just stared at me shocked touching his cheek. I glared at him. "I wouldn't eat the food. It's horrible. You shoudl pack a lunch. Ain't worth the sickness that you're going to get," Rose said.

"I forgot to and I'm hungry. I can eat anything!"

We all rolled our eyes. We went to our table while Emmett went to get food. Edward looked at me. "Aren't you hungry?"

"No."

"You got to eat something. Where's your food?"

"I'm not hungry so just leave alone. Thank you for being concerned though."

He shrugged. I got an idea. "Rose, can Alice and Tayna spend the night too?" I whisphered in Rose's ear.

She nodded. "Hey Alice? Do you want to spend teh night atmy house with Bella and Tayna?"

"Yes!" She squealed.

I laughed. Emmett looked hurt. "What about me?"

"Only if you dress up as a girl," Tayna said.

We laughed. "You guys can come over as my friends. I don't want to be the guy there."

"Hell yes!" Emmett said.

"Sweet, man, sweet," Edward said.

They all bumped each other's fists. I bumped Jasper's fist. "Great idea, my brother."

"Awe. Thanks, my sister. But you have to sing is the song you wrote."

"How did you know I wrote a song?"

"You write a song everyday, Bella," Rose said.

I rolled my eyes. "Fine. Do you want to bring my guitar too?"

They looked at each other and nodded. I sighed and shook my head. Then the warning bell rang. I looked around the room. Everyone was gone. "Oh shit!"

"I didn't even eat yet!"

Emmett took a bite of the pizza and ran to the trash can to spit it out. "That was the most horrible thing I've ever eaten!"

We all laughed. "Guys we have one minute to class. RUN!" Justin said.

We laughed while we were running down the halls. We made it just in time. We all had the same class -math. Kill me now. Thankfully the teacher wasn't there. Weird. But free period! I just sat there writing a song. I'm probably going to sing this one to them too. I sighed. Then the bell rang. The rest of the classes went by fast.

We got into Rose's BMW and drove to my house. I hurried up and ran into the house because if I'm here when Charlie's here I will get beatened. I packed my bag and got my helmet. I ran out side and saw them waiting. I threw my bag into her car and opened up the garage. I ran towards that too. He will be home in five minutes. I brought my bike to life and gave them the I'm-ready signal. I revved my motorcycle. I love this thing. It's my baby. I sped down the road following Edward's Volvo. I'm glad he goes fast. We were back at Rosalie and Jasper's house in an hour. I sigh and went to Rose's room to put my bag there. I have a feeling that this is going to be hilarious.

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Bella =D