dean i hope one day you
forgiven me... but
i know i don't deserve it..
big brother im sorry
for the pain i cause you..
everything i throght was right..
was wrong..
now im scare lucifer want
me to be his vessel..
he said i will say.. yes to him..
but i won't, i won't say yes too
him.. but im just one person
brother.. maybe i will maybe, i
won't.. i just don't know anymore.
but one thing i want you too know
that i love you...big brother
i can't stop you
ican't make you change your
mind about me..
but i broke your trust in me..
for that im soo sorry..
i know we can never be brother again..
it dead, it gone like this world
will soon be.. dark, empty,
now we apart, you with the angel castiel
the one you trust more then me..
but somehow that make me want to
cry, make me want to died
for i will never have your forgiven and trust again
and i will alway be alone..
some how it funny ..that
what everyone said was the truth
that im evil, im a monster
that should have never been born...... ..
i gussses now we know that
their were right..
the ended................................
tell me if i did good or bad please....
really want to know....